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11/23/2022

lyrics:

birds when i'm looking out the window
and i see your face but i can't let go
everybody tryna be a hero
stop playing games you cant save me now
house to house and wall to wall
i can't do it anymore
and i tried so hard not to think bout it, i fold onto the floor

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

talk tough and its reload
posted up with delta or im posted with the c4
jugg his shit dont think he need more
20 bands paypal the shit i love to see boy

thought he made it out the gutter 
its a decoy
running with the burner 
step up to me u get destroyed
he said he want smoke 
but i know he about to fold
opposition getting sold
im not for it ur fault

im the one whos getting calls
i dont answer cuz im not the one to stall
tell lil bro come get involved
and its gona be the last time he talks
but we not talking at all
thought i couldnt but i love to prove them wrong
nobody wana ask u, get him gone
dont try, take the fall

but i'm used to it
i saw way too much, it made me sick
i say i don't give a fuck but it still hits
i don't know if i can live life like....this
but i grow up
in the fast lane you gon see me doing donuts
i got 2 lives like a hit a fucking bonus
tarantino movie, when i pull up do the most bruh
i don't know them, why they acting like they know us?

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

picture from picture, all up in my wall and,
i'm a winner but maybe not at all because,
hold onto the act up until it falls
18 still mad when they call my-

poster w/ lieu

hi

guitar sampled by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @qtgf
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

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twikipedia - cellar w/ lieu

Lieu Snippet 4142022

lie (feat. lieu) [prod. vvspipes]

instruments by twikipedia

yeah I've been here before
your roof over my head
I'll look so stupid when i understand
caring about everything i did back then

I'd love to let it go
and i've got myself to blame
the tv static drifts as i awake
how could you leave me like this and get away? now
when i watched you change i didn't have a say.. now
cracking my head on the wall
and I'm guessing we were never friends at all

so when I'm gone.. and turned into a word
keep everything inside your chest
but don't fret, yeah I'll always be here
like a stick in the mud
where you know that it's placed
and when now turns into back then
will anything matter all
and all the things that you wanted to say
i guess you went away
till i gave out

understand

instruments by twikipedia

when all my time is wasted
when I'm bitter and old
when my tongue is twisted
will this weight still hold me down
will fall get colder than old winters
in my head i'm not a victim
missing you and all your habits
and i barely even felt the slightest bit alive
how much time can i kill
before it's something else that dies
realized there's no point to scream and cry
I've tried harder than most
until i started asking why
I've seen every photograph
and i still can't spot what's wrong
it's like you weren't even there
and like i did it all alone

killing time

Everything by me

I've done it all
And something always seems to go wrong
Wake up and fall
Quickly after closing my curtains
Quickly after fading away
And they'll find out that I stayed put where i was placed
i dropped the ball
it wasn’t that simple at all
I'm tearing up
mold gets on my eyes as it falls
specs of dust make my vision blurry
i shut my eyes and let myself collapse

And i feel so hurt sometimes (I feel so hurt sometimes)
But nothing seems to get you to worry
I’ve been losing track of time (Lose track of time)
Trying to get back in your story
I have no life of my own
So please let me go home
One more day is all i need
To show you i could be
Somebody else

And I feel like you think I'm a waste of your time
Grain of sand or a rock in your sole
Would you be wrong if you said I have everything but nothing that i've ever wanted
But I'll let you know
The seasons change yet in the summer everything felt so cold
And i need you to be my hero just this once

And i feel so hurt sometimes (I feel so hurt sometimes)
But nothing seems to get you to worry
I’ve been losing track of time (Lose track of time)
Trying to get back in your story
I have no life of my own
So please let me go home
One more day is all i need
To show you i could be
Somebody else

hurt

Tomorrow when the farm boys find this
freak of nature, they will wrap his body
in newspaper and carry him to the museum.
But tonight he is alive and in the north
field with his mother. It is a perfect
summer evening: the moon rising over
the orchard, the wind in the grass. And
as he stares into the sky, there are
twice as many stars as usual.

Light spills from my broken window through the street brightening up trash bags and cigarettes
She made it so fucking hard to feel like me under my skin, I know how it feels
But you know he doesn't play, I tried and nothing works
And even though we're still at war, we still bleed the same
Roses by the porch when I leave the house
Toxins in the air, Factories nearby

He hurts again but I would never tell
Was I good enough for you? Or good enough for me
I'd say I raised you fine or good enough
The kid's turned out fine

Once a dreamer, not a worker
Skipping in line so I could make it up to you
Someone said I changed but it's not nothing new
Fuse up in my heart it's not comfortable
I've been trying to figure out how to act less cold
Trynna take myself a place that nobody knows
Every passing year man it just feels so old
But the present year's the youngest you'll ever be

I've been trynna tell me myself that I'm not that bad
To enjoy the time I have cause I'll lose it all
I say sorry to the ones that I hate right now
When I die can you please come to my funeral
Wanna look like I did something
I wanna look like I was someone

twikipedia - factory (demo)

first version, recorded on electric acoustic around September 2023 before I got my telecaster.

hurt (demo)

Lyrics:
He fixes me
Put that arm back where it fell from and watch me scream
The pain i felt is worse than when it fell..
I like it more when you hurt me, and less when I hurt myself
I acted like you fixed me so you'd calm down
But it never works out

I fall, through the cracks and seams
The gears spin in this old clock
But no matter what I'm not back
My eyes fell once, it's in the past
And I still fall, for whoever sees
I don't know who he is but i've seen him before
Am i wrong? If so then why bother?
I knew that he'd throw me out..
The moment he saw me, his eyes turned a different shade
Why didn't I listen to you when you called my name...
When you break the rules, God tries to sabotage you
I'm turned an example, so don't do what I do

My guts leak from my interior
This time nobody's gonna hear me run
You scream a name that isn't even mine
(And I'm the one that's gone insane)

The fabric keeps on falling
this time you can't come in
Keep banging on that wooden door
I won't let you stitch me closed...
Not this time..
Poke my eyes out..
Drive me insane, but please don't look at me again

(Last time I let you in you took everything i had)
(I know you didn't change you'd just use me once again)
(And if I could I'd do it over from the start)
(I'd still know who you are but you wouldn't know who I am)

When I was still sober and young
With love to spare
No matter what I did, they looked at me like I caused a scene.. a scene.. a scene.. a scene..

We were just boys
Nowadays I don't know, if I still am
Our love was dumb, it was doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail...

This one needs a patch bigger than anything I've ever seen
It pleads for an answer because nothing ever means a thing
When my window tempts me and i feel the wind calling my name
i wanna be stitched together but it won't be the same

for the rest of your life

seams

i can't get enough
do i want too much?
(from you, from you)
this could never work
i would get too hurt 
(from you)

cause don't you know when it gets dark 
i can't see as well as i should
you wouldn't get it
that i can never change

what did you say to me?
can you say it again?
(for me, for me)
i can hardly hear
how i can i be here?
(for me)

cause don't you know that in the end
you can never leave with your friends
you wouldn't get it
that i can never change

i guess i wasn't made for times like these
(i got myself into it again)
but now i read between the lines i see
(never ever will i love again)
i guess i wasn't made for times like these
(i got myself into it again)
but now i read between the lines i see
(never ever will i love again)

and now i know that in the end
there's nobody holding your hand
you wouldn't get it
don't you know?
(in the end)
you don't get it at all
at all, at all, at all, at all, at all

roll credits..

fuck this song
i recorded this in a shitty car with a 20$ microphone. i don't know how to mix said microphone.

i did what you wanted
and now there's nothing left to do
i'm a statue in your mattress
letting go and leaving scratches
now nothing's important
there's nothing left i like to do
so for fun i'll eat your scraps and
light my insides up with matches

when you're gone
i lose sense of direction and at home
i see a lookalive of you on my tv

light me up oh i wanna
melt away in your arms
i see someone looking
but it seems like they're so far
so far

fuck what i want i'll
do everything you tell me to
hold my breath until i'm purple
until i'm speaking in circles
break something important
break everything i tell you to
these frail bones will heal themselves up
and we'll all be okay

tell me do it, tell me do it, and i'll do it.

fuck what i want

i'll be yours for now

safeword (demo)

https://soundcloud.com/csdgreatness/twikipedia-iflas-snippet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rgVhpvnfmk

twikipedia - think fast (unreleased, leaked, by @freightrains on yt)

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

half enough

acoustic folk rock, psychedelic folk, melancholic, introspective, fingerpicked guitar, soft male vocals, storytelling, wanderlust, dreamy, vintage folk, campfire songs, indie folk, organic, unplugged, nostalgic, bohemian, mystical undertones, gentle, contemplative, produced with AI

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scraps/covers

the moon hits the sky, it’s the same world, but, something’s different. it’s always different.

hurt

twikipedia

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Manic!

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