I lost the love of my own. and now I'm with someone who I may not want to be with.. it's a long story... I hate myself..

i sometimes feel that my energy connects me to music and communicates to me when im feeling the most down and helps me fill my lungs up back with air!! keep breathing and beating who stands against us

you’re the darkness and the light inside of me…

(PROD. DYSTOPIA)

lyrics- 

(OCTOBER)

cutting off a bitch not attached at all
waiting in the pit for the acid fall
numb to all the shit that u asking for 
kno she needing love not sum alchohol

raised from the thraxx and the facts u off 
blade up in my back your attacks i saw 
running w the clique why u acting tall
i could smell the bitch right through your flaws

stone cold reaper
looking for a diva
all black bitch w the skill for a feature
hollowgate keeper
fire for a fever
give u what u want 
where the sky cant see us

pump fake w the blade teaser
blood stains on ya face get up
our grave till the day see ya
never seen a ghost
swear i saw u we were talking today 
or was it yesterday


(SUMMER ALONE)

How you gonna deal with pain if you don’t want change 

Cut myself off from everybody in the way 

They Tryna stop my shine I’m busy tryna get payed 

I’ve been smoking thrax and walking round in the rain 



I just want my Ex 

I will cut a bitch off

If She send me a text 

Cut my fucking wrist off

Like Bitch I’m bleeding red 

Drain me fucking slow but not enough to make me dead 

Need you back inside my bed

OCTOBER X SUMMER ALONE - NEVER SEEN A GHOST

i had to sleep
in the grass for weeks
i couldnt find my bed
i guess youre still killing me
and when i found it
i picked off all the bugs 
drown me in the fountain 
then fill it with my blood

its easy for you to say cause you change like the seasons
while im still looking for a reason not to pop my shit
your sweater slips off of your wrists
and i see the damage that youve done

its easy to call your phone when i think that i need it
but im still picking up the pieces have you had your fun
i found my gun and i took a breath
whats the point i got water coming over my head

you once did
i loved you
i see you now and then
but this dont feel
like its real
will you call my momma tell her im dead

you once did
i love you
ill see you now and then
but this dont feel
like its real
will you call my momma tell her im dead

i had to sleep
in the grass for weeks
i couldnt find my bed
i guess youre still killing me
and when i found it
i picked off all the bugs 
drown me in the fountain 
then fill it with my blood

in the grass (prod. forested)

empty bedrooms ft. NORUE (prod.thersx)

MORGUES PT. 2 DEMO PROD. REAPER #DEPRESSEDCUNT #IMISSNOVED

[lyrics]
bitch ik i’m fucked
i cant tell what the fuck from what the fuck
my bitch is bad my cup is laced w dirty shit
ask my plug
shawty say she luv me ion trust dat bitch i know wassup
u make me feel but i still feel like i ain’t good enough 
my heart is cold the shit u say is shit that i’ve done heard before 
rolling wit my brothers dk what the fuck we smoking on
lying to my face when i ain’t ever did u fuckin wrong
bitch dk ik exactly what the fuck is going on 
couple oxycontins i cant feel my fuckin face 
woke up in a mood don’t wanna be alive today 
ion want no bitch cuz every pussy feel the same 
make that bitch my pet i fuck her till she know my name 
fuck u bitch i’m buzzin mane 
fuck these ppl fuck these lames 
fuck this bitch for acting like she care i might just blow my brains 
i could die or i could live
and they will never give a fuck 
ima nobody ik
ik i’ll never b enough 


[people in this song]

@jacc_ak

[main ig]

@nohopeshawty

coldhart (prod. lord135)

better by myself - carter tomorrow x wavylouii

lyrics - 
dont read my mind
see through my eyes underwater pressure
pressure 
the kinda vibe that might leave u guessing guessing

lets end it right skin get tough like leather
these turn to dark days maybe don't live it the hard way
these where the dogs play feeling it in the bong fade

put down the crown i want something true
out of this wild where the sun is blue
wont pick a side ill just love it too

calling this soon moonrise n were food
but its cool right its cool right, its too right till its u

got a mission that aint turning half bad in a garden we know
caught me pissing in the neigbors front yard w a shot of hero

OCTOBER - WITCH APPAREL (PROD. GREAF)

Wrench

featuring @xo-cam
produced by @hazeyminajjj

will we ever find ours?

tweny:

i got a love in my life but she doesn’t seem to pick up the phone
 maybe if she hears my rhymes for one last time, she would get a fucking grip and come back home
to a love filled life i know it’s like that now
but what i gotta offer is something that no one really knows
cuz they don’t wanna see me hold them

we connect like the earbuds to your phone
you bump tweny while your with him yeah i know
we fall apart square one we act unknown
we come back an addiction i would call it
so we can pick it up where we started 
x2

killfiji:

guess the love of my life dont fucking know
that when i look in the mirror i see his soul
ur the darkness and the light inside of me
but there’s something else that stands between

and we could make a million 
together we’re resilient 
if only it was something you could see
and we’re both going upwards 
even when we’re apart we’re still on the same trajectory 

what a day, what i’d do? 
would you throw me a bone?
cause all you ever do is leave me in the cold
we both see it all, and act like we don’t know
when it’s all said and done we’ll probably still be alone so 
would you come back home?

soulmate [ft. killfiji] (prod. haze)

Lyrics

I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
You say you wanna die but no one knows you like i know you and i love you too
Wont you be mine
Im getting faded with my friends and im gon be home soon
You take a while to call me your friends say im boring
My phone on DND what you know bout that?
She only fuckin with me she just down for the racks 
These bitches on my phone to only hit from the back
My lifes going to shit ive been through hell and back
Theyre nothing like you were so baby give me a chance 
Theyre nothing like you were so baby give me a chance

heaven on earth prod. bleach

thanks so much https://soundcloud.com/eur0n 

I made this beat for free, take it 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-EQd6ENZHs

soulmate [ft. killfiji] (prod. haze)

twenyohthree

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