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delta(twikipedia) discography

instruments by twikipedia

yeah I've been here before
your roof over my head
I'll look so stupid when i understand
caring about everything i did back then

I'd love to let it go
and i've got myself to blame
the tv static drifts as i awake
how could you leave me like this and get away? now
when i watched you change i didn't have a say.. now
cracking my head on the wall
and I'm guessing we were never friends at all

so when I'm gone.. and turned into a word
keep everything inside your chest
but don't fret, yeah I'll always be here
like a stick in the mud
where you know that it's placed
and when now turns into back then
will anything matter all
and all the things that you wanted to say
i guess you went away
till i gave out

understand

instruments by twikipedia

when all my time is wasted
when I'm bitter and old
when my tongue is twisted
will this weight still hold me down
will fall get colder than old winters
in my head i'm not a victim
missing you and all your habits
and i barely even felt the slightest bit alive
how much time can i kill
before it's something else that dies
realized there's no point to scream and cry
I've tried harder than most
until i started asking why
I've seen every photograph
and i still can't spot what's wrong
it's like you weren't even there
and like i did it all alone

killing time

lyrics:
i spoke to a friend and told him that i need to find him
and it's been near a decade but i still think about you
i still remember the way to your home, and every room inside
what if i came knocking and asked for all my time back
i keep track of yours but do you keep track of my birthdays
is it true what they say, do you want to hurt me

when i find out what you really meant
will it make me bash myself
or will we ever meet again
and i know that your mom still remembers my face
maybe she looks back and tries to pinpoint when i changed
maybe if i brought my games
maybe then i'd get you to distract yourself from the shame
and there's nothing to be worried for you know that i'm still here
i know you'd still look for me if i disappeared

friend

Produced by me

Lyrics:
i like your face
and all your quippy jokes
they look at us
and everybody knows
i act indifferent
try to play it cool
I'll be paper-thin for you
it's not on the nose
And if it bends more i'm done
a bigger heart than mine
so when you look at me what do you see
will you be paper-thin for me

(why can't i be the one)

i wanna know (everything you like to do)
i know you know (you just don't want me to hurt)
why can't i be (the only girl you'll ever need)

paperthin (bonus)

october 2023 album scrap

one of my friends
they make music i guess
it sounds funny but
i think i'll send you a link
so you can hear

i still find it weird
when i hear their name
said by someone i don't know
oh how time flies

i remember the days
when we used to play
all those dumb computer games
how bittersweet

i guess it worked out
seeing by the big number plastered on their page
i hope they're good

i hope i hope i hope
(was i supposed to let go?)
i hope i hope i hope
(or did you just outgrow me?)
i hope i hope i hope
(all of those times we spent i know)
(do you still think about me now?)

you're busy with plans
i don't think we'll ever meet again
i'll keep you on
the back of my mind
and check on your numbers all the time
but we won't talk
again i feel like we could hit it off in current time with ease
i tell my friends about the times we spent even if they were brief

one of my friends (demo)

made this yesterday, facgcd tuning, shitty diy acoustic

red faced, i didn't know that you'd break me like this
build me up, tear me back down this time around
light up fast, hear my name
i'm a match, i can't run from shame, or you stupid games, i still love
i can't turn you on

is it gross to want you to myself?
is it wrong to feel jealous and cheated out of something that we never talked about

i'm used to excuses
i'm not gonna tell you how i feel, i need you to guess
and i'm sorry if you saw me cry
it's a sight to see, it's embarassing
i promise there'll be no more tears coming out of my eyes anymore
can i sleep on your basement floor?

riding on promises, you'll never get what you want
i tried hard, i went sore, somehow you still wanted more

gross (demo)

Lyrics:
He fixes me
Put that arm back where it fell from and watch me scream
The pain i felt is worse than when it fell..
I like it more when you hurt me, and less when I hurt myself
I acted like you fixed me so you'd calm down
But it never works out

I fall, through the cracks and seams
The gears spin in this old clock
But no matter what I'm not back
My eyes fell once, it's in the past
And I still fall, for whoever sees
I don't know who he is but i've seen him before
Am i wrong? If so then why bother?
I knew that he'd throw me out..
The moment he saw me, his eyes turned a different shade
Why didn't I listen to you when you called my name...
When you break the rules, God tries to sabotage you
I'm turned an example, so don't do what I do

My guts leak from my interior
This time nobody's gonna hear me run
You scream a name that isn't even mine
(And I'm the one that's gone insane)

The fabric keeps on falling
this time you can't come in
Keep banging on that wooden door
I won't let you stitch me closed...
Not this time..
Poke my eyes out..
Drive me insane, but please don't look at me again

(Last time I let you in you took everything i had)
(I know you didn't change you'd just use me once again)
(And if I could I'd do it over from the start)
(I'd still know who you are but you wouldn't know who I am)

When I was still sober and young
With love to spare
No matter what I did, they looked at me like I caused a scene.. a scene.. a scene.. a scene..

We were just boys
Nowadays I don't know, if I still am
Our love was dumb, it was doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail...

This one needs a patch bigger than anything I've ever seen
It pleads for an answer because nothing ever means a thing
When my window tempts me and i feel the wind calling my name
i wanna be stitched together but it won't be the same

for the rest of your life

seams

Lyrics:

Say what you mean or don't talk at all
Lie to me again and you'll lose your face
Can I come over to your place?
I'll drive far if it's far away, and i know, i know, i know
I'll write your name when you look away
Show up at the worst time of day
Like you did, like you did, like you did, like you did

A lawnmower ran through my garden
And cut open my favorite flowers, wasted all of my hours
He cut open the door to my house
And cried on my shoulder for help
Said it's not the same around her

(Does she know your secret as well?)
(Does she know you love me still?)

So hide all you want
He called at me four told me one thousand words
Does she let you call her when you drink this much?

There's no need to hide
And I'll let all the plastic plants make up for all of the picture frames I didn't place

Aah aah

Didn't place!

(Steady and easy)
(Hang onto the threads cause you know that you need me)
(Fever dream i see you in the ceiling)
(And if loving you is this fucking hard)
(I'll never love someone again)
(Love again)

garden

Lyrics:

when did we get so
far apart
someone i can't reach at all
who knows all of me
and now the wind blows
far away
and i cover my mouth
just for you

i know I'm not ever fooling anyone
nothing's going back to how it was before
and waking up is so much harder than staying asleep
i wanna realign the missing parts
lie to my grave and say there's nothing wrong
don't you get tired of saving your face
it's not as easy as running away

i know sometimes i look wrong doing good
no matter what i do misunderstood
i try to be there knowing that it's true
and I'm still scared it won't change
i made a hundred songs about that day
until time passed and life took me away
i wonder what it feels like being you
being you

i wanna climb the tallest mountain top
run down a hill until my legs are begging me to stop
i know that if the world was ending you'd agree with me
but it's been looking like i have to wait for everything
if you told me to jump then i would ask how high
I'm just fed up being the one asking why
everything in vein so why compete
compete

doesn't it feel so good? doesn't it feel so right
you got me right where you wanted... now what?
now what?
you're gonna tell who i look like
you're gonna tell me what i know deep down
you're gonna tell me what i know deep down

so i don't want you coming closer
don't look at me that way
with heavy eyes god told me go home
you've seen enough today

when did we get so far apart?
someone i used to know
who knows all of me

(Stop fucking looking at me)

far apart

Lyrics:
i thought i was everything you are
i know there is only room for one
backing off, holding onto straws
so if you wanna take it
don't make me have to say it
i wish i was
see-through like you
the world is yours
i'm yet another screw

i knew that these new tricks weren't enough
i threw away my rut in a daze
in a chance it'd go my way
i can't keep slipping up in answers
push me out if you claim what's yours

so if you wanna take it
don't you wanna just yell about it?
stick to doing what you know how to do
cause it only happens once..
it only happens twice
watch me turn into sand dissolving
can i be the first one to call you wrong?
how did one look go so far
just look at where we are
just look at where we are... where we are
how did we get so far

room for one

im high and a hypocrite

fuck you

here:

we're all running from something
we do it in different ways
some of my friends chose to smoke
to take opiods and coke
i tried
to be here for a long time
and you took one more pill to cut me off
and i don't wanna be one
to watch as you fade away
i tried to tell you to stop
to hide your fix away
but you said you've done this for a long time
even if you took a thousand pills i'd stay

and i know that i'll never know
even if i say a thousand words
i'll never get it
but know you can't die yet
if i leave and go back home
promise you won't hang up the phone
you know i love you
it's not your turn

running (demo)

original song by @twikipedia
instrumental by me

figure me out

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rJKlWP52pw
why is the intro HALF THE FUCKING SONG!!!!!!??????????

twikipedia - one (unreleased, leaked, by @freightrains on yt)

Minha tentative de fazer uma musica "twee pop", era pra estar no meu album quando eu comecei a fazer ele mas joguei fora em uma semana.  Lancei por que se não ia ficar num limbo musical.

Musica de 18 de Agosto de 2024.

paperthin (bonus)

twikipedia

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