My memories are fading and I can't remember anything anymore but who cares.

Taken off of my album "Black Lotus Emporium", releasing August 20th.

WITH: @DIGITALFACELESS (@DHAELO & @THE0000)
PROD: @PRODBYDISTRO
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

[DHAELO]
I wonder why they all looking at me
Always was a guy at the backseat
And now they all are hella mean
And now I scare 'em off like K-Fee
Every single day has reached a plateau
Too many thoughts and many had to go
They all laugh at me like lmao
My life, I can't keep that shit simple
Lost all of my passion, I'm gettin' psychotic
My life is a comedy
Man, I feel like being inside in a bad sitcom
Can't even think properly
I wonder why they all looking at me
Set up a banquet, for dinner some envy
Try with my life whatever you want
I don't give much of a fuck lately

[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

[SAINT SLEEP]
I don't want to get so sentimental
Every single day that just pass is a burden on my soul
I can't be that guy that you ask for
Staying up all night tryna catch my breath in an oxygen mask
Bottle all the old days up in a flask
Cant even drown what comes with a lifejacket
Lost all my passion
Lost all my chances
Lost in my 20s and I can't find a map
Everything pass by like a blur in a window
Wish I didn't want to take it slow
Mountain on my back and the rocks rolling off
Climbing backwards in a landslide
Cant do this and I can't do that
Won't stop till I meet my standards
I was tryna hold on to a slice of the good old days till the rain made it all soggy

[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

[THEO]
Struggling like a motherfucker
As the days go by I lose track of time
I wanna break a neck and then I'll fuck up a bench
And overflow my tears to drown inside of them
I feel like a burden to everybody
I'm staying on my own, no one to judge
Cause they never gave a fuck about my feelings
I'm laying on my bed just like a corpse now
I won’t get fucked anymore and break their fucking bones
You better watch your back, I'll rip your heart apart
Like you just did with mine, a fucking bloody mess
You crushed it in your hands, I'll rip your head apart
And get my sweet revenge for all these fucking years
I lived inside the fear but now I'm numb
I don’t feel anything
I'm gonna take a nap, please never wake me up

[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

Black Lotus Emporium

Vinegar Syndrome ft. D'Haelo & Theo

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Vinegar Syndrome ft. D'Haelo & Theo [prod. distro]

SAMSARA

UTOPIA

THANK YOU & GOOD NIGHT

RECREATE

TAKE AIM

Pain.

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Gimme Some

I remember watching the fireworks on new years eve of 2012, wondering if the world was going to end right then and there, and wishing with all my fucking heart that it would.


We was bout to die back in 012,

spend a couple dollars then I go wild,

hanging out the window of the hotel,

sniff a couple lines then I go down...
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who the fuck wanna fuck with a dead boy?

I ain't feel alive since 012 boy,

I was set to die I was ready for it,

winter of 012 I was heading for it,


sipping in the kitchen of a shitty little flat,

watching out the fucking window as the city fade to black,

wake up in a cabbie on the way to get a sack,

popping dxm with hexen I ain't ever going back,

that's that heart attack shit,

that's that loose your friends and end up in a body bag shit,

that's that junkie with a deathwish, wanted that shit

I don't give a fuck man, yeah I wanted that shit...

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We was bout to die back in 012,

spend a couple dollars then I go wild,

hanging out the window of the hotel,

sniff a couple lines then I go down...

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Eyes all heavy duty bloody,

Nothing but a body,

probably just a carbon copy, 

caught me wishing for a cop out,

Vision really really blurry,

Hurry up and catch me slurring,

Weak as shit and waking early,

Catch me tune in when I drop out,

I was set to die back in 012,

Thinking bout it I was dead back in 012,

Everyone always told me I'd go nowhere,

And they fucking right, I don't even really care,

Back in 012 living in hell I was ready,

Chip on shoulder, I'm not getting older, I'm ready to die for the city,

All of my hommies they in it,

Waiting for someone to end it,

I don't know if God knows but the devil taking payment...


I just wish I died back in 012,

Fuck what you saying I don't give a fuck,

I don't really know what I'm doing here,

I just wish I died I don't fucking care...

Winter Of '12 (prod. BRUXISM)

Blood Dr!p

Satan//God (Feat Taj tha god)

ASCENSION [INTRO]
soundcloud.com/prodskami

Calling out my name inside the trees and through the rain
I'm not enough I never was let me ascend, be free from pain

Calling out my name inside the trees and through the rain
I'm not enough I never was let me ascend, be free from pain

ASCENSION [INTRO] (PROD. SKAMI)

TWENTYTHREE