@violetxx9

Second chance, second life
Can't decide, you or I
Fingers locked, intertwined
Love and hate, suicide
What's the price? I don't mind
Take my soul, it isn't mine
Better luck another time
Send me up, I'm paralyzed
Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

Skin to skin, bruise to bruise
What's it like being you?
I can't think, I'm confused
I cant speak, my words removed
Wait for spring, my heart will bloom
& hold you like we didn't move
Nothing changed, inhale the fumes
and realize I'll always lose

Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

bruise prod violet

I am back again!! a bit busy with college tho. but fr should I make a vocals tutorial? :3

vocal preset tutorial!!! : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxAia_EQka4

artwork: /// prod. serenity, @stylas

.・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。.

vocal preset: payhip.com/b/U43nk
discord: https://discord.gg/fcfA9WVXUP 


it's just like the book
you really are a strange person
you come to the hospital to visit me and yet all this time
you haven't said a word

...wanna kill yourself with me?...

[@1sunsuu]
oh could you tell me if it worth it
one wrong words and you just change into a whole different person
pushing all these fucking smokes inside my lungs got me dying
and I think I've lost my mind, cause my mind feel so crowded
I'm too weak, I'm too harmless oh I think that I'm broken
lately walking thru the city with my mind feel so hopeless
lost some thoughts inside my mind oh boy I needed to focus
yeah I try to fucking help but i don't know if it worth it
and all these voice surrounds me still running round inside my head

never step outside the house cause I'm so scare of going out
I'm too busy getting bands oh boy I guess I push my luck
but death is coming really close so I always end up giving up
if I hate myself so much then I would fucking end it all
I don't want to do this all again
hope for the better for myself
when will the suffering would end?
my love for you it's still the same
I wish that I could fucking change
I'm still tie into these chain
forgetting words that you've said

(who ever does finds it, they'll be the one whose supposed to)
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ☆.｡.:* cause that's the way, it meant to be ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

givingup -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̮‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ‧̫‧⑅ˏ͛-  #memory (serenity, stylas)

diegointhedark - heart attack @lilac @winter

(prod. tyadei)
@junkiskill
#digicore #hyperpop #emoplug discord.gg/PCCZtdBRRr
open.spotify.com/artist/3vU4Ysy5dWQNtGCFQBakib

LastDanceClub:
We at a dance at the party
Lil shawty looking fine so i called her a barbie
Getting to drunk you said drinking is your hobby
How you gone cheat then cry saying sorry
Am i not enough
Yeah i like when u have ur pants off (pants off)
Come into the middle lets have a dance off (dance off)
I dont want you please get your hands off (hands off)
Told you tha i love you then you ran off (ran off)

Junki:
All the money that i ran up
I would be inlove but your love is just like cancer (like cancer)
Like lil baby have a dance off (dance off)
Girl you really care about me
I found that out when you told me that you love me
I dont wanna fuck girl like keep your pants on
Turn the music up girl im tryna get my dance on (dance on)
Baby girl lets have a dance off (dance off) 2X
Girl i love you keep your pants on

Dance off ♡ (FT.Junki)

AMV out on yt
https://youtu.be/cmD2BdF-nfc

✧vocals. tyadei & blurry
✧amv. HIK4RI (on yt)
✧prod. xtasane

✧links↓↓↓

Blurry:
✧yt: https://www.youtube.com/@blurrywind
✧ig: https://www.instagram.com/bloorywind/
✧sc: https://soundcloud.com/bloorywind

tyadei:
✧ig: https://www.instagram.com/tyadei/
✧yt: https://www.youtube.com/@tyadei

✧lyrics

@tyadei
things i’ve never felt
what’s it mean to exist
write a story bout myself
with the blood that’s on my wrist

so uur hands i thought i held
all this time did they exist
hands in prayer i was knelt
see uu at the grVeyrd shift

2 3 racks countin up in a phantom
2 3 shots boy u know uu never hit em
2 3 hoes and uk they nvrr listen
2 3s on my wrist and ukk they glisten

hope you listen
baby hope you listen
all the things i’ve done
hope i am forgiven
urr shadows in my room
but i do not trust my own vision
i love you so damn much
but i don’t trust my own volition

@blurrywind
now she callin my phone
i told her leave me lone
im seeing demons in the sky
im so fucking high
i just wanna go home
cant do it all on my own

i wish we could erase
all the fuckin mistakes
why couldn't we stay the same
now im stuck with all this pain
i feel it inside my brain
i know the hurts here to stay
i shoulda pushed you away
now im stuck replaying the memories we made

𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘺, 𝘵𝘺𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘪


grVeyard shift✧ft. blurry

sample: relient k - who i am hates who ive been

i cant change for u bby no
u cant face to me bby no
how did it end up like this
im so tired of trying
wish i could just timeskip
cuz who i am hates who ive been T_T
i dont wanna talk to u bby
cuz im already knowin u fkn hate me
said i havent been myself lately
what do you know about me?
not your ecstasy yuh

keep goin when they doubtin
im so commited what about it?
i do this shit so damn lousy
pack jus touched down n im smoking the loudest
i dont want nun but the benjis im counting
speaking of benjis im mf drowning
bby my heart damn u done found it
i need u back ion care how im sounding

when they all was talking down shit all i do is look up
thought i had u in my world guess its just my fucking luck LOL
its been days without u girl
i atone for all my sins
jus cuz who i am today
hates who ive been

i cant change for u bby no
u cant face to me bby no
how did it end up like this
im so tired of trying
wish i could just timeskip
cuz who i am hates who ive been
i dont wanna talk to u bby
cuz im already knowin u fkn hate me
said i havent been myself lately
what do you know about me?
not your ecstasy yuh

change prod me

w/ @outmoney
prod. tyadei


Heaven Sign:
Выше нос, малышка -
скоро будешь вспышкой.
Грязная правда -
на мне dirty Prada.

Я танцую этот вальс,
мне сейчас так гадко.
Пару слов услышать -
большего не надо.

Day light, звезды в night,
кеды Nike, убитый май.
Под таблеткой небо ярче -
может быть, станцуем вальс.

OUTMONEY:
Во мне блистер под аптекой,
не скрывай глаза за летом.
Не играй на моих нервах -
я и ангел, мы одеты
в крылья ветра, замок в небо -
так хотели улететь
на планету, где рассветы
сочетают мою тень.


Heaven Sign:
Между нами дождь
и недопитый крик.
Я прощаю всё,
хоть сейчас внутри меня тупик.

Эти города нам лгут,
а пустота всё ярче.
Я убила в себе личность -
долго мне на небо ещё подниматься.


OUTMONEY & Heaven Sign:
Day light, звезды в night,
кеды Nike, убитый май.
Под таблеткой небо ярче -
может быть, станцуем вальс.

pathetic (prod. asarii)

@t23l
can u hit me back ??
cause i don't wanna wait :/
tell me what ur doin
lmk if ur okay
i hate when u do this
u hit me the next day

baby are u here 2 stay ??
i can't tell by how u movin
cause u keep pushin me away
can u tell me what im doin
2 make u feel this way
we str8 for like a week
then ur wishin me away

and im wishin u were mine
i don't got the time baby
i can't wait in line
is it really that hard
2 make up ur mind ??
what ur doings not alright
ur crossing all these lines
u make me wanna die

@crimsonkey777
rotted from the inside but the outside pretty
got naoto on my skin i worship this fabric
seeing angels of that candyflip 
i’m gettin nauseous can u leave?
i'm searching for the exit, yea
lips sewed i can tell what i saw
only blame myself 
bby i reap what i sow
leave me to fall 
just like that picture on wall
my blood pouring slow
leave me dead in the snow

hit me back ft. Key777 (p. tyadei)

diegointhedark - Im God (prod. diegointhedark)

prod by @pyu


bloody flesh i wanna savor
my soul is a mess think ur my savior?
slow turning to a stranger
i took his bitch tough he was clever
come to the party with a razor
growing sick no way to save her
hear clappings when i suffer
end like thoses bummers
i could never 

crushing on pills back of the rover
hiding a void under my sweater
my bby i’m such a fucker
pack ur bags it’s now or never
u took me for another
my heart is made of leather
the more i grow the lesser 
i wanna step out

seven step in 
undead amongst the living
smoke cover the ceiling 
huh tell me that u see it
forgot where i was going 
flying’s angels above the city
chemicals in my body
got visions of that candyflipp

Rosary ♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹  @meta

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