Wayfinder

A Lot to Ask

That's Life Honey

The cave - Bertie Newman // intro looped + slowed

wrote this song from the perspective of joel in eternal sunshine of the spotless mind :) new favorite movie

lyrics:

i'm watching everything go sideways
and i can't do a thing to make it stop
i won't remember this tomorrow
but i'll be sad when i wake up

i wish we were back in your apartment
i want you to sing me to sleep
i'll forget my wallet so i'll have to come back
and you won't forget me

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

i'm watching everything go sideways
feels like someone's messing with my head
i'm not prepared to never know you again
i'm sorry, can we stop this instead?

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

when this is over
i'll never know that
i ever missed you at all
i'll be a stranger and
you will be kissing somebody
that i don't know
i'll take the train to the beach
and i'll sit on the sand
and i'll never know
i had a life before this
i don't want this

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

clementine (demo)

ABOVE DIRT 🥀

[VERSE 1] 
Got my head in the clouds 
My Vans on the ground, my heart in the crowd 
My life is a mosh pit, I get tossed around 
But I always land back on my feet 
Look at me now 
My parents would be so proud 
If I ever let them listen
But I’m always rapping ‘bout money and bitches 
Sorry, momma, I might let you listen to the deep cuts
Or the ones about Jesus 
Praise to the Most High, but I am the most high 
(Nah, I’m kidding) 
But we can get it popping like confetti
Or a semi, when I pull up in the cut, no machete 
With a drink in my hand, I don’t ever want to land 
Try to pull me down, I’ll just float up again 
Take another shot, I might throw up again
Fall to my knees and repent, but I don’t regret 
Flashback, two years, I was all alone 
Now I’ve got a couple dozens friends at my home
And we’re all getting fucked up 
I think that I lucked up
Everything I wanted in the bottom of a red cup 
Everything I wanted in a - (hold up, wait) 

[HOOK] x2
Let me simmer down, let me sober up 
Haven’t seen the ground in a couple months
I’ve been flying high, colors in the sky 
Got me hypnotized, make me feel alive
Let me simmer down, let me sober up 
Lost but I was found, crawled out of a rut 
Thank God, I survived
Pray I make it through the night 
 
[VERSE 2] 
Middle fingers up to the old me 
I won’t let my demons control me
Sad shit is weak shit, superficial deep shit
“Chin up,” that’s what my momma told me
(I just wanna) Stretch it out like a yogi 
Stack up the colby, cop a couple rollies 
Watch cost a neighborhood, fuck George Zimmerman 
Yellow diamonds dancing on my neck, bitch, glistening
Wait, I’ve been gone for a minute 
Same old kid, just a little more fitted 
Never really fit in, always so timid 
Now I bag hoes, puff O’s, stay sippin’
(I’m) Off the Captain, I’m often capping about
How much I’m downing, about - 
A fifth if I really wanted, but I ain’t trying to drown, so - 
I’mma take it slow and let the night soak 
Play a little ISO

[HOOK] x2
Let me simmer down, let me sober up 
Haven’t seen the ground in a couple months
I’ve been flying high, colors in the sky 
Got me hypnotized, make me feel alive
Let me simmer down, let me sober up 
Lost but I was found, crawled out of a rut 
Thank God, I survived
Pray I make it through the night

simmer down! (Prod. BEATCoin)

toothpaste

red eye

What a crazy dog dreams about could be anything...

Sleepin Pit

"transparency," my latest release is out next month. here's a demo i've been working on since last summer.

"skin"
i woke up with a lump in my throat
visions of you and the way that you spoke
it's 7am and it doesnt make sense
and i'm trying to forget before i fall in

with brown paper skin i fold to the touch
takes a gentle smile and i crumble to dust
but you'll never see what's underneath
no i won't let you in i won't let you see

if i could shed my skin and start anew
maybe i'd be better for you
a false scheme in a drunken dream
wish you'd say those same words when i'm not asleep

well i'm tired of dreaming of being who i can't be
cause i'll never be her but she'll never be me
but if you saw me the way that i wanted to be seen
i wouldn't be here wishing that it wasnt a dream

if i could shed my skin and start anew
maybe i'd be better for you
a false scheme in a drunken dream
wish you'd say those same words when i'm not asleep

"recover" 

from my mind i wonder
if i'll ever recover

i'm always holding out
i know that you'll let me down

i try to convince you
i try to convince me too

i wish i could be you
that way i wouldn't feel too

i walk by myself in 
the same place that we met

and there is not another
i wish i could recover


feb 12 2020 ver

skin / recover

tonight i'm someone else

Rhyming isn't very punk rock of me but I do it anyway!!!
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