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happy birthday 2 me im  17 now :)
happiness between u n me
@prodsoma @kimzhel
lyrics//
(intro from i want to eat your pancreas)
and i tried and tried to change
and i tried and tried to change
and i tried and tried to change
and i tried and tried to change
when will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i need
when will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i need
swear its time and time again
said youll close ur eyes and hope 4 the best
you said hate me guess those feelings r dead
and everytime we talk it feels so different
i close my eyes and i hope to see 
one thousand times between you me
i close my eyes and hope to sleep
and its getting so hard with out u next to me
i close my eyes and i hope to be
everything tht u cld want from me
i close my eyes and hope to see
every thing how its suppose to be
when will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i needwhen will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i need
its all i need
its all i need
on my hands and knees
its all i need
(outro from i want to eat your pancreas)

all i need (soma + kimzhel)

https://soundcloud.com/surg3on
https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/victxrw
https://soundcloud.com/ev333


me:

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
every1 arnd me feel so cold
like a sinner

i try to see the picture 
but i cant seem to figure
bruises only heal 
when it feel like sumn missing

carrying this burden by urself 
like a mission
i feel so alone
i cant overcome this issue

turn my back to the knife
cut up my tissue
i try to fight my feelings
but i cnt deny i miss u 

struck by limerence 
covering my face again
im faded off a percocet 
wish i could hold ur hand again

arid:

i wanna hold ur hand again
i find it harder to pretend
i just need another reason why
keep myself distracted it all goes by
as soon as i open up u leave
i swear that it all goes back to me
i need a reason why
i dont even know if i should try
try again

victxrw:

if i go try ill die again
and i dont wanna see u leave from my eyes again
it all goes back 2 the times tht we met
if i ever get a change yea ill do it all again

yea ill do it all again
take back wht i said
waking up tomorrow
n ur still in my head
trapped up in my mind 
im still stuck in bed
if i go and try ill die again...

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
hell is all around me
and its like im at the center
dont know if ill make it
im never the winner
dont know if i cn take it
im never the winner

try again + arid + victxrw (surgeon)

sometimes i wonder how i got here
all these pictures i put up up on my wall
wanna tear em down i try not fall
i put the phone on the table dont wanna trip everytime we talk everytime that u call 
i dont know what what i would do right here if i lose you its not clear

girl tell me is it for real
girl tell me is it for real

i want nothing
girl im tryna be more than u ask
u could start with giving it back
and leaving the rest past

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

(blxty)
girl take a good look at my face
i make it so obvious
don't turn your back on me
and side with the audience
i know i'm not perfect
tell me someone that's perfect
i promise no one is perfect
they like blxty why u do that
u call me stupid to my face girl i knew that
you tell me you miss me lots, well can you prove that
well, can you prove that?

girl we gotta work something out
like i dont wanna talk about nothing else
i wanna be inside your house
girl we can talk it out
ur always all up in my head
i wanna get u out

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

detachment +blxty (yandere)

now on all plats :D

gonna try droppin way more now sorry for the lag been goin thru it but

such a pretty song thx to every1 on it :) 

prod @prodsecretsss + @1wasterr

lyrics

@zixdown
cause im stressed out
i feel left out
i got 2much on my mind 2 forget now
what is left now?
put my head down
don't think that i got what it takes now
& i keep feening & feening 
am i awake ? or im dreaming?
your love i dont need it 
we just keep hiding secrets

i cant go on
i cant go on now
its been so long 
of you just doing me wrong
& i cant hold on 
write another song 
about how i cant move on str8 frm you

@nthnlastsforever
ure usin me2 makeurself so clever
w howitis udnt makeit anybttr :|
n ihateu 4ignoring all my letters
but w u around its ez2get severed
its2hrd 2kp a ground whrweare lvld :p
i thnk its settled,, wecant b 2gthr ((nonono notaftrthat))
if udnt meddle,, we'll staylikethis 4evr ((nonono we wntgobck))
u lft me alonfromtha start
so tl me howdu get so far ?.?
cuz now ureshining likeastar
i think our luv jusgon tearusaprt

@ddayso
i dont rlly need that 
maybe it was wrong timing
it feels like u never really listen 
when im talking
fall into my arms 
know how it feels to b broken 
& i know it gets hard
feel like takaki, ur akari
& im sorry 
know u hate it when the drugs up in my body
but i cant fucking take it 
when i feel like this so often 
it gets better when u talk to me

@whyhaze
walk of shame walking with a head down eyes closed
try so hard to get up just to slip up on the ice road 
u can tell me abt how ur disappointed ik 
barefoot on some thin glass hanging off a tight rope
ill just look at the sky from below for the last time
i wld say it was a good time but tbh i had a bad time
sad time my life just been a satire
feels like ive been driving on a lonely road with a flat tire

spotify

falling apart w/ yuna, ddayso & whyhaze (secretsss + wasterr)

i think im the worst of them all
too many distractions in my face and my logic aint straight
i keep my head up till i fall
im stacking with my bros n u know where we from
2x

the cash came in easy
all ive ever been countin is a 1k to a 50
ik u lames dont feel me
ask me when ur filming
ik ur feeling my feelings

im watching everybody go
n i feel like trash when im alone
2x

hook

worst of them all (april21, silver & sp00)

blxty + emotionals - on god (waifu yugen)

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

involved (metis x tonari)

donor w/ wells, blxty, kuru, dolly, mental (emorave)

prod @yashio20k x @zixdown
mix & master @chriad

LYRICS : 
ik ur js like them i swear ur my hell
think ill be there soon cuz u kill me so well
guess im waitin… all by myself
i wont fight it. i wont cry for help

i js popped a pill now i wait for it 2 kick off
tell me is this real love… 
or shld i go n kick rocks
n ik i got u pissed off
u stole my hrt pick lock
dropped a pill inside this henny cup its filled up

i make one mistake n then its all my fault
all this weight on me sometimes it takes a toll
i start to think that u wna see me fall
cuz u wont pick me up when i gotta stand tall

i stay up grind my teeth
i got a blood all on my t
she say tht she lov me n im a star omg!!
took anothr im a Feennnnn
i found a pill in my jeans
ion ever get no sleep, 2 busy thinkng bout u n me
i cry 4 u id die 4u
y u leav idgi man im so confused
i js poppd a xn n i popd me 3 blues
got u on my mind want u in my rooom

MV OUT NOW

stand tall (yashio x zixdown)

join my discord server: discord.gg/E9Wfb2qqUV
w/ @angelicxmei n @memorie
prod. @sshinju

fragile heart w/ angelicxmei, memorie (shinju)

much more otw love u all #thank #u

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production by @resolve1k

good fabrics on my skin
i been feelin lost ever since i met u
i cant take it back no im like this till the end
n its all true no its nothing special
like what i sent ya like fuck my mental
u live in my head like its free 4 rental
kno im feelin dead like its detrimental
cold air on my face makes it feel so simple
now i cant feel a thing

can u make me feel again
i been feeling dead i dont need no medicine
break it all in half tear apart my skeleton
i love this feeling and i hope it never ends
can u even feel me? i can see thru u
hope this time it kills me i cant be truthful
it brings out the real me only time its useful
staring at the moon trying 2 think of what to hope for

jus trying to stay hopeful

@blxty
she tugged on my heart
i was fucked from the start
she fell from the stars
she took me in whole

i fell down
can't get up
pls come home
ur so messed up ≧ ﹏ ≦
and i hope it's all a dream
pls can u come lay next2me

fragile heart w/ angelicxmei, memorie (shinju)

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