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In My Dreams

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Don't Leave

LYRICS:
(gassed up, pills downed, boutta take a bitch out)
(white noise, dark sound, aint some shit you want around)
(hidin in the shadows like she hides that ugly frown)
(stalking in the corners then ill leave her gagged and bound)

im not allowed to have control
she's rewriting everything i know
the voice inside is screaming all the time
she wants to see me die

and i think im gonna let her
got no more earthly tethers
she made sure id destroy everything that i cared about
tragic for her that shes got nothing left to complain about

(hate me, hate me)
dressed to kill, see what hate breeds
(i think you need a frontal lobe lobotomy)
i think you need to get the fuck outside of me

screaming into the void
response been deployed
inside my head has never been silent
gotten too loud and its turning me violent

ive lost control
ive lost control


gagged and bound (prod. foreless)

LYRICS: 

(banished soul, never known)
(bounced right back into the hole)
(grasping for the love you stole)
(fell to pieces now not whole)
(saturated colors, fade into the greys)
(cant stand the fire but keep adding to the blaze)
(disappear tomorrow no alarm here to be raised)
(got a mortal wound but pretend its just a graze)

breached my sense of security
im harming me, lost purity
fighting back never works for me
im living in this misery
like constantly, a part of me
ill never change enough to see
ill never be free, it brings them glee 
to see me weak down on my knees
they sip the tea while i just bleed 
maybe i just found the key
they're hunting me i hide in weeds
this smoke billows out from behind the trees

just gave away my own position
consider this one my audition
hope i die on this next mission
trigger finger keeps on itchin
all these curveballs life been pitchin
i dont wanna keep on switchin
but i know that i deserve to
and i dont deserve you
come shatter my worldview
cause i dont got the nerve to

baby i dont wanna try another
babygirl i wanted you tonight
you threw my heart into the gutter
lookin back just leaves me feelin fright
left me to die like it was nothin
how'd you ever think you're right
got too many issues to keep bluffin
one day they'll flood right back into your sight

tragic endings, new beginnings
lost myself lord i been sinning
none this shit gon help me grin n
im too gone so lets just bin it
hate the way that i been livin
fuck myself then ask who did it
glue my ass to where im sittin
they move on n im left pitted
all this pain aint got me driven
got these aches from where im bitten
play it out the way its written
scripted acts yet im left smitten
exchange my woe for clearer vision
trade my voice to learn to listen
rid myself of wounds left stitchin
fuck it all engage the fission

breached my sense of security
im harming me, lost purity
fighting back never works for me
im living in this misery
like constantly, a part of me
ill never change enough to see
ill never be free, it brings them glee 
to see me weak down on my knees
they sip the tea while i just bleed 
maybe i just found the key
they're hunting me i hide in weeds
this smoke billows out from behind the trees

behind these trees (prod. tiedforsilver x flesh)

LYRICS:

ive been feeling dead as fuck
from outta nowhere these emotions struck
those big green eyes have got me stuck
scroll past a picture n get queasy in the gut
storybook romance but only for the insane
always fuckin sad but it used to wax and wane
porous to the dangers that poured out of my mouth
tragedy strikes when you expect it to go well

turned into a cancer now im rotting from the inside
prion in my mind, unravels genetic code lines
trashy on the outside cause i never see an upside
scars on my body tell the story of a poor life
new endeavors scare me way too much to try
fear of missing out but let everything just pass
me by
hitch onto someone else but they always seem to fight it
symbiotic relationships but they always seem one sided

ive only changed for the worse
i perpetuate this curse
the last time i saw you
i could only lurk
cause how do i speak
when youre with him
i said a few words
then the world got dim
sorry i disappoint
i know its all ive been

whats half a life matter anyway
not like i wasted your youth, oh wait
bettered yourself while i sat there pretending
it was never enough cause i was waiting on the ending
cant compete with a prophecy
i can read the future and its had enough of
me
never treated well so you knew what to expect
didnt go ghost, i let the prosecution rest

we were alone way before you left
lonely together only adds more to the heft
im sorry that i forfeit but i had no more to give
id been in paralysis with no true way to live
no more excuses for any of my decisions
stretching the truth is the same as omission
no more thread for my heart that needs stitching
stumble half hearted into the bottles that im kissing

ive been feeling dead as fuck
from outta nowhere these emotions struck
those big green eyes have got me stuck
scroll past a picture n get queasy in the gut
storybook romance but only for the insane
always fuckin sad but it used to wax and wane
porous to the dangers that poured out of my mouth
tragedy strikes when you expect it to go well

turned into a cancer now im rotting from the inside
prion in my mind, unravels genetic code lines
trashy on the outside cause i never see an upside
scars on my body tell the story of a poor life
new endeavors scare me way too much to try
fear of missing out but let everything just pass
me by
hitch onto someone else but they always seem to fight it
symbiotic relationships but they always seem one sided


one sided (prod. branwen)

LYRICS:

im never moving forward
im stuck here in the past
i said id lose the memories
but i hold them to my chest
the photos keep me company
for when i lose my mind
at every turn im falling
then recover just in time

i wish id fall into abyss
i wish id put an end to this
i wished for something everlasting
but never found my way back to bliss

lost my soul and now my heart's gone
where do i go from here
i keep telling myself to hold on
ill just die later this year

im never moving forward
im stuck here in the past
i said id lose the memories
but i hold them to my chest
the photos keep me company
for when i lose my mind
at every turn im falling
then recover just in time

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ryn. verse

time, time
fuels all the pain inside
time, time
supposed to heal me so why

don't know what i want
don't know what i need
i been feeling down
i been feeling incomplete

why won't my brain
tell me about how i really feel
it just sends memories
that i don't know are real

this broken love
those broken hugs
polaroid camera pictures
burned to dust

take all my scars
my broken parts
as a way to remember
that all things must

end~
(all good things must...)
end~
(all good things must...)


time heals no wounds (ft. ryn.) [prod. Noah808]

LYRICS:

oh, im still searchin
im still yearning
for anything 
that doesnt hurt me
passed out or crying on the floor
i cant do this anymore
losing my sanity
death is whats best for me

END IT NOW
TAKE ME OUT
IM DYING TOO SLOWLY
SPEED IT UP SPEED IT UP
FILL MY CUP FILL MY CUP
OH, I CANT STOP
I LOST TRACK OF IT ALL
THEY KNOW ILL SLIP SO THEY BET ON MY FALL

delirious
im sinking deeper in
LET GO OF THE SIN
CARRIED OFF BY THE WIND
NO EMPATHY
FOR THE MONSTER THAT ID BEEN
TIE ME UP DONT TELL ME THAT ILL LIVE

passed out or crying on the floor
i cant do this anymore

END IT NOW
TAKE ME OUT
IM DYING TOO SLOWLY
SPEED IT UP SPEED IT UP
FILL MY CUP FILL MY CUP
OH, I CANT STOP
I LOST TRACK OF IT ALL
THEY KNOW ILL SLIP SO THEY BET ON MY FALL

LOSING MYSELF ONCE AGAIN
ID TAKE IT ALL BACK BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT I SAID
I JUST FILL UP WITH DREAD
LOSING MYSELF ONCE AGAIN
ID TAKE IT ALL BACK BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT I SAID
I JUST FILL UP WITH DREAD

SOUL SEARCHING (prod. foreless)

lyrics:

kota:
Your lip stick gets me going everytime 
You fit well wrapped up in your own vines
Poison ivy hello baby it’s bout that time
Pressing feeling on your throat let’s get right

Cigarettes on your breath makes me get all hot again
Baby listen here let’s sin
Get me going I give in

Take me as I am my body’s always giving in
Heavy burdens everyday you’re a perfect 10
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dead:
(chorus/hook)
perfect dime
running thru my mind
makes me wanna try
but im dead inside
so ill run this right
then ill run away
cause im always tried
from this fantasy
------
velo:

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dead:
(chorus/hook)
perfect dime
running thru my mind
makes me wanna try
but im dead inside
so ill run this right
then ill run away
cause im always tried
from this fantasy

i wanna pin you to the ground
yeah i wanna eat your soul out
live inside your flesh
waiting for new skins to roll out
bite into your throat
might be time for me to go now
ripping at the arteries
perfection makes me crash out
going too fast like we're speeding in the car now
we're wrap around a tree when i eat your fucking heart out
i want the gore to cover me like im a masterwork of art now
blood's flowing fast yeah i think im gonna pass out


PERFECT (w/ kotaray & Velo Soul) [prod. dera x bennykaay]

LYRICS:

pass that shit girl
puff that blunt
im scourin the world
baby im on the hunt
i got a finger thats been itchin
i had a bitch thats been a cunt
i got a glocky at my side
and im so done puttin up a front

put down the phone bitch im losing my patience
im headed back south like a cute lil vacation
i cant hear the beat fuck im losin the cadence
keep dropping parts off me yeah im losin covalence
im headed right back, yeah i think might snap
i belong in the trash, i got demons in packs
im a certified hack, got no boom to my bap
cunt with no tact, on the verge of collapse
(im)

getting high off my own supply
letting life just pass me by
never try til the day i die
they never ask but they wonder why

so ill just pass this blunt to this hoe on my left
gotten cold, never known, cant handle all this heft
fester low, soul been sold, handle the pain with the pills i got left
i cant handle this stress


put down the phone bitch im losing my patience
im headed back south like its a cute lil vacation
i cant hear the beat fuck im losin the cadence
keep dropping parts off me yeah im losin covalence
im headed right back, yeah i think might snap
i belong in the trash, i got demons in packs
im a certified hack, got no boom to my bap
cunt with no tact, on the verge of collapse


cadence (prod. hollowprpl x tiedforsilver)

LYRICS:

when i kill myself i hope you know its not your fault
ive been acting like a fool like im ten feet tall
ive been losin every battle ive been losin every war
ive been hoping someone tells me what im fighting for
cause i cant seem to find purpose in anything
and i just hope im not the only one wondering
why we're all so sad and decrepit and alone
for what god forsaken sins must we all atone

or maybe im the only that feels this way
maybe im overreacting to my own dismay
maybe theres no greater evil at play
maybe it actually will all just go away

or maybe im just grasping at straws
hoping that someone can break all the laws
theyll save us from our own paws
from the grasp of our jaws
rip the pain right from our maws
turn rivers from our bogs
put an end to all of the smog
make life less of a slog

why do i keep holding onto hope
every time i do i just end up my own
wear these fuckin scars like a vanity cope
i reveled in every fire i stoked
dressed to the nines but im all alone
call me a ghost even though im all bone
my blackened heart has turn into stone
im no longer her im a mismanaged clone

so when i kill myself i hope you know its not your fault
ive been acting like a fool like im ten feet tall
ive been losin every battle ive been losin every war
ive been hoping someone tells me what im fighting for
cause i cant seem to find purpose in anything
and i just hope im not the only one wondering
why we're all so sad and decrepit and alone
for what god forsaken sins must we all atone

when i (prod. Christa)

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