acoustic-adjacent project mostly consisted of album demos done by me over the course of the year.  self produced, written and mixed.  "i wanna be the guy" is the only song featuring a fake guitar.  thank you for listening.

still-life

A missile, constantly mistaken for a rocket. One destroys everything as you know it, and the other can take you far, far away. Lately, I've been wanting to leave. Staying is no good. I want to get rid of everything, yet I'm praying for something that lasts forever. It's hard to explain.

This is the most time I've spent in a musical project. "chronic" took me around seven to eight months, while this took me a year and a month. I hope it shows. Everything was an agonizing learning process. A decent amount of finished songs were scrapped as I made this. They might show up again later.

This album was fully done with VST instruments apart from the outro to "seams" and the outro to "boy", which were both recorded with my acoustic guitar. The songs were produced, mixed, and sung by me. The mixing might not be perfect, but I still tried my absolute hardest.

I'd like to thank Parannoul in specific for showing me that there's a world beyond what I was doing that's been possible all this time. When I heard "To See The Next Part of the Dream" in 2022 and figured out that all the songs were done digitally, It clicked for me that the side of music I thought was impossible for someone like me to create has been sitting there all this time. The feedback he gave me in some of the tracks was also greatly appreciated. I'd also like to thank my friends "homelocked", "cecily", "jack" and "kuru" for all the support and advice they gave me midst making this record.

For those who want to know what's next after this, I don't know. Maybe I'll rap again. Maybe I'll make another rock album, this time using my real guitars. Maybe i'll make folk. Honestly, I just want to one day be able to listen to whatever that ends up being and think "this is pretty good". Thank you for sticking with me throughout all my weird musical changes. Thank you for listening.

for the rest of your life

prod me

If nintendo is seeing this i did not sample Earthbound - 35 - Enjoy Your Stay

more sad music after this i guess

hotel 🏨 w/ SEBii

Fully produced by me besides the main melody by kaktus.  Thank you kaktus
Spotify release on friday

Lyrics:
Yeaaaaah (x2)
ok lets go (x15)
getting the bag, i feel like skrillex, off of the xan, i can't feel defeated
off of this shit i wont act like i need it, hop off the spaceship then we linkin
if i really want it i get it through cheating, bitch i'm like fuck it, im jada pinkett
i feel like ness... imma hit it, know im the best you don't wanna admit it
bitch i be walking around with the beamer, i heard that bullshit you played in your speakers
and it's so hot like i got a fever, i'm with my dogs somebody call PETA
bitch i'm sauced up like i'm ceasar, but we could chop it up like scissors
what do you see when you look in the mirror, counting that blue i be counting nick mira
red dot in his third eye, not a nice guy, fucking w me gotta say it's a nice try
you're not afraid to die, we can find out tonight
i cannot do that shit cause i'm not feeling right, they cannot make it so they gotta fantasize
you opened up your eyes, i see through your lies

ok let's go go go, down bad cause you doing the most
this is a wraith no it's not called a ghost, now that boy striking a pose
matching fits, do we look like cult? had to tell that bitch that's not how it goes
mason margiela designing my clothes, ordered a hitman to kick down his door

(yeah aah x4)
i can't get involved in situations, he talk shit we put him to the pavement
gotta tell them it's amazing, they said when i'm taking off

getting the bag, i feel like skrillex, off of the xan, i can't feel defeated
off of this shit i wont act like i need it, hop off the spaceship then we linkin
if i really want it i get it through cheating, bitch i'm like fuck it, im jada pinkett
i feel like ness... imma hit it, know im the best you don't wanna admit it
bitch i be walking around with the beamer, i heard that bullshit you played in your speakers
and it's so hot like i got a fever, i'm with my dogs somebody call PETA
bitch i'm sauced up like i'm ceasar, but we could chop it up like scissors
what do you see when you look in the mirror, counting that blue i be counting nick mira
red dot in his third eye, not a nice guy, fucking w me gotta say it's a nice try
you're not afraid to die, we can find out tonight
i cannot do that shit cause i'm not feeling right, they cannot make it so they gotta fantasize
you opened up your eyes, i see through your lies
ok let's go go go, down bad cause you doing the most
this is a wraith no it's not called a ghost, now that boy striking a pose

cult 🙏 (p. twikipedia + kaktus)

produced by me, inspired by blue eyes by ecco2k
alone pt. 2
the next song will be a hard song

lyrics:

(are you stuck in yesterday)
used to be the main one till they turned me to a sidekick
can you really tell the future or were you just lying again
it's been years since i first talked to you so are we still friends
you were acting like i couldn't use my eyes through the lens

were you sabotaging all my plans, i've been walking hours in the sand
i've been way too long without a stance, i can't tell the clones apart from fans
and it's fuck you today, and if i wake up tomorrow then that means that i'm okay
i don't even feel betrayed, can you tell that i'm insane, if i'm walking through the sidelines then you better leave my way

i watched the rain fall through my window, it was better than before
i fell out with all my day ones now they never take my word
it's a double sided sword, did you get what you wanted, i forgot what i wanted, but i got it on torrent

just like fuck it, i can't see it, not the first time that i lead it, 
if i don't get my props i'm gonna leave it
hate it, and i hate you, i don't need it
stop it, i don't wanna have to go repeat it
do it all the time but i don't even want it
did you like me better when i wasn't myself?
you want me to fix something that isn't broken
when i think about it i get so overwhelmed

sometimes, i can tell the breaker that i crossed the line
if you don't forgive me gotta say it's fine
i can go another day without my shine
it's alright
i can feel through my, spine
i thought of another option
how about we just be honest

i can't tell the situation that i got through my head
when i left my shit behind and then you found out i'm dead
i don't wanna be your friend but you can always pretend
i'll remember all the visits that you couldn't attend
get that shit through your head, i do not wanna talk
and you say that that's ok when you were never involved
they gon bring up all that shit that i don't do anymore
if you never wanna talk then that means that you bored

for someone that moves in silence imma say you talk a lot
how does it feel? you got zeros in your squad
that shit's not real, i still took it to my heart
i was picking out the flowers, do they love me, do they not?
i'm the starter, i'm default
and if i hate you, it's my fault
because i'm always wrong, that means you're always right
and nothing that i do will be enough to apologize
you're looking through my eyes, you're looking at my soul
i came this far without one night up in a studio
you're looking at my face, i'm looking at it back
you think of death and that's enough to give you heart attacks
but i saw death up close
and all the fiction makes you think that there would be a ghost
would you still die for those that wouldn't die for you?
and if this life is just a game i'm not afraid to lose

(i just fake and pause)

again 🔁

produced by me

lyrics:

now i'm walking through the cameras
need an upgrade imma buy another hammer
i log in through the console like a hacker
bitch if i said i won't go why you ask her

now i see your DNA, you go through it everyday
is it time to get a fix? no matter how much you change
if there's blood up on your shirt, i know that you still won't change
will you free me from these chains? all i ever did was pray

i just found you in my folder
i can feel the time fly i'm still not older
then i told you i would never call,
im a sylo soulju. money lookin very tall (im not but shoutout kurtains)

i can't even take it, i know you'll replace it
walk into the spot and if i shoot we'll leave him nameless
because i always knew you was on that lame shit
and if you, fucked, up you're the one that's paying

you need my love i could never take it
and i know it hurts but you can't replace it
and i can't give up fuck what they be saying
and if you fucked up it's nobody else but your fault

said she tryna go but i can't let her
angel, i'm angel with no feather
eyes low when i'm cruising through the cameras
i know, i know why i'm better

tão achando q eu sou da bolivia mas sou do brasil
eh dificil escrever verso sem falar que eu ganho mil
ele mora em condomínio e posta foto com fuzil
e falaram do seu nome mas vc ja decaiu

hate me boy you're not the only one
came in with a rocket launcher ima shoot that shit for fun
and i heard they tryna talk down but i told them "for what?"
and i might fuck it up, for the first time look back and i say

swear to god i'll leave it, i might as well delete it
tryna change the season, but i know that i'll just leave it
tryna fuck me up look at that energy you're giving
it's the first day of the month and you're still worried about me winning

take it, take it, take it all

i still main game and watch on smash bros
produced by me

titles 웃 w/ funeral

you're still far from it
album 2022
prod me

lyrics:

i'm really a ranged soldier i can't be the boxer type
keep it on me but that's for protection when i'm out at night
mom said i'm way too hard headed i never think twice
it's gon be a fucked up day on earth when i take your advice

and you got way too much to learn
i don't think you get the concept of waiting for your turn
and i had to wait, now they wait for my return
he was talking all that shit i'll be the last one that's concerned
cause it's, real, went from zero to a deal
can't wait for the next time i touch a fucking mill
my heart is untouchable that shit is made of steel
nowadays when my song come on they never standing still

i'm really a ranged soldier i can't be the boxer type
keep it on me but that's for protection when i'm out at night
mom said i'm way too hard headed i never think twice
it's gon be a fucked up day on earth when i take your advice
nowadays im getting mad racks for talking on a mic
but don't get it twisted i could never be afraid to die
i appreciate it i told you that you not my type
if i had to be you that'd be suicide

if i want it imma get it let me figure out a way
love to look up at my paypal see the money duplicate
hate me love me on the next day get the fuck up off my face
i'm not really tryna talk, i was busy being soil to the plants
so many mfing hours that i spent
it's about life we gon lose many friends
so many of you think that you're the shit, i gotta tell you you're not
even that's what you think you are
i had to tell you you're hot shit, you're not gonna come this far (aaah)

fuck all that bitch shit, your song come on i hear nothing but crickets
never did show but i'll sell out some tickets, up on the ATM counting some digits
that shit is old i'm not dropping no snippet, you get the pack and you fumble and flip it
somebody tell that boy he cannot kick it, i got a worldwide plug he british
i got 2k3 on my bank i feel like CJ808
man i woke up money hungry think im making racks today
i got lots on my mind but the same up on my plate
i know you're losing so my day is going great

hook: 
and you got way too much to learn
i don't think you get the concept of waiting for your turn
and i had to wait, now they wait for my return
he was talking all that shit i'll be the last one that's concerned
cause it's, real, went from zero to a deal
can't wait for the next time i touch a fucking mill
my heart is untouchable that shit is made of steel
nowadays when my song come on they never standing still

i'm really a ranged soldier i can't be the boxer type
keep it on me but that's for protection when i'm out at night
mom said i'm way too hard headed i never think twice
it's gon be a fucked up day on earth when i take your advice
nowadays im getting mad racks for talking on a mic
but don't get it twisted i could never be afraid to die
i appreciate it i told you that you not my type
if i had to be you that'd be suicide

hard headed 🧱

war within oneself
authorial production

@twikipedia IG  @D9LTA twitter

upon seeing me, raging madness ceased to exist, when i approached, even the sharpest pain used to laugh. it was impossible for anyone to be tortured by their gnawing worries, or to be torn by the uncertain fleetingness of worldly matters. our presence overcame all fears, and with me every hour was a happy one. i pleased with the way i moved and spoke, even with a tragic voice, cheering up worrying minds in manifold ways. 
- vitalis

it's not what i have

msn bag collectors item, the song, self produced
this song has something to do with the upcoming album

swear to god

produced by me, ambient sample sent by @f3arme

peace sign weavers

lyrics:
you know how it goes
i try to be honest
wish harm when you're harmless
i'm still with my day ones
we're smoking on chronic
which one would you choose in life or death come on be honest

we got tanks
i'm not tryna wake up to some to some shit
we got bank
tryna put myself for life again
(i'm tryna say)
what you tryna say
my life could be worse, but yours could be replaced

"don't be so hard on yourself"
reason that i'm up cause i go hard on myself
and back in 2020 was the hardest i felt
and if i fall from grace then i don't want any help

i dont wanna play your speakers
F° sign meters
nation leaders
peace sign weaver..

we go, the same
we die, the same
my rotten brain
they still don't know what to say

you know how it goes
i try to be honest
wish harm but you're harmless
i'm still with my day ones
we're smoking on chronic
which one would you choose in life or death come on be honest

my eyes, i know they saw it through my eyes again no big surprise

chronic

produced by me

lyrics: 

ok like fuck that shit (ok let's go) x4

i done made 1M 2M 3M 4M 5M bout this shit
got you a hit so you think you up but the rest of your boys they all aint shit
im tryna feed my bros we gon all eat good if i end up getting rich
and im not talking bout music shit, i got some other ways to get rich

now im global i be outside, saw a camera then i had to hide
these shootas creep in the nighttime, talking crazy yeah thats suicide
already died for the first time, bitch you could do it a second time
you wanna, you wanna act outlandish just give a reason bro tell me why

and i was boutta get in here and start talking bout sad shit but i said fuck that shit
and if i see bands gotta get them quick
and you so damn lame we cant coexist
tryna hit up malls tryna get it fast tryna get some new shit up on my wrist
i hop in the hellcat then i dip, and can't nobody do this shit like this

can't nobody tell me shit, step out the door and i came with it
now they all up on dick, but you broke broke broke you can't tell me shit
boutta cut you off cause you stay on dick
bitch i had enough now you going through it
i need more more more feel like i can't fit
and that shit so fake it's so counterfeit

ok like fuck that shit (ok let's go) x8

with a different purpose, you said that i'm worth it
AP on my fucking wrist, tell me it's not flooded
got a brand new car i'm swerving
you can't catch up, this shit urgent
imma get rich off this and we finna go up and that's for certain

i get to the racks and it's urgent
bitch we in the cut like a surgeon
i know that they creepin they lurkin
but when i'm up they gon be hurting
got gas that they know that i'm burning
you can't hop on this wave you not surfing
all his work is amounting to nothing
now he thinking that i don't deserve it

imma get rich off this
mama said imma get rich of this ok
and they waiting for me to fall, i told them get outta my way
you know what i'm on you not on shit you wasting space
i said fuck it and forgot the time of day

i came up with another plan yeah
i look back and i know i can't run
sometimes i need another hand yea
cause everything starts to weigh a ton
i stay talking bout fuck that shit but fuck that shit that i do for fun
had to pull myself aside and tell myself that i'm the one

ok like fuck that shit (ok let's go) x16

ok like

produzido por mim
ft. @roddiexo

letra:

eu to doente mas fodase, eu to com um album pra gravar ne

e eu ja guardei minhas coisas na minha mala pra sair daqui
perdeu sua semana vendo jeitos pra me destruir
e isso se ce conseguir, nunca mais eu vou te ouvir
outro desprazer na minha vida que eu conheci

mas agora mano eu sou o papo
a discussão sempre ta caindo no meu lado
querem copiar o que eu fiz ano retrasado
e eu to ligado, se eu me importasse ia ser meu fim

só vem pro show, ja que o preço abaixou
seu ex foi embora por que ele acordou
e olha pra essa grana que junto a gente gastou
o que eu achei me ajudava atrapalhou

(eu nunca tentei fazer pop ne entao)

e eu ja guardei minhas coisas na minha mala pra sair daqui
perdeu sua semana vendo jeitos pra me destruir
e isso se ce conseguir, nunca mais eu vou te ouvir
outro desprazer na minha vida que eu conheci

eu ainda te amo após tudo acontecer
quando fica tarde eu não posso mais correr
o que ce plantou o karma faz vc colher
que se foda a ana (maria braga) (referencia 2nite) eu sou muito mais voce

roddie:
se eu virar as costas eu não volto mais
se perguntar pela cidade ninguém nunca mais me viu
ate troquei de telefone não adianta ligar
sumi do mapa, por ai nos quatro cantos do brasil

sei que toda a vez que a gente briga n e legal
sempre a dona da razão acha que o mundo eh seu quintal
e se voce quiser um amor pode ligar não leva a mal
mas se ce não quiser ligar a sua amiga ja me deu mor- (roddie)

eu:
outro desprazer na minha vida que eu conheci (x4)

desprazer w/ roddie

produced by me

lyrics: 

(we talk about this, we talk about that, we talk about things i should've said, we talk about debt, we talk about life, you talk about me, i talk about racks, i talk about plans, i talk about things i shouldn't have said)

i need to lift, the left side of my head
i'm still tryna make sense, of everything that they said
and the worst part about it
is that it's starting to click

when we get older the pressure get greater
i'm not gonna do it right now if it's something that i could do later
and that's my problem
stuck at the bottom

i work so hard but don't feel any greater
i like to talk about life but life do not like the way i portray her
and that's my problem
i tried to warn them

(imma tell a lie right now like)

shoot at anybody i look at and see, i just bough a cruise now i'm overseas
that boy still my son, pay respect to me,  don't need no tutorial i do it with ease
i don't need an eight, bitch i need the tree, i just sparked it up so it's hard to breathe
if they did you bad, don't get mad at me, heard he getting mad cause his pockets E

and i lie... until it comes true and, maybe that's the reason i'm not mad you
i try every time but it's... always the same, 
if i did it right then i still end up picking up the blame

had to cut him off because he did some shit that i don't claim
now that tryna turn around and tell me that i'm fucking fake
tried to get help but then they said that i should meditate
that bullshit doesn't work for me what works is getting paid

hop up off the bed i pop
fuck the breakfast, i want rocks
bitch if i paid i'll cop
i'm friends with felons can't get caught
bet you never heard of me
i walk in and start a scene
act, bitch we sipping pink
packed, but we still jumped in

and i tried i tried i tried
i'm not good with wasting time
most good times come in disguise
but fuck it, i'll say it fine

and we talk about this, we talk about that, we talk about things i should've said, we talk about death, we talk about life, can't

rude

produced by me
the last time i will make a song like thi

lyrics:

i win the lottery yuh
he got a problem then get up
i know they mad at me yuh
because i run my money up
go check my mentions like yeah
because they all wanna be us
if your mans he got a problem he can come through every month

life saver, real money waster
i'm a bag chaser, real paper
i don't do favors, i met my maker
real line sayer, i don't care

ran out of time that i'm not that i'm not gonna get back
try going forwards but i always go back
this is not a funeral but i wore all black
i don't wanna talk to you if you gon treat me like trash

he get left in the past
i just listened to your tape every song was so bad
if your song sounds like this, chances are that it's bad
when i do it's okay because i am.. good.. im good at this type of music, but you should stop making it though, you, you should st-

life saver, real money waster
i'm a bag chaser, real paper
i don't do favors, i met my maker
real line sayer, i don't care

nah fuck all that cause lil bitch im tryna get my shit back
i was gone for a few months and now they're stealing my swag
i got a lot of shit to say i got a lot to unpack
i don't wanna do a verse if your songs are still ass
and if you're not first then you're last
gotta buy me a safe, racks can't fit in the bag
they finding new ways to be trash
i'm letting them be, i don't got time for that

line sayer w/ d0llywood1

prod me

11/23/2022

lyrics:

birds when i'm looking out the window
and i see your face but i can't let go
everybody tryna be a hero
stop playing games you cant save me now
house to house and wall to wall
i can't do it anymore
and i tried so hard not to think bout it, i fold onto the floor

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

talk tough and its reload
posted up with delta or im posted with the c4
jugg his shit dont think he need more
20 bands paypal the shit i love to see boy

thought he made it out the gutter 
its a decoy
running with the burner 
step up to me u get destroyed
he said he want smoke 
but i know he about to fold
opposition getting sold
im not for it ur fault

im the one whos getting calls
i dont answer cuz im not the one to stall
tell lil bro come get involved
and its gona be the last time he talks
but we not talking at all
thought i couldnt but i love to prove them wrong
nobody wana ask u, get him gone
dont try, take the fall

but i'm used to it
i saw way too much, it made me sick
i say i don't give a fuck but it still hits
i don't know if i can live life like....this
but i grow up
in the fast lane you gon see me doing donuts
i got 2 lives like a hit a fucking bonus
tarantino movie, when i pull up do the most bruh
i don't know them, why they acting like they know us?

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

picture from picture, all up in my wall and,
i'm a winner but maybe not at all because,
hold onto the act up until it falls
18 still mad when they call my-

poster w/ lieu

instruments by twikipedia

yeah I've been here before
your roof over my head
I'll look so stupid when i understand
caring about everything i did back then

I'd love to let it go
and i've got myself to blame
the tv static drifts as i awake
how could you leave me like this and get away? now
when i watched you change i didn't have a say.. now
cracking my head on the wall
and I'm guessing we were never friends at all

so when I'm gone.. and turned into a word
keep everything inside your chest
but don't fret, yeah I'll always be here
like a stick in the mud
where you know that it's placed
and when now turns into back then
will anything matter all
and all the things that you wanted to say
i guess you went away
till i gave out

understand

produced by me

I'm your dirt
it's always what you wanted
sunken ship
my message in a bottle
setting sail
in search of something solid
so innocent
a knife still in your pocket
i don't.. see what you mean
i still hurt in my dreams
can i put on a front just for fun? just for fun
so you kick and scream
treat me like a machine
fifth floor's never before
looked so low

could've been
anything i wanted
but i still can't come up with something
print my face save yourself the moment
it's in your eyes, it's what you want
and tonight, i wished on a comet
so it crashed inside my apartment
i stuffed everything inside my closet
because I'm leaving tonight

sail

produced by me

This song has nothing to do with the game

Lyrics:
I wanna be your favorite boy and girl, the one you think about
Feel the guilt crawl in my skin and bones whenever you're around
And nothing's worse than you with someone else, you're mine, you're mine, you're mine

I love when you try hard to hurt me then I feel like i'm real
(Its hard to feel that way.. i'd die a lot just trying to feel something)
You bash my head against a rock when I confess what i feel
(I love the headache afterwards.. I love the E.R room with you)

And you know how i feel but you choose to play hard to get
Before you met your guy you were someone i could understand
What did he treat you like for you to turn into a psychopath who loves to watch me cry?

I wanna be the guy.. If he's allowed to fuck up.. then I wanna be the guy
So tell me, what's he like? So tell me, what's he like? I wanna be the guy

i wanna be the guy

Everything by me

I've done it all
And something always seems to go wrong
Wake up and fall
Quickly after closing my curtains
Quickly after fading away
And they'll find out that I stayed put where i was placed
i dropped the ball
it wasn’t that simple at all
I'm tearing up
mold gets on my eyes as it falls
specs of dust make my vision blurry
i shut my eyes and let myself collapse

And i feel so hurt sometimes (I feel so hurt sometimes)
But nothing seems to get you to worry
I’ve been losing track of time (Lose track of time)
Trying to get back in your story
I have no life of my own
So please let me go home
One more day is all i need
To show you i could be
Somebody else

And I feel like you think I'm a waste of your time
Grain of sand or a rock in your sole
Would you be wrong if you said I have everything but nothing that i've ever wanted
But I'll let you know
The seasons change yet in the summer everything felt so cold
And i need you to be my hero just this once

And i feel so hurt sometimes (I feel so hurt sometimes)
But nothing seems to get you to worry
I’ve been losing track of time (Lose track of time)
Trying to get back in your story
I have no life of my own
So please let me go home
One more day is all i need
To show you i could be
Somebody else

hurt

lyrics:
i spoke to a friend and told him that i need to find him
and it's been near a decade but i still think about you
i still remember the way to your home, and every room inside
what if i came knocking and asked for all my time back
i keep track of yours but do you keep track of my birthdays
is it true what they say, do you want to hurt me

when i find out what you really meant
will it make me bash myself
or will we ever meet again
and i know that your mom still remembers my face
maybe she looks back and tries to pinpoint when i changed
maybe if i brought my games
maybe then i'd get you to distract yourself from the shame
and there's nothing to be worried for you know that i'm still here
i know you'd still look for me if i disappeared

friend

prod me
no mix, demo
extra guitar work by me
cover art from "chirk" game
production inspired by freger

so summer's gone
it's fun to act like it's not over
i'm ugly like i was back then
i ran away into a mountain
where nothing passes by but wind
and everybody's looking at me
but no one looks at me like you, no one looks at me like you
it all went wrong
i tried to tell you you were different
you never even paid me mind
and getting you to say i love you
isn't the same as ily
and if i wasn't so obsessed
i admit that it's a waste of time, admit that it's a waste of time

would you care to add me to the roster
my bones are getting weak
i know i've been acting like a monster
but don't be afraid of me
this time i don't wanna go home
i'll be one of your freaks
your sorry eyes put me to bed, wake me up from my sleep
gnawing every single bone you shattered
you're everything i need
lately you've been coming off as creepy, like there's something that you've seen
why couldn't things be simple as i thought they would be
i clenched my jaw hard onto you, now i ran out of teeth

summer's gone

Song in the album "for the rest of your life" by artist "twikipedia".

Lyrics:
onde voce foi e passou
pra ter mudado tanto
que canto pra eu ir?
ainda fui correndo atrás
pra ver se era minha culpa
desculpa qualquer coisa

eu ainda quero te encontrar
os tapas e beijos não vão mudar
mudar
eu so queria ser o que eu..
ser o que voce quer impossível
minha mascara, tudo que eu ja vi
assim..
muito longe de um final feliz

(solozinho legal)
1234!

ainda sim, eu quero ser algum tipo de herói
so pra te socorrer
e que eu ainda to correndo atrás
eu temo o olofote
e mais forte do que eu

e se a mare subir, voce ja sabe
que eu vou estar aqui, no mesmo lugar
se o medo não sumir, ou algo o trocar
eu não vou lembrar, não quero lembrar

eu ainda quero te encontrar
os tapas e beijos não vão mudar
mudar
eu so queria ser o que eu..
ser o que voce quer impossível
minha mascara, tudo que eu ja vi
assim..
muito longe de um
muito longe de um (dois!)
muito longe de um final feliz!

a vida e tão lenta, e eu so acelero
tudo que eu queria e fazer algo dar certo
não quero ser sua, eu não quero nada..
aceno pra alguém pra me tirar dessa estr- VAI!

os tapas e beijos não são
o suficiente pro meu coração
e eu so te tratava assim
pra ver se voce aprendia uma lição

final feliz

Lyrics:
(blxty: we need a picture on the phone... me: oh ok)

we should be statues on the ground
i watch as you act, martyred for a day
and i felt all of those years pass
no they didn't fly, but still i rot away
please give me my clothes back, i hate your house
and i can't drive back there, cause i know that i'll wanna stay
when i look at the camera i forget my own name
i begged you to change and stop playing games
it's to the point where.. i fell apart
i swore i'd never let you get me to go that far
you looked at me
and chasing you has been the happiest i've ever been
and chasing you has been the happiest i've ever been 

do you ever think about it?
about how it feel makes me feel?
here i thought we were obsessed with eachother
i can't deal with standing still
fast, like always, you're so quick to take my time
so quick to leave me stuck behind
i was walking at a lower pace
letting you get in the way
hoping that you notice it this time

and the paper plane was crumbled
dismantle everything that we once stood for
and i'd even walk in quicksand
if you dragged my hand, if you told me, if you told me to

if i'm your dog, please put me down
i don't wanna have to follow you around anymore
you're out of sight but still engrained on
i'm your stupid lab rat drinking whatever you pour
and in the end, i still thought i made it somewhat obvious enough
i never wanted to fuck you
i got so used to your couch and i just wanted to stay
oh you can't lie to me, why did you look at me that way?
the bus ride home's so dim, the buildings made me feel so small
i rode our paper plane until the moment it hit the ground
the ground

na naa naa naa naa naaa
oh wey wawa na na naaa

paper planes

Lyrics:

so i got used to the feeling
but now you’re so far away 
i know i’m getting it someday
for now let it be known
you found me so unappealing
another bug to squish
another one to fool
another fool to love
and you’re drowsy
im roadkill
i stare as you get closer
i envy your poster esque life
and i’d love to be a deer in your headlights

running far from me
free and selfishly
never looking back

windchimes

Lyrics:

I wanna chase, I wanna fall
For anything at all
Yeah i've been squirming back to you
I had it until you figured out
You're the one i talk about
I never thought that we would get this far
More than a thousand words I said
and none of them made sense
Now it'll never be the same
Unlovable but...
Take words out my mouth
Give me poison, take me out
You know I'm still watching you but from afar
You know how it goes
While i'm on my own
My mind wanders to the worst place there is
I held onto hope
Promises unfold
And no matter what i do
I always run back to you
Sick and tired of you figuring me out

I'm sick and tired of you figuring me out (x4)

I broke your glass
This time I knew
You wanted something else
Forget the past
You fucked up too
And i won't tell a soul

I wanna chase, I wanna fall
For anything at all!
Yeah i've been squirming back to you
I had it until you figured out
You're the one i talk about
I never thought that we would get this far

figure me out

Lyrics:

I see you get home drunk sometimes
I watched you fight and break a rib
You always yell when you're alone
I watched you lose all of your friends
You try to sit me and tell me what you do and don't regret
There's something you teach me every time
But something you never learn yourself
(I tried to be person, i tried to be somebody else)
(I put on a shirt that won't fit..)
And it hurts but it can't be figured out
(I'll try one more time)
(And leave knowing you'd die for me)
(He has some love) But when i fuck up he counts me out

I'm drawing out the plan
I'm gonna fix you with gasoline
I'm gonna burn what you really love

Open baskets
Fire on cans and dying maggots
I hear the fire crackle loudly
I burnt the house now I'm surrounded
If you're gonna kill me then do it loudly
I see myself in an open casket
I can't turn out like you wanted, sorry
A part of me wants to let you have it
I can't feel bad cause..

There's something you teach me every time
But something you never learn yourself
(I tried to be a person, i tried to be somebody else)
(I put on a shirt that won't fit..)
And it hurts but it can't be figured out
(I'll try one more time)
(And leave knowing you'd die for me)
(He has some love) But when i fuck up he counts me out

learn yourself

Lyrics:
don't ask me how i feel
you know that you're the only one (you're the only one.. aah)

and don't ask me how i feel
about your brand new boy
when you made me cry for mine

and you say i act like someone else
when you don't even know yourself
what, do you think that i'm like this on purpose?

fuck me over, say it's best for us
and take control when you're the only one

i tell you i wanna stay, cause it's what you wanna hear
so what i don't wanna change? what's wrong with staying the same?
you miss when i still ten, way too young to understand
i know you wish you could start over again
so paint the walls get your cardboard boxes
guess i'll just know every part of "someone's" house
door that won't budge ever again
just toss away all your dirty carpets
say i remind you of him another time
and then you won't move ever again

i move boxes around!
i cry in the bus drive!
i cover my face!

(epic synth)

so what i don't wanna change
i like the way that i am
i'll stitch myself a new face
and leave the old one for them
one day i'm gonna be gone
and i'm not saying a word
the cardboard box will be mine
i'm throwing out all those rugs

cardboard boxes

lyrics:

i’ve been so harsh these days
im chained to something that i had before

boy
im not taking a chance
cause i don’t wanna know
and just because i knew i had to take a choice
doesn’t mean that i can
you turned me into two
i can’t run back to you

i can’t flip the page i tried but it won’t budge
so stuck up about it i don’t think i’ll ever learn
i don’t wanna turn into what i hate the most
and im so sick of the change
we’ve been so harsh these days
and i can’t seem to tell you why 
i’ve been getting more distant
the paper yellows, time goes by
it makes me sick to think
you never even gave it thought
so tell me something that i know im not

boy
im not taking a chance
cause i don’t wanna know, know
and just because i had a choice
it doesn’t make it much more obvious
it’s not easy like you make it seem
not as simple as just you and me

why can’t you be my boy?
i did it all for you
and ive planned so many things
so much i meant to do
and i’ve been feeling so afraid
but you don’t even wanna know
boy you don’t even wanna know

if i ran back to your loaded gun
and i spent one day under your wing
doing whatever i wanna do
staying wherever i need to be

boy
throw away my one chance
i was looking at you
noise
i don’t even get words
you split me in two
it all went sideways
when i got everyone figured out
stepping all over us, in your garbage after throwing it out
it’s for the weak
so i guess that means you did it for me..?
so i guess that means you did it for me..?
so i guess that means you did it for her

Lyrics:
(stop making that big face!)
maybe
if i was stronger
if i was faster
then i wouldn't hurt at all
maybe
we've grown apart
and you get to wish me harm
since they told you who i am

I'll always
I'll always be here to dry your eyes
so waste all my time and let me think I'm loveable
...I'm never running out of love

maybe when you're home you'll see it
maybe when i wish you harm you'll die
no one's gonna be around
and no one's gonna search for me

I'll always
I'll always be here to dry your eyes
so waste all my time and let me think I'm loveable

maybe when you're home you'll call me
cry at home and wipe your tears at yours
i hated the way you saw me
it's like it was always someone else

and i don't care if i get replaced
i wasn't meant to win
i didn't even mean to score this high
and i can't say I'm tired
of wiping your tears still,
if anything i'd even make you cry

I'll dry your eyes

dry your eyes

Lyrics:
He fixes me
Put that arm back where it fell from and watch me scream
The pain i felt is worse than when it fell..
I like it more when you hurt me, and less when I hurt myself
I acted like you fixed me so you'd calm down
But it never works out

I fall, through the cracks and seams
The gears spin in this old clock
But no matter what I'm not back
My eyes fell once, it's in the past
And I still fall, for whoever sees
I don't know who he is but i've seen him before
Am i wrong? If so then why bother?
I knew that he'd throw me out..
The moment he saw me, his eyes turned a different shade
Why didn't I listen to you when you called my name...
When you break the rules, God tries to sabotage you
I'm turned an example, so don't do what I do

My guts leak from my interior
This time nobody's gonna hear me run
You scream a name that isn't even mine
(And I'm the one that's gone insane)

The fabric keeps on falling
this time you can't come in
Keep banging on that wooden door
I won't let you stitch me closed...
Not this time..
Poke my eyes out..
Drive me insane, but please don't look at me again

(Last time I let you in you took everything i had)
(I know you didn't change you'd just use me once again)
(And if I could I'd do it over from the start)
(I'd still know who you are but you wouldn't know who I am)

When I was still sober and young
With love to spare
No matter what I did, they looked at me like I caused a scene.. a scene.. a scene.. a scene..

We were just boys
Nowadays I don't know, if I still am
Our love was dumb, it was doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail...

This one needs a patch bigger than anything I've ever seen
It pleads for an answer because nothing ever means a thing
When my window tempts me and i feel the wind calling my name
i wanna be stitched together but it won't be the same

seams

Lyrics:

Say what you mean or don't talk at all
Lie to me again and you'll lose your face
Can I come over to your place?
I'll drive far if it's far away, and i know, i know, i know
I'll write your name when you look away
Show up at the worst time of day
Like you did, like you did, like you did, like you did

A lawnmower ran through my garden
And cut open my favorite flowers, wasted all of my hours
He cut open the door to my house
And cried on my shoulder for help
Said it's not the same around her

(Does she know your secret as well?)
(Does she know you love me still?)

So hide all you want
He called at me four told me one thousand words
Does she let you call her when you drink this much?

There's no need to hide
And I'll let all the plastic plants make up for all of the picture frames I didn't place

Aah aah

Didn't place!

(Steady and easy)
(Hang onto the threads cause you know that you need me)
(Fever dream i see you in the ceiling)
(And if loving you is this fucking hard)
(I'll never love someone again)
(Love again)

garden

Lyrics:

when did we get so
far apart
someone i can't reach at all
who knows all of me
and now the wind blows
far away
and i cover my mouth
just for you

i know I'm not ever fooling anyone
nothing's going back to how it was before
and waking up is so much harder than staying asleep
i wanna realign the missing parts
lie to my grave and say there's nothing wrong
don't you get tired of saving your face
it's not as easy as running away

i know sometimes i look wrong doing good
no matter what i do misunderstood
i try to be there knowing that it's true
and I'm still scared it won't change
i made a hundred songs about that day
until time passed and life took me away
i wonder what it feels like being you
being you

i wanna climb the tallest mountain top
run down a hill until my legs are begging me to stop
i know that if the world was ending you'd agree with me
but it's been looking like i have to wait for everything
if you told me to jump then i would ask how high
I'm just fed up being the one asking why
everything in vein so why compete
compete

doesn't it feel so good? doesn't it feel so right
you got me right where you wanted... now what?
now what?
you're gonna tell who i look like
you're gonna tell me what i know deep down
you're gonna tell me what i know deep down

so i don't want you coming closer
don't look at me that way
with heavy eyes god told me go home
you've seen enough today

when did we get so far apart?
someone i used to know
who knows all of me

(Stop fucking looking at me)

far apart

Lyrics:
i thought i was everything you are
i know there is only room for one
backing off, holding onto straws
so if you wanna take it
don't make me have to say it
i wish i was
see-through like you
the world is yours
i'm yet another screw

i knew that these new tricks weren't enough
i threw away my rut in a daze
in a chance it'd go my way
i can't keep slipping up in answers
push me out if you claim what's yours

so if you wanna take it
don't you wanna just yell about it?
stick to doing what you know how to do
cause it only happens once..
it only happens twice
watch me turn into sand dissolving
can i be the first one to call you wrong?
how did one look go so far
just look at where we are
just look at where we are... where we are
how did we get so far

room for one

thank u @midwxst for da legendary verse on this ^_^ prod. me mastered by me too etc

lyrics:
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twikipedia:
pockets fat like wario
i count blue just like lucario
heard he talking all that shit im finna stomp him like im mario
pussy boy he acting tough until we step in in the barrio
i been making all this bank i feel like my life is a
tycoon let it go switching up the flow
ever since a jit im never messing w no hoe
keep the toolie on me walk around w 7 poles
bitch i just went shopping and that shit just cost my soul

they call me a poser who tf im tryna pose 
with my bros walking round the city we gon wipe his nose
i just went to armitroner mf made my clothes
i feel like im pirakalt because im really made to pwn

you know i feel like i can really justify the cracking i do with my programs because like  the only reason i open keygens is so i can sample them i would never use the plugins

midwxst:

talking bout my (O_O) we run up and you get gunned down
i am not a fool (O_O) no we do not play around
keep on talking shit then we gonna get you shut down
think i give a shit (O_O) i dont give af now
(i dont know) run away now
i dont care what do you say yeah what do you say now
please bury me inside of my fucking grave wow
i dont know why you want help me i cannot be saved wow

i cant function like a broken machine
i cant seem to ever wake up from my dreams
i got some fucking blood up on my jeans
i cant change always stuck in this routine
think im sick i think i need a vaccine
shoot me down so ill take one for the team
mask on my face looking like im scream
sipping soda i dont need no lean

twikipedia:

they say twikipedia how tf your verse so clean
that boy out of style he be still rocking supreme
me and midwest hit a lick you get hit with a beam
and they always fucking talking i dont got time for the beef

i dont think i got the time
baby tell me everything is fine
i shot me a clip with no rewind
acting like you bout that action but you falsified

pockets fat like wario
i count blue just like lucario
heard he talking all that shit im finna stomp him like im mario
pussy boy he acting tough until we step in in the barrio
i been making all this bank i feel like my life is a
tycoon let it go switching up the flow
ever since a jit im never messing w no hoe
keep the toolie on me walk around w 7 poles
bitch i just went shopping and that shit just cost my soul

[Instrumental]

born to pwn ⚔️ w/ midwxst

prod me

Shawty_Said_She_Wanna_Meet_Me_Online__Twikipedia_.mp3


Lyrics:

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok go i dont know
when im crashing at the show
i just want 4 u to know that i would love 2 take u home
ok woah and i know
i cant take it anymore
he was talking all that talk but when i see him he gon fold

(they keep calling up my phone... when i see him he gon fold)

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok now i know whats real whats fake
wake up running 2 the bank
got a smile across my face
dollar billz gon pave the way

said that he invincible... ok come and watch this (shoutout quinn :D)
LGBT choppa cuz its coming out the closet
ATM god damn i might go deposit
track down his location leave him leaking like a FauCet (He DIED)

Ok stop it... Let the Choppa... do the choppin
cuz its talking... we gon find him.. run his pockets
leave him jobless... if i like it.. imma cop it
not an option... listen to me.. like a prophet

but im not. i cant stop. getting guap. 
making money is so fun
he get shot. in my block
cause he rly is an opp
take my watch. you get shot
and i put that shit on god
heard that boy was talking down dont get surprised when he get dropped

yeah i know. imma blow. got a car now im on go
ask me why im getting money cuz i did what im suppose
imma buy. all these clothes. dat u never seen before
feel like frieza im too cold feel like pero i cant fold (lol)
i been pushing through these boulders i been tryna get them rolled
i been trynna change my habits cause i know i do the most

go u getting old. hunnid thousand on my ghost
i gotta go. no. trust me i know. he getting burnt like some toast
turn to a ghost. all of these guns that i tote. copy my style like some clones
it is so gross. ask me questions like a host. i knew that boy was a hoo eeee

online 🌎

me and my friend on a song

beat by me and @1hallow

talk down 💬 w/ SEBii (p. hallow + twikipedia)

i main game and watch on smash bros

i produced this song

lyrics:

aro, why u shooting at his vitals
talking shit, had to clear my fucking title
if i smack a bitch imma make sure that it's viral
watch it burn, watch it burn like i'm pyro

beware of your surroundings like it's wii
30 in my pocket thought it was a psp
DS, PSP, still gon make him bleed
they want the recipe but they can't get the keys

bitch im always busy bitch im busy like a parent
you're like 30 and you still cant fucking pay rent
bitch im young as fuck but im running to the payment
leave him on the floor now he's running to the basement

i can't talk i can't talk like im off the wok
put the dirty in my system think my liver finna stop
i can't fucking walk, yeah they pocket watch
but my pockets full, and they pockets hot (hot pocket)

im in the garage zero mileage
we gon get him d0 d0 d0xxed, im behind it
i get i need to run it back in slow-mo
bitch im sticked up like a fucking pogo
running  from the popo, dashing from the 5-0
i think that you're slow bro, left me for a damn hoe

i wouldn't opp again even if it's your fault
i wouldn't see your face not even in the halls

in the hall, did some shit that i can't name at all
if you think i fucked up it's not my fault
and i'm sorry to inform you but ur mfing wrong
i dont, i don't really care at all all all

aro, why u shooting at his vitals
talking shit, had to clear my fucking title
if i smack a bitch imma make sure that it's viral
watch it burn, watch it burn like i'm pyro (x2)

aro 💉

I'm a pirate pirate pirate!

@lei
@kidtrashpop
@3dssucks

lyrics:

twikipedia:

(yuh yaya) got a new whip just to take it out
if i take these pills or put them in my mouth
and you threw your bros under the bus for clout
now i heard they coming after me cause...
im a pirate pirate pirate, im the one that caused the virus
im the one that hacked the mainframe they don't want my ass inside it
i walk in they get excited, i walk out they start a riot
feel like ariana grande if i like it then i buy it

i don't know, when it's time to go, but i'd rather stay
i don't know, when we coming home, i don't have a say
but i know i can't be saved, get out of my way
22 years old you beef with D2LTA (bitch)
okay, bothered by some shit that can't be changed
can't wait till the day that im replaced
i knew that i don't got what it takes, what it taaaakes

lei:

make him cry tears but im not in helix
hit him offline offline
if the talking keep repeatiinngg
like oh my oh myyyy
it look like im cheating
no clip thru the ceiling!!!
i put my guns on my back
yea i put my bros on my back
no i cant go out sad 
walk in the joint like bet bet bet bet
beeettt 
fill him up wit lead
they talking out they necks!!
thats why i have no friends 
yeaaaaaa
i see thru the lies u hate 

twikipedia:

see it in their eyes, headed for my plate, 
feel like MIA, chasing paper planes (bang bang)
how much did i make, let me ask the bank
said i'm getting worse, i'm still getting paid

kid trash:

???

twikipedia:

i'm a savior but no i'm not a christian
they gon talk shit but i dont like to listen
that shit toxic, it's bad for your vision
but it's okay cause it's all for a  reason
if they talk down we run up, kinda like the axis
i just keyed your car, and you better use a taxi
you ran in the backseat, yeah that shit is tragic
he ran out the fight, won't you tell me what's the

tell me what's the problem
tarantino movie with the big guns.. (solve them)
he ran out of.. (options)
pictures from the coffin
he was gonna be the one im robbing
smoking on this gas now im mfing coffing
he said he wont do that shit, tell me what would stop him
hotel service, put a order to his coffin

i just did 10K (wait that's wrong) 100K
if i really felt like doing it 1M in a day
i just hit a stain, no it's not a phase
you can catch me with .38 yeah yeah
im gonna take my shit and go, i'm gonna get the serial
they gonna talk that shit and go, i'm getting caught up in the rope
figure out why it's my fault, even if i did nothing wrong
oh my god is that my fault
i can't do it anymore

(outro)

lalalala  lalalala

twikipedia

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