Sorrow and despair

no skips V4

endie music😩

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

She Was A Nazi Demo Im Deleting

stain

dosumdrugs (pillshawty & Z3ak) #fanggang

Last One

take the world prodmanybanz & prodnthng

https://youtu.be/HaknuK4t4ro?si=kCb1XyBMg5l6lLrH

arnaiz
piano solos done by me :)

and im so done
you took all my pieces and made them to one
and now your gone
somewhere out there
on the other side of the sun

when i saw u i was choked up
yeah i couldnt believe my eyes
i would go back one more time
but that would draw the line to you
thats something you cant do 

fuck

on the other side of the sun (MV OUT NOW)

Manipulation prod @Z3ak

prod me
cover art by benjahmen

i said all the things that i wanted to say
held it in everyday
hold so close hand on your face
when i thought it was perfect
and nothing could change
(im getting tired of talkin, i told you it was your turn now)

i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
will you catch me when i fall
i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
did it mean anything at all
ima show the art im makin
all the pictures that im paintin
all the fishes in the sea 
drink up the water when its rainin 
but they have what they crave
they drownin over nothin
its right in they face
no i hope

i built a rocket ship
so i could fly away
out of embarrassment
no i hope
got scared you would hurt me soon so i
took my passion with me to the moon

im getting tired of talking and talking and talking again
cause i said it was your turn no
i feel so
fucked up inside
i cant go
go back this time

i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
will you catch me when i fall
i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
did it mean anything at all

i hate your guts i hate the way you talk
i want you dead up on the floor i want you gone

i said all the things that i wanted to say
held it in everyday
hold so close hand on your face
when i thought it was perfect
and nothing could change
(3x)

i was here prod me

Oh goth one

i think theres magnets
in my cereal
because i feel so attracted
when you sit so close
and your just so damn attractive 
i cant feel my bones
and it drives me into madness
when i smell your clothes
(fuck)

im drenched in your love
and it feels so damn great
come and tell me all the things that you hate
and the things that you love
hope its me
hope its me
yeah its gotta be

my hearts poured out like gore
love when you talk tell me more
i wanna hear all your lore
show me what you got in store
(2x)
let all my bones drop to the floor
your loves something i cant ignore
and ill let my heart pour 
until it cant no more
(2x)

i think theres magnets
in my cereal
because i feel so attracted
when you sit so close
and your just so damn attractive 
i cant feel my bones
and it drives me into madness
when i smell your clothes
(fuck)

im drenched in your love
and it feels so damn great
come and tell me all the things that you hate
and the things that you love
hope its me
hope its me
yeah its gotta be