i need 10000 grams of pure caffeine
original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WgYaGPNRjgI

Brain Implosion Energy (extended version)

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

@lucybedroque @lucybedroque @lucybedroque
(scrapped off unmusique, BUT lucy so kindly let me drop dis for yall <33)
prod ivvys, mental, synthetic and noah

lucy bedroque .. GIRLS!!!

Driving in my car - asgore

Jane Remover - Showtime

00:00 #FLEX 1gpxo
00:54 #DIGICORE 1gpxo
02:03 #TRAP 1gpxo
02:57 #RAGE mental 1gpxo
04:14 #RAGE mental seanbaby 1gpxo
05:09 #DIGICORE mental 1gpxo
06:21 #RAGE alx 1gpxo
07:11 #RAGE alx 1gpxo
08:20 #TRAP minty fc 1gpxo
09:38 #TRAP gfelds fc 1gpxo
10:57 #DIGICORE k1ro 1gpxo
11:52 #DIGICORE stella jasper anyal 1gpxo
13:12 #DIGICORE mental thr6x 1gpxo
14:38 #DIGICORE jasper 1gpxo
16:02 #DIGICORE alx 1gpxo
17:22 #DIGICORE strella nexus 1gpxo
18:41 #DRUMLESS 1gpxo

Lucy on The Moon (prod. 101days) V2

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