grotesque

#GOTHCANNIBALS

(marcy)
(worthless)
(goth)

i must be an alien
im always failing at human connection
i got a fucked up face, and my voice is shit
and all i do is sit and smoke because i cant fit in
so whyd they drop me on this planet where i shouldnt exist
they shouldve left me out at space so i couldnt breathe again
not only am i wasting space, i waste oxygen
and everybody fucking hates me i dont know what i did

please, just bring me back
its torturing, living like i have

i must be an alien
im always failing at human connection
i got a fucked up face, and my voice is shit
and all i do is sit and smoke because i cant fit in
so whyd they drop me on this planet where i shouldnt exist
they shouldve left me out at space so i couldnt breathe again
not only am i wasting space, i waste oxygen
and everybody fucking hates me i dont know what i did

i must be from outer space

Twingk3 - 220 am (prod. tunillbxy)

Running Away

#GOTHCANNIBALS

(gothcannibals)
(goth)

+ marcy +
egomaniac, dont know where my brain is at
she said im a failure, cuts i etch into her neck
turn her to a puppet, gut her, make her my marionette
of course im gonna treat you like youre worthless, bitch that shits a fact
so dont treat it like it aint,
my brain is over deranged,
i enjoy bringing you pain, 
i love that look on your face,
when your bodies getting maimed,
i feel superior, and thats the reason youve died today
her whole interior, i stripped it out and had it replaced
you're so inferior, ill burn you deep inside of your grave

+ serene +
(girl scream)
i dont need nobody turns out ill be better off without you
but if you think of me as less than anybody im gonna take their life too
cuz im an egomaniac in my head i know im the best
i dont need no confirmation push a knife into your chest
i dont love nobody else but with myself i am obsessed
trust me with your soul and you gon find your body reposessed

+ lynn + 
said she really like my songs 
and its getting to my head 
swear i know when im wrong 
i just wont ever admit
egomaniac
maybe but im insecure as shit
let me bite into your neck i want  your blood mixed with my spit 

(w-what the fuck?)

oh thats weird 
they gon say thats really weird 
who gives a shit 
girl come here 
where you think your running to
how would you get 
out of here 
you cant get 
out of here 
either i fight all of your monsters or ill be your biggest fear

+ marcy +
(girl crying)
egomaniac, dont know where my brain is at
she said im a failure, cuts i etch into her neck
turn her to a puppet, gut her, make her my marionette
of course im gonna treat you like youre worthless, bitch that shits a fact

egomaniac

what if i bled out 
would anybody come and save me 
rip my head off 
just so my minds finallly empty 
im a dead one everybody else looks cooler than me 
I just wish i was the one that everybody could envy 

I’ll take a lighter to my flesh just to ignore how im treated 
if its from you than i dont mind  but everybody else means it 
others ignore me when its you i just assume that your sleeping 
or im a fool and these old shoes gon kick the chair thats beneath them 

ouhuhhhuhh, Ouhhuhhh
Just waiting for my final reason 
ouhuhhhuhh Ouhhuhh
i hope your not my final reason 

Ive been trying so damn hard to live 
been hating everyday where i know i exist 
so basically im saying everyday here is shit 
i think of you for warmth but it’s still cold as it gets

myfinalreason/deadone

#GOTHCANNIBALS

(i-i)
(goth)
(i would die for you)

(goth)

(goth)

im a fuck up,
and im a fucking freak
my brain is always trying to tell me
but i wont listen, instead i just go and sleep
or imma take some pills and think im better thru next week
but im a sick fuck, losers all imbedded in me
i wish that i was fine but i dont think that i can be
i think my parents were right, putting me thru therapy
but im a mythomaniac and always lie when i speak

and thats the sad truth, i just really wanna be normal
why cant i dress like him and act so goddamn formal
and fix my fucking brain, because its like this portal
leading me into insanity where im not cordial

LOCK ME IN 
A PADDED ROOM
MY LIFES SO SHIT
I NEEDED YOU

replace me with someone sane

#GOTHCANNIBALS

(poser)
(because anybody who thinks they are actually a vampire is frigging retarded)
(slide the pills)

if that's how it's going to be,
then just stop talking to me
dont hit my line no more
i thought that i was a freak

i hate your jokes,
i hate your face,
i hate your voice, the things you say
i hate your fans,
i hate your page,
i hate the way they're put over me

if that's how it's going to be,
then just stop talking to me
dont hit my line no more
i thought that i was a freak
if that's how it's going to be,
then just stop talking to me
dont hit my line no more
i thought that i was a freak

i hate that i hear voices
i hate that i see shit
i hate that everyone else
cant see the same damn things

i wish i wasnt schizo
i fucked my fucking brain
i wish i wasnt mental
and i wasnt deranged

i fucking fucked myself up
i wish i never did dph
just put my ass on death row
i deserve to be maimed

if that's how it's going to be,
then just stop talking to me
dont hit my line no more
i thought that i was a freak

benadryl made me FUCKING hate myself

#GOTHCANNIBALS

(marcy)
you dont know what ive been through, 
and i dont know where you've been, 
but we're still held together,
 put the caulk in between the seams

and you said i'd leave, no never
yeah that was sure a reach,
i'll stick here no matter the weather,
im tryna learn what love means

is that alright?

im tryna be better for you, in due time
few slip ups, and ive realized
i could be the perfect one, no ordinary guy
i just need you to believe in me and we should fine
your black hair, so dark yet so bright
glimmers in the moon, deep middle of the night
i can sense safety, when i stare in your eyes
and im trying to be different, i'll treat you right

(yeah ill treat you right)
(yeah ill treat you right)
(yeah ill treat you right)
(yeah ill treat you right)

you dont know what ive been through, 
and i dont know where you've been, 
but we're still held together,
 put the caulk in between the seams

and you said i'd leave, no never
yeah that was sure a reach,
i'll stick here no matter the weather,
im tryna learn what love means
(love means)

black hair

Cosigned

made music cause of drugs, now im expressing sounds nobody else but I created

Cosigned

tunillbxy

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