ch2rms - Ami's Repercussions [p. 3ds]

w pitfall p sg37 (2020)

damaged lungs in my body
and I might just die young
icons, bloodhounds
bitch it's genocide
empty bottles by my bed
just to pass the time

if you can test me you'll be dead 6 feet deep
and i'll be surprised if I make it to 19
please just stop flexing ur nothing stop trying
and I got love to give but no one else is buying
buyingx2
and I got love to leave but no one else is buying

showtime w/ pitfall

showtime w/ pitfall (sg37)

@diegointhedark

diegointhedark - victim (neverquest)

shoutout my bro @k1zetsu
mixed by @diegointhedark

pop a xan
it goes straight to my belly
everybody hates me
couldn’t even tell me why
i’ll forever try
just to make things right
i’ve spent every year in shade
you could be my light

i just wanna talk
i don’t wanna throw words
screaming in the mirror
until i feel my throat hurt
really wanna end it all
since this world is absurd

i know your heart is empty
and love is not tht fun
but can you show me sympathy
cuz girl my spirits crushed
i try & try again
n fail every time
all the meds they didn’t take me
can’t even end my life
i try and try again

try again (Prod. Kizetsu)

prod @catchnshoot

Music video : https://youtu.be/qK0nc0CPN28?si=ZJvAXcve5UwkwyJW

Lyrics :

Hold me, hold me closely
tell me your secrets all night
get no sleep
kiss me
i can feel your heart when it’s beating 
dying
rip my heart out just for you see it

I just can’t look
it’s killing me
piece by piece
I’ll be the strings tied around your heart
the ones that make you beat
tell me do you feel anything 
anything at all ?
when you’re right there next to me
remember you said you’d be right here
Well I can’t see you
I can’t 
I can’t 

I would wear your skin
just to feel you once again
tell me do you hate that i still care
care
should i maybe go away
away
got so much i wanna say to u
say

ballads of the undead (chaosysl)

Produced by @diegointhedark

darken my light 
   exhausted cnt fight 
   waking up thn die twice 
   angels watch as i cry 
   nd she wna b like me 
   i tell her rethink 
   evrytime her teeth bite me 
   i cnnot get sleep

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   see her frm a glance 
   i could take u to my heaven 
   if ud give me a chance 
   off a bar it got me frozen 
   i snuff it off my desk
   every night been so depressing
   u make me feel again

   spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry 

   nd i try 
   to make u realize tht u changed me 
   ure all ever think abt lately 
   call me in the morning 
   u kno ill b waiting 

   bitch say u hate me 
   scream it in my face 
   all the pills tht wre taking 
   i hope we dnt get laced 
   on the freeway im racing 
   carving thru the lanes 
   got my knees weak n lazy 
   i think theyr fina break

spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry

Tears (diegointhedark)

Produced by @diegointhedark

im hearing screams out my window 
   on a foggy day 
   for 20 bags , 
   muzzle flash shines out the SVJ
   she dont miss me 
   its sickening what i portrayed
   we used to lay awake
   nd now we crash nd break

   when snow fell in california 
   i felt so alone
   i check twice knowing
   tht ull nvr hit my phone
   if you died 
   i would sleep at night outside your grave
   who will you miss today? 
   i cant conceal the pain

   no, no 
   i cnt conceal it 
   popping hella phenibut
   until i reach the ceiling 
   scrolling thru old pics of you
   try to relive the feeling
   i know tht i am dead to u 
   but i just wna pretend im not 

   watching the clock 
   hours pass like ocean waves 
   nd ive been going thru a lot lately
   u used to keep me sane 
   no one treats me how u treated me 
   i stare into the rain
   no one saw what u had seen in me 
   ill never be the same

ch2rms - Ami's Repercussions [p. 3ds]

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