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twikipedia - naturally

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when all my time is wasted
when I'm bitter and old
when my tongue is twisted
will this weight still hold me down
will fall get colder than old winters
in my head i'm not a victim
missing you and all your habits
and i barely even felt the slightest bit alive
how much time can i kill
before it's something else that dies
realized there's no point to scream and cry
I've tried harder than most
until i started asking why
I've seen every photograph
and i still can't spot what's wrong
it's like you weren't even there
and like i did it all alone

killing time

first version, recorded on electric acoustic around September 2023 before I got my telecaster.

hurt (demo)

almost made it to the ep but i ultimately decided it was pretty boring

Your fear of death will kill you
Please open the door
You're in your head it kills me
It will the end when someone breaks
No one you could save
Then what will you do

Just keep wasting time
Same room the same wall same everything
You were the only one who didn't hate someone like me
I overheard you say that you're gonna leave and not come back
I'm shoveling your grave i just need to see you one more time, one more time
Again

Your fear of death will kill you (Last time that i saw you looked)
Please open the door (Happy i don't get it did you)
You're in your head it kills me (Get fucked up or something i can't)
It will the end when someone breaks (Get the answer i want from you)
No one you could save
Then what will you do

fear of death (demo)

Lyrics:
ah ah ah ah (x4)

maybe if changing was easy
like the videos that i saw on tv
I'd be aware of what i have to do
to look like someone, somebody who looks nothing like you

and when i look up at the mirror (and i know)
try to cleanse myself (that sometimes it come off as acting cold)
how does a face look so familiar ( i held your and hand and begged you not to go)
letters i spelt
so when you look into my eyes it's me
it's the only thing i get to be 
I've heard it all
and you can't tell me I'm wrong, I'm wrong
those were your eyes i was reading
my wardrobe looks like yours and you can't tell
you're gone

this time
i'm gonna get all my things and go
somewhere where i can be on my own
and as far always as i can get
i tried running from change
sitting rotting as the years go by
i look at it from the outside in
fucking up on yet another try

i know
there's no place quite like home
thick blood, stop calling my name
i'll do everything i can to make sure we're not the same
i'm not scared to say
i'm not scared to say i changed

ah ah ah ah (x4)

you'll never get it, you'll never get, you never will
you'll never get it, you'll never get, you never will (you're never gonna get it)
you'll never get it, you'll never get, you never will
you'll never get it, you'll never get, you never will

for the rest of your life

anyone but you

Lyrics:
don't ask me how i feel
you know that you're the only one (you're the only one.. aah)

and don't ask me how i feel
about your brand new boy
when you made me cry for mine

and you say i act like someone else
when you don't even know yourself
what, do you think that i'm like this on purpose?

fuck me over, say it's best for us
and take control when you're the only one

i tell you i wanna stay, cause it's what you wanna hear
so what i don't wanna change? what's wrong with staying the same?
you miss when i still ten, way too young to understand
i know you wish you could start over again
so paint the walls get your cardboard boxes
guess i'll just know every part of "someone's" house
door that won't budge ever again
just toss away all your dirty carpets
say i remind you of him another time
and then you won't move ever again

i move boxes around!
i cry in the bus drive!
i cover my face!

(epic synth)

so what i don't wanna change
i like the way that i am
i'll stitch myself a new face
and leave the old one for them
one day i'm gonna be gone
and i'm not saying a word
the cardboard box will be mine
i'm throwing out all those rugs

cardboard boxes

lyrics:

i’ve been so harsh these days
im chained to something that i had before

boy
im not taking a chance
cause i don’t wanna know
and just because i knew i had to take a choice
doesn’t mean that i can
you turned me into two
i can’t run back to you

i can’t flip the page i tried but it won’t budge
so stuck up about it i don’t think i’ll ever learn
i don’t wanna turn into what i hate the most
and im so sick of the change
we’ve been so harsh these days
and i can’t seem to tell you why 
i’ve been getting more distant
the paper yellows, time goes by
it makes me sick to think
you never even gave it thought
so tell me something that i know im not

boy
im not taking a chance
cause i don’t wanna know, know
and just because i had a choice
it doesn’t make it much more obvious
it’s not easy like you make it seem
not as simple as just you and me

why can’t you be my boy?
i did it all for you
and ive planned so many things
so much i meant to do
and i’ve been feeling so afraid
but you don’t even wanna know
boy you don’t even wanna know

if i ran back to your loaded gun
and i spent one day under your wing
doing whatever i wanna do
staying wherever i need to be

boy
throw away my one chance
i was looking at you
noise
i don’t even get words
you split me in two
it all went sideways
when i got everyone figured out
stepping all over us, in your garbage after throwing it out
it’s for the weak
so i guess that means you did it for me..?
so i guess that means you did it for me..?
so i guess that means you did it for her

Lyrics:
(stop making that big face!)
maybe
if i was stronger
if i was faster
then i wouldn't hurt at all
maybe
we've grown apart
and you get to wish me harm
since they told you who i am

I'll always
I'll always be here to dry your eyes
so waste all my time and let me think I'm loveable
...I'm never running out of love

maybe when you're home you'll see it
maybe when i wish you harm you'll die
no one's gonna be around
and no one's gonna search for me

I'll always
I'll always be here to dry your eyes
so waste all my time and let me think I'm loveable

maybe when you're home you'll call me
cry at home and wipe your tears at yours
i hated the way you saw me
it's like it was always someone else

and i don't care if i get replaced
i wasn't meant to win
i didn't even mean to score this high
and i can't say I'm tired
of wiping your tears still,
if anything i'd even make you cry

I'll dry your eyes

dry your eyes

Lyrics:
He fixes me
Put that arm back where it fell from and watch me scream
The pain i felt is worse than when it fell..
I like it more when you hurt me, and less when I hurt myself
I acted like you fixed me so you'd calm down
But it never works out

I fall, through the cracks and seams
The gears spin in this old clock
But no matter what I'm not back
My eyes fell once, it's in the past
And I still fall, for whoever sees
I don't know who he is but i've seen him before
Am i wrong? If so then why bother?
I knew that he'd throw me out..
The moment he saw me, his eyes turned a different shade
Why didn't I listen to you when you called my name...
When you break the rules, God tries to sabotage you
I'm turned an example, so don't do what I do

My guts leak from my interior
This time nobody's gonna hear me run
You scream a name that isn't even mine
(And I'm the one that's gone insane)

The fabric keeps on falling
this time you can't come in
Keep banging on that wooden door
I won't let you stitch me closed...
Not this time..
Poke my eyes out..
Drive me insane, but please don't look at me again

(Last time I let you in you took everything i had)
(I know you didn't change you'd just use me once again)
(And if I could I'd do it over from the start)
(I'd still know who you are but you wouldn't know who I am)

When I was still sober and young
With love to spare
No matter what I did, they looked at me like I caused a scene.. a scene.. a scene.. a scene..

We were just boys
Nowadays I don't know, if I still am
Our love was dumb, it was doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail...

This one needs a patch bigger than anything I've ever seen
It pleads for an answer because nothing ever means a thing
When my window tempts me and i feel the wind calling my name
i wanna be stitched together but it won't be the same

seams

Lyrics:

Say what you mean or don't talk at all
Lie to me again and you'll lose your face
Can I come over to your place?
I'll drive far if it's far away, and i know, i know, i know
I'll write your name when you look away
Show up at the worst time of day
Like you did, like you did, like you did, like you did

A lawnmower ran through my garden
And cut open my favorite flowers, wasted all of my hours
He cut open the door to my house
And cried on my shoulder for help
Said it's not the same around her

(Does she know your secret as well?)
(Does she know you love me still?)

So hide all you want
He called at me four told me one thousand words
Does she let you call her when you drink this much?

There's no need to hide
And I'll let all the plastic plants make up for all of the picture frames I didn't place

Aah aah

Didn't place!

(Steady and easy)
(Hang onto the threads cause you know that you need me)
(Fever dream i see you in the ceiling)
(And if loving you is this fucking hard)
(I'll never love someone again)
(Love again)

garden

Lyrics:

when did we get so
far apart
someone i can't reach at all
who knows all of me
and now the wind blows
far away
and i cover my mouth
just for you

i know I'm not ever fooling anyone
nothing's going back to how it was before
and waking up is so much harder than staying asleep
i wanna realign the missing parts
lie to my grave and say there's nothing wrong
don't you get tired of saving your face
it's not as easy as running away

i know sometimes i look wrong doing good
no matter what i do misunderstood
i try to be there knowing that it's true
and I'm still scared it won't change
i made a hundred songs about that day
until time passed and life took me away
i wonder what it feels like being you
being you

i wanna climb the tallest mountain top
run down a hill until my legs are begging me to stop
i know that if the world was ending you'd agree with me
but it's been looking like i have to wait for everything
if you told me to jump then i would ask how high
I'm just fed up being the one asking why
everything in vein so why compete
compete

doesn't it feel so good? doesn't it feel so right
you got me right where you wanted... now what?
now what?
you're gonna tell who i look like
you're gonna tell me what i know deep down
you're gonna tell me what i know deep down

so i don't want you coming closer
don't look at me that way
with heavy eyes god told me go home
you've seen enough today

when did we get so far apart?
someone i used to know
who knows all of me

(Stop fucking looking at me)

far apart

Lyrics:
i thought i was everything you are
i know there is only room for one
backing off, holding onto straws
so if you wanna take it
don't make me have to say it
i wish i was
see-through like you
the world is yours
i'm yet another screw

i knew that these new tricks weren't enough
i threw away my rut in a daze
in a chance it'd go my way
i can't keep slipping up in answers
push me out if you claim what's yours

so if you wanna take it
don't you wanna just yell about it?
stick to doing what you know how to do
cause it only happens once..
it only happens twice
watch me turn into sand dissolving
can i be the first one to call you wrong?
how did one look go so far
just look at where we are
just look at where we are... where we are
how did we get so far

room for one

im high and a hypocrite

fuck you

here:

we're all running from something
we do it in different ways
some of my friends chose to smoke
to take opiods and coke
i tried
to be here for a long time
and you took one more pill to cut me off
and i don't wanna be one
to watch as you fade away
i tried to tell you to stop
to hide your fix away
but you said you've done this for a long time
even if you took a thousand pills i'd stay

and i know that i'll never know
even if i say a thousand words
i'll never get it
but know you can't die yet
if i leave and go back home
promise you won't hang up the phone
you know i love you
it's not your turn

running (demo)

twikipedia - figure me out (og intro)

twikipedia - at once

i miss u most 
i miss ur face 
i miss ur smile 
i wish u were mine 
i feel like a ghost
i wish it was fine
i drew the line 
wish i cld rewind

n i always thought 
u my only one
im lost in the road
dont kno where 2 go 
i got problems 
and they addin on 
how much longer 
do i carry on
fuck babylon 
im smoking medicine 
gettin fucked up 
its all im rlly on 
i bite my tongue 
everytime u talk 2 me
no honestly
just waste my time
i swear 2 god i h8 it here

i cant free my mind 
bcos im stuck in the past 
i kno that i shld move on 
but i jus wanna go back
i miss how everything was 
before it all turned out bad
its got me turned up inside
nothing but turmoil inside

boy

twikipedia

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