i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

ive seen u for a couple days now
and i wanted to ask u for ur cord
but theres this girl that ive kinda liked
but we havent rlly talked that much
and i wuz thinking i couldve asked u out
and i wuz i kinda thinking that u might like me too

u r rlly pretty 
and u r rlly freaking cute
and i wanted to ask u 
for ur number
but i dont have any confidence

guess my life is just fucked
fuck girls
and do more drugs

i want to die

anolja - is_she_still_here.mp3 +tekika+ ## เรื่องราวความรักครั้งสุดท้าย ##

@odihu beat and feat 

https://open.spotify.com/track/4XzpbdXD4o7JfSjfUnEA13?si=cb5ed6f792af4284

just another monday
gotta get through it
late to all my classes
they don't want excuses
sun's been shining
i still feel useless 
put a hole inside my wall
cuz i jus can't do this

i'm friends with love
but i'm also friends with hate
when i try to talk
i can't conversate
open up my laptop
and use it all the day
i love the way i live
and i don't wanna change

off of the pills i throw up in the backseat
dk where i am dont think ill ever be happy
said that im pretty but i feel like ur capping 
dont wanna live i feel like napping 
crying all the time
cause the thoughts inside my mind
i feel like a waste of time 
i just wish that i was blind
i wish u were by my side
i think bout you all the time
i just wish u didnt die 
wish u didnt suicide
cook a razor blade on the stove it burns
when you killed yourself that shit really hurt (duh)
but i cannot wait till its my turn
wont be swimming with the fishes but be flying with the birds

just another monday
gotta get through it
late to all my classes
they don't want excuses
sun's been shining
i still feel useless 
put a hole inside my wall
cuz i just can't do this

i'm friends with love
but i'm also friends with hate
when i try to talk
i can't conversate
open up my laptop
and use it all the day
i love the way i live
and i don't wanna change

i dont wanna change
pls just go away
i dont wanna change
pls just go away
i dont wanna change
pls just go away
i dont wanna change
pls just go away

i jus cant do this (w/ odihu)

prod me w/ @foreverstained

https://open.spotify.com/track/2EC55vV6T6mdFhZu4tflbi?si=6e5d26b899304ae5

me:
im dead
isn't this what u wanted?
isn't this what u want?
now im sure it's not
cuz now im sure it's not

lying on the asphalt
i could tell u were sick of me
foiling ur plans
i guess i'll let u win this round
but next time u'll lose
just mark my mouth

stab my back 
u killed me twice
killed my trust
and then my lights
in ur arms, i'm falling out
falling out just let me down

im dead
isn't this what u wanted?
isn't this what u want?
now im sure it's not
cuz now im sure it's not

moxi: 
i'll give u what u deserve
end my life shoot myself like kurt
this is what u wanted u wanted me to go
everythings been tarnished now bury me in snow

dig my grave deeper 
say that im a leecher
i tried to make u happy
now i wish that i was meaner
hiding im dying 
prying im crying
tired ur sighing
hoping i stop trying

fallen angel consuming all the light
im a stupid cockroach that wanted to be by ur side
plz dont show ur heart or spread ur wings 
i'll scatter with the light nd ruin everything

isn't this what u wanted? (ft. lifeless)

all by me, thank uu for listening if ur listening & didnt forget abt me guys pls dont dforget abt me i exist im here hellow pls dont forget me im alive guysa umm im aliagve 

https://open.spotify.com/track/63EA6dVspioE0yGQVxood2?si=6883d268440542b9

how disappointing
im so annoying
im jus a burden
but pls dont toy me :(
dont go trolling
my eyes are rolling
jus take me srs
for once don't bully

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i can't say
how i feel
cuz u kno
that i'll lie
and even if
i could tell
i'd keep it all inside

no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go to hurt urself
no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go and hurt urself

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

lvl  35 goonette

sabotaging hearts

prod me

notice how u cut me
act like ur above me
want someone to hold my hand
need someone to love me
u say im disgusting
and i amount to nothing
the only time ur nice to me
is when we're fucking

whats the deal with this shit
see u with another guy and ill cease to exist
suicide slit my wrists
no surprise this is it
no more tricks up my sleeve
except my scars in this bitch
im seein stars in this whip

notice how u cut me
act like ur above me
want someone to hold my hand
need someone to love me
u say im disgusting
and i amount to nothing
the only time ur nice to me
is when we're fucking

trick

everything by meeee, kinda old style tbh. sorry for less music, the past few weeks hav been rly shitty lolll

https://open.spotify.com/track/6uPWypnH7UxjkhBGl59iwH?si=ec3a529e86ec4e6c

do u even wanna talk 2 me
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

i've been watching higurashi
i don't leave my house
i'm scared to go to school
ik how it sounds
don't kno what to do
i sound like a fool
just so uncool

idk anymore
im such a
such a bore
i want to try
try new things
but it's such a fucking chore

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

do u even wanna talk 2 me?
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

what am i to ever do?

its a shame - quinn HDMI mix

@weejk cover ft @bloodsekai
prodme (lot ofjhelp from sekai!!!)

@yukisasayaki:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

@bloodsekai:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

rain w/ bloodsekai (cover)

ft @yukisasayaki prod me

nothing matters
i'm only after
a life with laughter
but my life is getting sadder cuz
nothing matters
my blood just splatters
my face might shatter
cuz things are getting uglier for me
my soul is incomplete
can't finish anything
i wanna fucking bleed
responsibility's not for me
pls don't think or believe
or put faith into me
i'll disappoint u n u'll leave
if only they could notice me
if only they would notice me
if only they could notice me
n see me like i see them too

i jus wish ud notice me
or showed a little honesty
ur words are laced with pity
and i know one day theyll kill me
aahhh

nothin matters u wont hold me 
i kno u dont fucking want me
say it with ur chest im 
so far from the best i 

cant believe that
u have hope in me im 
fragmented n broken
imperfect n no fun

nothing matters w/ yuki

I imagine recalling related memories will be a focus for future "me's."

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