lyrics:

cry, cry for help
save, save yourself 
left me crying out for help my blood is dropping on the floor 
first time loving someone else i’ve never done this shit before 
saying that you wish me well i will escape out from the ward 
just so i can see your face cuz i can’t take it anymore 

lay me down to sleep with my eyes closed
take her out to the rain and we dance slow 
why’d she leave without me i don’t know 
gave her everything that she wanted and can’t go
hole in my chest pieces falling right out my heart 
if she came back i know i would just fall apart
looking at her she’s a museum full of art 
i can do better if she gave me a fresh start
look into my eyes it’s the face of a dead man 
tears on my paper when i’m writing out my plan
gun to my head pull the trigger and i’ll end my span
 living without her is something i can’t stand 
nothing matters if you’re not here 
everyday i live in fear 
in my restless dreams i see that place
in my restless dreams i see her face

hold, hold me tight
lay, lay by my side 
cigarette ashes on my pants 
abandoning you wasn’t in my plans
but you left me crying every day
so i guess you got what you deserved anyway 
slit my throat i know it hurts
but being without her hurts me worse
bleeding out while i write this verse 
i’m decomposing in a herse

MY RESTLESS DREAMS [PROD KINSEI]

oxxie