@twentyfifth @chriad

(twentyfifth)
I lie and that's fine
You lie and that's aight
We fight and I'm tired
Tonight I don't feel fine
You know that I want to die
Don't act like you don't know why
It's your fault if I'm about to cry
I love you but I don't want to try
Again 'cause you can't understand
The pain that I was dealt with
I need recovery baby give me a kiss
I can't handle this anymore
Go away from me, you're a whore
Demons are punching on my door
All my blood was spread on the wall

(chriad)
I'm not who I was when you first met me
My head is full but my chest is empty
I'm not okay but I'm good at pretending 
Like I'm not aware that my life is ending
There you go tryna start with me again
It's clear now we were better off as friends
Leave now I don't want to make amends
Leave now I don't want to make amends
I tried to move on but it's hard to when I see you
I feel you deep in my veins
Memories can't be erased
And no one makes me feel the way that you did
You know I don't want to live
You know I don't want to live

(twentyfifth)
You know that I want to die
Don't act like you don't know why
It's your fault if I'm about to cry
I love you but I don't want to try
Again 'cause you can't understand
The pain that I was dealt with
I need recovery baby give me a kiss
I can't handle this anymore
Go away from me, you're a whore
Demons are punching on my door
All my blood was spread on the wall

You know that I want to die
Don't act like you don't know why
It's your fault if I'm about to cry
I love you but I don't want to try
Again 'cause you can't understand
The pain that I was dealt with
I need recovery baby give me a kiss

twentyfifth x chriad // RECOVERY (chriad)

ft. @zixdown @whyhaze @neoprada prod. @insijun
mastered by @chriad
big s/o to @00clique & @boystars <3

lyrics:
[me]
I've met you once again, won't let you play with me again
said you wanna talk to me but how? yeah, what is it about?
do you remember the words that you once told me? I doubt
you couldn't stop freaking out, I wanted to shout at you so loudly
I thought nobody could stop me, but then I put on that locket
it plugged into my heart like there was a socket
I feel like it was plotted, now I jus feel like defeated

[@zixdown]
ahh, I feel like I'm dreamin'
do you really want me or you just miss him?
you can tell me the reason, I don't believe it
you tell me you love me, I ask "why?" there's no reason, ahh
you got me at your door waiting and I'm feeling stupid
you say that you're gonna leave me but I'm used to it
yeah "everything will just be fine" but my life is ruined
I wish you would help me, get up on my feet 
to get back into it augh

[@whyhaze]
my life is ruined, you keep on fucking it up
I feel so stupid, why did I give you my trust?
I keep on lacing and taking, I got to stop the drugs
they rly fuck me up, I think I've had enough
it's kinda funny how you felt bad and did nothing about it
left me alone now I'm so sad, so sad
I won't go back go back, dont wanna go home
it's so sad wanted you 'til we grow old

[@neoprada]
you keep on fucking it up
how come you never fucking see that?
think my whole damn life is a joke
think I just gotta stay conceded
you're not what I need man, I don't wanna go home
and it's so sad, wanted you 'til we grow old
oh, and everything is so old
and yeah this feeling's so cold
and girl you made me so damn sad
wanted you 'til we grow old

spotify

defeated w/ zixdown, whyhaze & neoprada (insijun)

@twentyfifth @kidarjuna @zixdown @patch4 @chriad

(twentyfifth)
Thought you loved me so much I was wrong yeah
I made illusions in my head that got me fucked up
And it's all your fault
Shouldn't have answered that call
I think I'm better off alone
Maybe you should come to my home
Apologize for what you've done
You made me suffer for so long yeah

Aiming at my target yeah you can't run
You still send me texts like I give a fuck
You played with me this whole time now it's my turn
I want to take my revenge on you
And I'm sure that you ain't gonna fall through
Pussyboy watch out for what I wanna do
You should be scared of me I changed a lot I'm new
You always hang out with my opps I thought you knew

(kid arjuna)
Ashes falling and I think they came from inside your urn
I don't feel but I won't sweep up hope you suffered those burns
You would think I would feel some type of way
I guess I got a holy bandaid
Make a wish I know that you stargaze
It won't count you not sorry

(zixdown)
Told her that I need her 
Bet she knew I wasn't lying
And you say your gonna break my heart
You can keep on trying
And I'm always putting up w the fighting
Couple bullets to his head 
So we make sure that he's dying
Two times three times I give up
You talk too much just shut up 
I promised I've had enough 
Don't wanna deal with no one
Always blaming me for nothing on the daily
I'm just waiting for the day that you're changing
And I still think about the day that you left me 
Makes me sad and you kinda drive me crazy

(patch)
And I know I fucked up
.30 on the dash we can really run it up
I'm starting to think that nothing's really worth it
They know I don't care but with trust you gotta earn it
Okay I know I'm different
I'm still making bags and you know I'm still winning 
But I'm starting to get tired of it
This is just the process 
They lied a bit
I hope you know you change me
Shit you say won't tame me
You took what you gave me
And I guess that's how it is 
You don't wanna show me around your friends
Struggling to see shit good in the end
.40 on my waist I'mma use it
Keep on fucking talking and I think I'm 'bout to lose it
It's just about pick and choosing 
You say I don't know what I am doing
I think that you're crazy
And I know you hate me
And I feel like I have had enough

twentyfifth x arjuna x zixdown x patch // ILLUSIONS (chriad)

FELL FOR U W R1ffey++Fantom

ft. @whyhaze prod. @maknae x @176s mix & master by @chriad

lyrics:
[@twentyfifth]
its like I'm wasted out, I feel like going insane
don't feel like stayin' 'round the ppl that make me ache
is that what you really wanted? so tell me what rly caused it
still didn't change a thing yea cuz I'll still be your problem
you know you wont be forgotten cuz baby you're too important
why do I feel so impotent? lost everything that I wanted
is there anything I can do to get you out your hardest?
wish I could live every moment again
sunday morning I'm blaming myself

e ora rimango da solo tra le mie paranoie
i nostri anelli rimasti li nel tuo portagioie
avrei dovuto ascoltare te, baby chissà se andrai via
chissà se sarai ancora con me, ormai già non sei più mia

[@whyhaze]
ormai già non sei più mia, ormai sei andata via
non ti dimenticherò, mi hai riempito di allegria
cosa farò? non lo so, starò su quelle panchine
ripenso al nostro primo bacio sotto le medicine

I don't think I like this, I gotta go back
I remember days that I was so sad
I'm obsessed with you, I really want you so bad
yeah, I hope you know that

blaming myself w/ whyhaze (maknae x sense)

prod @kidarjuna feat @f43isd34d

wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
i can't see a thing
acid burns from my tears
i need drops, make it clear
say it louder, i cant hear

@f43isd34d
i can't see a thing
acid burns in my tears
i need drops, make it clear
say it louder, i cant hear
I'm fading slowly, had to fucking back down
where are u at now?
bleeding out in my fucking gown
plug me in like lain, it's all the same
love to see me endure all this fucking pain

@kidarjuna
make a choice, 2 doors
pick the right one or get worse
(whats the problem, whats the problem)
no prize, disappointment in your eyes
this life might not be real
might fuck around and kill
entertain me
entertain me
entertain me

wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
i can't see a thing
acid burns from my tears
i need drops, make it clear
say it louder, i cant hear

@f43isd34d
I can't heal from all the bullshit
can't stop from crying, nah I'm clueless
make a big deal, my head is spinning, I'm not acting
don't even feel it, fill my brain with some acid
I'm fading slowly, had to fucking back down
where are u at now?
bleeding out in my fucking gown
plug me in like lain, it's all the same
love to see me endure all this fucking pain

@kidarjuna
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep

cycles w/ f43 (arjuna)

another day another vent ily all<3

mastered by @chriad <3

feat @twentyfifth

lyrics---


wish i meant something to you
but i guess i mean nothing
everything i gave i guess it means nothing
are you feeling better? oh youre doing better
guess its for the better

yeah i take these pills till i cant feel nothing
layin in my room till i feel like something
drugs in my system you dont know nothing
i cant fucking list em got me feeling rushing
my brains up on the dashboard i knew it wouldnt go far
bullets through my skull i didnt know itd be hard

Ross

I can feel my heart crying and you're not
doing anything but making it worse
I hate myself so much for what I've done
aint nobody can fix me except for you
you well know that we are both hurt
so why you still playin with me like this?
guess I'll grow by myself tho
cuz I can't have you no more but I still...


wanted you to trust me but i couldnt get that
wanted to be closer but you told me get back
yeah i put my trust in you so why would you do that
why would you do that?

wish i meant something to you
but i guess i mean nothing
everything i gave i guess it means nothing
are you feeling better? oh youre doing better
guess its for the better

Guess its for the better w/ Twentyfifth (secretsss x corpsebride)

@koro4 @twentyfifth @chriad @srrygate

(koro)
Honestly it's been a long time since I felt this way
Double X O these bitches don't really feel the same
I'm hurting I'm just tryna fuck the pain away
She addicted buss it down I gotta take a break
Can't sleep next to her I gotta stay awake
Take a hit it's living through my through my veins 
Only you know my know my know my know my pain

(twentyfifth)
Why am I so cold? 
What did I do wrong?
May 14th I wish it never happened
Might jus kill myself and let things happen
But this time without me
One day you won't find me
You will see my body lifeless with no souls inside me
You know you can save me
So why don't you do it?
You say that you care about me
Alright then let's prove it

(chriad)
All this shit is pointless (woah)
I been hearing noises (yah)
I regret all of my choices
You can keep my heart I don't need it where I'm going
Wipe away my tears 
I don't wanna leave a stain
Feeling like I gotta go 
Put a bullet in my brain 
I just can't take no more pain anymore nahh
Wish we never met go back to before ya (ha)

(gate)
Before us
She was crushing rocks on a tour bus 
Lighting all those bridges watch them burn us 
Furnace 
Watch it come and turn us 
Poppin pills and turn up 
You should probably go 
Before I learn the lies you told 
Deceiving eyes the ones I know 
'Cause once I go 
Me and @00clique 
I'mma find another one I'mma call my home

CHOICES

koro x twentyfifth x chriad x gate // CHOICES (chriad)

prod & master by @chriad


lyrics:

ill let you take my heart again
but please don't break it this time
im putting all my effort in this
just to see your smile again
imma show u that i care
cuz i dont want u 2 be sad
i swear ill do my best
to let your mind rest

non ho bisogno di nessun altro al mio fianco
ho il tuo disegno con le mie lacrime affianco
e quante ne ho versate, ed ero cosi stanco
di vivere in questo posto senza di te

ora conosco i tuoi problemi e 
giuro non ripeterò i miei errori di nuovo
vorrei fosse tutto facile invece non lo è
ma quando sono con te la realtà si trasforma in un sogno
e devo ammettere che non è mai stato semplice per me star bene
e vivrei cosi per sempre se fosse per me
ma mi stai gia abbandonando e so che starò male
quando non staremo insieme, quando non staremo insieme

letter to you (chriad)

All Day (Prod. Jah!)

fuck, fuck, fuck
yeah, yeah, yeah
oh, count it up

i cannot hear whatchu say
she like "boy stop playin"
took too many pills, im higher than a fucking plane
shi not the same, shi not the same
yeah, 223s, im throwin rounds, they gon catch his brain

yeah, whatchu say?
i will never fw snakes, yeah there ain no way
ain no way, ion stoppin tdy
bad bitch tryna fuck even tho im half gay
watchu need?
i cant read ur mind
y u see me only as a dollar sign?
how u kno u wrong then u gonna run n hide?
i ain sweet, like boy u must be out ur mind

i cannot hear whatchu say
she like "boy stop playin"
took too many pills, im higher than a fucking plane
shi not the same, shi not the same
yeah, 223s, im throwin rounds, they gon catch his brain

how u soundin dumber off the mic?
ad hominem, u filled up wit spite
u js mad im right, like u js mad im right
when i pour up shi be fanta, it dont be sprite
yeah, u diggin for sum info, like do not mine at nigh

i cannot hear whatchu say
she like "boy stop playin"
took too many pills, im higher than a fucking plane
shi not the same, shi not the same
yeah, 223s, im throwin rounds, they gon catch his brain