TURTLETECKX0LIMXGRO1GOTHXDANILO PRESENT IN THE LAB YOUR FLEX IS POINTLESS!

this is my favorite song i made in a while tbh

nonsense (prod me)

no matter how many times i try and try to end this sorry excuse of a human life i always end back here it wont let me leave
cant wait for the day that these chains are freed
of humanity
such impurity
i want to shed that part of me
im letting myself rot from the inside out because i dont have the guts to pull the trigger
when the guns inside my mouth
my lifes a mistake
born to be given away
dont know my mothers name
i dont know my mothers name
9 months of bonding to you
9 months of forming in you
those 9 months are all that i know
you did not want to watch me grow
everyday i wish that you killed me
when i was in that womb
that i once called a home
how can you want nothing to do with your only son
either one
born of lust
existence is fucked
i am you
why do you not want me
i dont and will never understand (i wont)
no matter how much i say i am
my conciousness is nothing but a plauge (take it away from me)
you wasted 17 years praying that i will get better because i will never leave my human remains until i can finally escape
no matter how hard i try it never fucking works
id love to be in the earth
i long for something more , i long to be adored
and dont i understand why my soul chose this path
been a burden to take
i just want your embrace
as mother and father to me

mother and father

nose burn but i feel great
party like its the weekend on every weekday
i been turnt up in the trap cant evn see straight
ima take the pill idc if it seem fake
i remember back when i was younger watchin cday
now im cashin checks everyday my life on replay
idgaf abt a bitch or what she say
i been in the trap geeked up everyday

ket inside the microwave ima make it hit harder
crush the crystal up then i put it in distilled water
gonna have another night im not even gon remember
i been on a bender since last december

ur tone is harsh like the coldest day of winter
do u remember when our love splintered
ur supposed 2 be the light to guide me out the blizzard
ur the whole fuckin reason that i ever entered

breakin every single promise that i made to u
forever apologetic for everything i say to u
u say i saved u
can u save me too
never get what i put out lil bitch its nothin new

i never do a single thing that im supposed to do
busy thinkin bout the last time that i was holdin u
busy thinkin bout the last time that i was close to u
i think we belong together and i know you know we do

last december

YuNg AsHt0Nn CoMiN uP! (prod i forgor ngl)

technosexwitch 
prod me



god wants me by his side
but it doesn't feel alright 
i can feel his darkness cuz i can't see the light
yahweh do u care about me
I can't disregard the blood u put apon me
I can't disregard all the fkin lies
false prophet u control my fkin life 
false prophet I know that u don't care
neglected from ur love cuz Ik it not there

technosexwitch - false prophet

dj @ddopeman + dj @briefxclusive
we lost the stems mix isnt the greatest

@straitjackett
@hoshiestar
@misalivee
@yungketaslime

Prod @straitjackett @ismokekpins
cohost @junkieradio
cohost @18exclusives

Amen

REPENT - Amen w/ Hoshie Star, Misalive, Keta (repent+ismokekpins) [HVN + Junkie Radio + 8Teen]

i love u sm ♡

prod. Dolev Talmor
@vampgore
instagram.com/birhtdaysuicide..

what would u think if i kill u tonight
would u still scream if I hold u tight
her eyes shine so bright
even if u so dead inside 
?
ur eyes shine so bright

i dont really wanna talk abt it but..

i js wanna die for u
i wanna die for u
i wanna die for u
i wanna die for u

hold me 6x

i wanna die with u
i wanna die with u
she wanna die with me
i dont know what to do

hold me 6x

a love story wrapped in thorns..

had 2 grind for ts (04sam)

recreating this song i made at 12-13 years old <3 prod me
shoutout abbybun / z1 4 the coverrr
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& I feel good, got a Monster in my hand
way im Walking thru the snow yeah I'm feeling like the man
Got my opps all jealous cuz im fukkin up these bands
im a fucking king u cant b posted on my land
And I feel good, got a blunt in my hand
gotta flex hit my dance put the money in the bag
They praying on my downfall but I always bounce back
Twitter talking shit but we know you is a fan

Painted nails black and a Hello Kitty jacket
If he talking shit pull up on 'em and we smack 'em
If u catch me outside then yk im never lacking
doki doki gurl ur so crazy cant imagine
That's the truth
I can't percieve you, think I need you
You need me to understand through
Say you care for mе and I care for you
But the love hurts, you know it's truе
I don't know what the fuck to do
I don't stress it, it will be over soon
Life sucks but yk i never lose
bounce back gotta get in my groove
and we all in the club with the bros
We talking to your girl, she said doe
if we talk i dont mean to be rude
Walk around and I feel like the dude

SPOTIFY

FEEL GOOD >:3

why tf yall omd man yall need to leave me lone
instagram be on some sht they stay  mad abt a pole
it dont matter coz i sit back n watch my money grow
zuck ion wanna beef u but u actin like a hoe 
js let me back on the gram im js tryna talk to hoes
i lke 2 smoke hella weed n i like to watch it grow
fuck 12 till im dead i js really miss my bros
n its free em till they out
neighbors mad my gas so loud
i been buyin by the pound use to buy it by the oz but now my money good
ian never quittin but i prolly should 
pharmarcy in my body anytime im in yo hood
i dont gotta wory bout a thing boy ik im good
strapped up like its call of duty all black van i wanna slide i could
servin fiends my call to duty scammin trappin know i should
she came w u she tryna leave w me coz i look so good
thats yo girl you can keep her she dont look too good
i got grams of exotic rolled inside this wood
im smokin instagram bitch please let me back
ian even do sht hella ppl post w straps 
i saw mark zuckerburg i told my brother hold me back
thats a lie but if i saw him them im runnin that
boy the pack touch down like ima fkn runnin back
14g of k pusy boy im gn sniff allat
ima hit it once if its good ima call her back
ion wanna listen to yo song coz that lotta cap
fiend need work and they know that i got some
rock, powder, glass, h, pills what u want son
free my instagram

stop banning my gram

HEY LoMve u  

Anti-muse
#XTREMETRAP BYYYTCH 
This ight wave don't play me I'm smoking nightshade NO shade

Sue me
one day all this shi gonna end listen to what you want to 

#XTREMETRAP 352.909 tuning in straight into the N3XUS
 

HEY LoMve u

TURTLETECKX0LIMXGRO1GOTHXDANILO PRESENT IN THE LAB YOUR FLEX IS POINTLESS!

Turtleteck