citrus - confetticannons

༺୨♡︎୧༺ lyrics:

n- n- niggas want the smoke
so i sent em to the east
aint no southwest
we aint making money on these streets
flame up, like my name is johnny test (uh)
too fast, you know supersonic esque (uh)
too bad, yk cause i do it better
dive in, know this (notice) cause she getting wetter
same for the week, same for the month
too sour, notice cause its all citrus

c. i. t. r. u. double s-
talking down on us, fuck nigga u kno we da best
c. i. t. r. u. s. s.
if i got bands, huh you already know im finna flex
c. i. t. r. u. double s-
left-right, we gon have to blow him in his chest
let him lay it down, cause you know you gotta rest
i- i want my money, pass it over with a check

you gon wear the clothes, and imma wear the garments
24, this my year shining
two four, look at all the diamonds
24 golden with the timing
imma keep on running huh, you can come and find me
imma keep on blowing up, labels tryna sign me
imma keep it rolling on, you know where to find me
(you know where to find me)

c. i. t. r. u. double s-
talking down on us, fuck nigga u kno we da best
c. i. t. r. u. s. s.
if i got bands, huh you already know im finna flex
c. i. t. r. u. double s-
left-right, we gon have to blow him in his chest
let him lay it down, cause you know you gotta rest
i- i want my money, pass it over with a check

citrus

take the retards out their misery

paranoia 2

kk hollup

i look out my window
in hopes to see flowers
if you knew this
on dandelions
i made my wish
i had to do it
i just need a kiss

love is so terrifying
you’ll never hear me crying
i’ll wish on my dandelions
im neverrrrrr better on my own :p
i wanna grow old with you
a love so true 

ride on every shooting star
hope that it can take me far 
to get
close 2 u

i look out my window
in hopes to see flowers
if you knew this
on dandelions
i made my wish
i had to do it
i just need a kiss

love is so terrifying
you’ll never hear me crying
i’ll wish on my dandelions
im neverrrrrrrrrr better on my own 
i wanna grow old with you
a love so true 
a love so true

dandelions

shitty remix
uploading an EP of already released songs from here
october 17th comes soon aahhhhhhh foams at the mouth and starts throwing up ahahhggg its so shameful so so shameful
i shouldve bought my meto instead of useless groceries ah eeverytime i try to do something to make myself feel better doesnt it go wrong? well its okay
theres only one kind of person who doesnt think of me as weird or screwed up anymore so even if it hurts its better than feeling the pain all alone

if i could id fly real high
make my way up to the sky
even when i want to die
its nice to have fun sometimes

 life can be such misery
i couldn’t move and couldn’t speak
i saw the darkness and my ceiling 
every day feel the same feelings

every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
still nice to have fun sometimes

if i could id fly real high
                         (sometimes…)
make my way up to the sky
                               (one day…)
even when i want to die
                              (always…) 
its nice to have fun sometimes!

knowing that you’ll die tomorrow?
what’d you like to do today?

once you take your pills and swallow,
you can’t get up anyway.

was it really fun though...

happy halloweeen
prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later brecuase its halloween

i was getting better i thought
and then i met her now im distraught
theres so many bridges i have to burn
i feel like all my freind are gunna turn
around on me and i dont wanna wait here
in the lobby much longer
watch yiou use me and i wont say shit mbecause im so deprived of human emotion
i just wanted to feel somthing newww i wanted to feel youu
asleep, awake its just the same to me now because everthing feels just like it did
i just wanted to feel somthing neewwww i wanted to feel yoouuuuuu

i just wanted to feel something new

prod. 13en

oh that look on your face and it all turned clear
can you look my way cuz im standing near
keep stabbing my heart n ripping my guts
oh
I just wish I was enough 

you could take what u from me my dear
you could hurt me all u want right here
but u still left n im js so fcked
like bby tell me if u know im not enough

do what u want and not what u say ⁉️
cuz id do anything to keep u right here anyway (^o^)/
stabbing my heart n my ripping my brain
u can jar my heart if you'd stay by me 4 2day
ruin my life, take me far away
im so dumb in love, I wish I had a brain
Falling apart n u dont care
not suprised I know that u r what I fear

caecus sum in amore

tandem te iterum videbo (prod. paloma)

this one FOr you revivle hit me back on the dm I know You seen it we can make it happen

revivle Holla@ at me produce by raja Savage Youi already know how im coming Baby

instrumental: @bloodsekai
vocalists: @bloodsekai + @vedbend + @/yukisasayaki

halloween inspired song from last month, please enjoy to your desire. (sorry for the lack of uploads, i've been making too much music and not finishing any of it...)

--- lyrics: ---

i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

was it always this difficult to think?
what's different now, is it me or the mirror?
i imagine the greys and blacks within
turned me into a freak, a monster that just cries and weeps

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now

(i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

+ layered with vedbends part)

i try to run away
i couldn't move at any pace
as tears fall down my face
my teeth are falling out
i guess i'll drown inside my doubts
i always cry and pout 

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

carve out my eyeballs treat me like a pumpkin
rip my guts out baby i feel nothing
u wanna put me on display i guess thats something
i'm a puppet baby put me on your strings
ur always in my head like the axe in my skull
but u always want me dead i'm so fucking tired
baby pass the pliers
i'll dismember my body n ill put it onto wires

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

when do i wake up? (ft. vedbend & yuki)

prod laayz
I really hate my part on this song and I fucking hate my mic on this, but I hope you guys enjoy !! :3

paw (me) :
I'm rotting in my room
my bedroom smells like you
I don't know what to do
but rip my guts all just for you
ooo ooo

@fridgeheals :
My bed don’t look the same
Take pills to numb the pain
Don’t like the thoughts in my brain
I swear I’m going insane.

One day I’ll end up dead
Always rotting in bed
But atleast I have you 
It’s true.

rip my guts w/ fridge

If u listen to my music I hope u enjoy it :)

caecus sum in amore

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