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instruments by twikipedia

yeah I've been here before
your roof over my head
I'll look so stupid when i understand
caring about everything i did back then

I'd love to let it go
and i've got myself to blame
the tv static drifts as i awake
how could you leave me like this and get away? now
when i watched you change i didn't have a say.. now
cracking my head on the wall
and I'm guessing we were never friends at all

so when I'm gone.. and turned into a word
keep everything inside your chest
but don't fret, yeah I'll always be here
like a stick in the mud
where you know that it's placed
and when now turns into back then
will anything matter all
and all the things that you wanted to say
i guess you went away
till i gave out

understand

produced by me

I'm your dirt
it's always what you wanted
sunken ship
my message in a bottle
setting sail
in search of something solid
so innocent
a knife still in your pocket
i don't.. see what you mean
i still hurt in my dreams
can i put on a front just for fun? just for fun
so you kick and scream
treat me like a machine
fifth floor's never before
looked so low

could've been
anything i wanted
but i still can't come up with something
print my face save yourself the moment
it's in your eyes, it's what you want
and tonight, i wished on a comet
so it crashed inside my apartment
i stuffed everything inside my closet
because I'm leaving tonight

sail

instruments by twikipedia

when all my time is wasted
when I'm bitter and old
when my tongue is twisted
will this weight still hold me down
will fall get colder than old winters
in my head i'm not a victim
missing you and all your habits
and i barely even felt the slightest bit alive
how much time can i kill
before it's something else that dies
realized there's no point to scream and cry
I've tried harder than most
until i started asking why
I've seen every photograph
and i still can't spot what's wrong
it's like you weren't even there
and like i did it all alone

killing time

Everything by me

I've done it all
And something always seems to go wrong
Wake up and fall
Quickly after closing my curtains
Quickly after fading away
And they'll find out that I stayed put where i was placed
i dropped the ball
it wasn’t that simple at all
I'm tearing up
mold gets on my eyes as it falls
specs of dust make my vision blurry
i shut my eyes and let myself collapse

And i feel so hurt sometimes (I feel so hurt sometimes)
But nothing seems to get you to worry
I’ve been losing track of time (Lose track of time)
Trying to get back in your story
I have no life of my own
So please let me go home
One more day is all i need
To show you i could be
Somebody else

And I feel like you think I'm a waste of your time
Grain of sand or a rock in your sole
Would you be wrong if you said I have everything but nothing that i've ever wanted
But I'll let you know
The seasons change yet in the summer everything felt so cold
And i need you to be my hero just this once

And i feel so hurt sometimes (I feel so hurt sometimes)
But nothing seems to get you to worry
I’ve been losing track of time (Lose track of time)
Trying to get back in your story
I have no life of my own
So please let me go home
One more day is all i need
To show you i could be
Somebody else

hurt

lyrics:
i spoke to a friend and told him that i need to find him
and it's been near a decade but i still think about you
i still remember the way to your home, and every room inside
what if i came knocking and asked for all my time back
i keep track of yours but do you keep track of my birthdays
is it true what they say, do you want to hurt me

when i find out what you really meant
will it make me bash myself
or will we ever meet again
and i know that your mom still remembers my face
maybe she looks back and tries to pinpoint when i changed
maybe if i brought my games
maybe then i'd get you to distract yourself from the shame
and there's nothing to be worried for you know that i'm still here
i know you'd still look for me if i disappeared

friend

Produced by me

Lyrics:
i like your face
and all your quippy jokes
they look at us
and everybody knows
i act indifferent
try to play it cool
I'll be paper-thin for you
it's not on the nose
And if it bends more i'm done
a bigger heart than mine
so when you look at me what do you see
will you be paper-thin for me

(why can't i be the one)

i wanna know (everything you like to do)
i know you know (you just don't want me to hurt)
why can't i be (the only girl you'll ever need)

paperthin (bonus)

almost made it to the ep but i ultimately decided it was pretty boring

Your fear of death will kill you
Please open the door
You're in your head it kills me
It will the end when someone breaks
No one you could save
Then what will you do

Just keep wasting time
Same room the same wall same everything
You were the only one who didn't hate someone like me
I overheard you say that you're gonna leave and not come back
I'm shoveling your grave i just need to see you one more time, one more time
Again

Your fear of death will kill you (Last time that i saw you looked)
Please open the door (Happy i don't get it did you)
You're in your head it kills me (Get fucked up or something i can't)
It will the end when someone breaks (Get the answer i want from you)
No one you could save
Then what will you do

fear of death (demo)

october 2023 album scrap

one of my friends
they make music i guess
it sounds funny but
i think i'll send you a link
so you can hear

i still find it weird
when i hear their name
said by someone i don't know
oh how time flies

i remember the days
when we used to play
all those dumb computer games
how bittersweet

i guess it worked out
seeing by the big number plastered on their page
i hope they're good

i hope i hope i hope
(was i supposed to let go?)
i hope i hope i hope
(or did you just outgrow me?)
i hope i hope i hope
(all of those times we spent i know)
(do you still think about me now?)

you're busy with plans
i don't think we'll ever meet again
i'll keep you on
the back of my mind
and check on your numbers all the time
but we won't talk
again i feel like we could hit it off in current time with ease
i tell my friends about the times we spent even if they were brief

one of my friends (demo)

song from late 2023, ignore my shit singing on this

i stole your cigarette and put it in my mouth just like you did
i saw you smoking one when you got fed up with being a kid
i know you wanted to die back then so please don’t try to hide
i’m not scared of much but i still see it when i close my eyes
i’m in your driveway if you see this then please answer my call
ive been running from this monster but stands at 10 feet tall
i brought some shattered glass so i could look at myself in the way
says he loves me but deep down i know that he wants me to change

it bet its easy now, when you're far away from me
and i cant hide for much longer
he will catch me if i leave

it takes somebody else to fuck up
for you to think you have a chance
what makes you think youre exempt.. from being judged?
by me or anyone
try all you want and get far away
and in search for better days, you left me behind the grave

ill let you stay in my house
ill let you sleep on the couch
even though you hurt so bad
i wanna see you again

better days (demo)

made this yesterday, facgcd tuning, shitty diy acoustic

red faced, i didn't know that you'd break me like this
build me up, tear me back down this time around
light up fast, hear my name
i'm a match, i can't run from shame, or you stupid games, i still love
i can't turn you on

is it gross to want you to myself?
is it wrong to feel jealous and cheated out of something that we never talked about

i'm used to excuses
i'm not gonna tell you how i feel, i need you to guess
and i'm sorry if you saw me cry
it's a sight to see, it's embarassing
i promise there'll be no more tears coming out of my eyes anymore
can i sleep on your basement floor?

riding on promises, you'll never get what you want
i tried hard, i went sore, somehow you still wanted more

paperthin (bonus)

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