stopped biting my nails started swallowing glass
ive been moving fast, wont fight it
wrote it on the back of my eyelids
glitter in the back of your eye 2x

snakes in the grass but i walk
wont be choked, held back in my daw
i cant find the point to just crawl
hit with the smoke, lay back and trust fall
i could never try the poison up close
dropped like flies i bugged way too long
i cut all the ties that ive sown
deep inside it stung when i spoke
the feeling was gone

stopped biting my nails started swallowing glass
ive been moving fast, wont fight it
wrote it on the back of my eye-
glitter in the back of your eye 2x

coworker music

prod/vox/mix: me

you spend your days
punching through tv screens
screaming at other
men in a boxing ring
and you could get out
if you really wanted to
buy a new house
cut out this part of you

i’m holding on
soaked in resentment
claw at the past
anything but the present
i’ll lie on my back
stare at the ceiling
just tell me you love me
or know how i'm feeling

you spend your days
punching through tv screens
screaming at other
men in a boxing ring
and you could get out
if you really wanted to
buy a new house
cut out this part of you

if you can see the future what happens?
if you can see the future what happens?
if you can see the future what happens?
if you can see the future what happens?

i bet you thought
that you talked to god
on that night that i met you
and said you're the one
drunk off attention my
guard wasn't drawn
when you weren't who you are now
just falling for someone

if you can see the future what happens?
if you can see the future what happens? (i could get up)
if you can see the future what happens? (if i really wanted to)
if you can see the future what happens? (buy a new body, erase every part of you)

tv / taroter

"the guide to finding your home" 
aka; A hello to something new <3

Produced by Serena Liars
Vocals by sebstixns
Mixed and Mastered by Serena Liars
Started January 19th 2025 - Finished March 26th 2025 
140bpm Dmaj
Cover art done by Serena Liars and akuenstars

this was supposed to be a novel submission but they paused submissions at the time so I figured why not finish it LMAO

Lyrics:

sebastixns:
can you help me,
get out of here,
I'm losing, my sanity,
everything's weird

cause you're the most gorgeous person I've met in my life,
wanna be better for you I wanna be alright
I wish everything was different.
and we could go back in time
like yesterday

lost,
in time
the stars,
allign

I just wanna be better

was it a mistake
something I did
were going insane,
but I wanna live

the guide to finding your home (with sebstixns)

all by me
april 2025

i fell asleep into the next week
you couldn’t stitch me together, i lost my teeth
it makes my throat hurt when i say nothing
i miss when the silence didn’t sound like me

leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
this key doesn’t fit anymore and the door looks wrong
leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
your voice sounds so much worse when it’s in my phone

i wanna fall in love again even if it kills me like the last time did
i wanna fall in love again even if it drains me ‘til there’s nothing left

just call me again if it ever gets that bad
but i forget how to talk when you tell me not to laugh
i lose so much sleep when i try to trace those cracks
like maybe it’ll spell out everything i wish i had

Like the last time

track 2 *out on all plats*

burned quicker than the cigarettes we shared * out on all plats *

we try to fix ourselves but don't realise the issues that lie *out on all plats*

crush it up *out on all plats*

sample @pitifulrock

when i held the world in my hand
i tried to satisfy your demand
i'd write it all down just to forget what you want
when i had your mind at heart
i would cry every time that you called
i would lie just to get what i want out of you
i was a

child and i knew i would die for your love if i'd only a gun
i was breaking and entering, picking the locks just to find out whats wrong x2

burned quicker than the cigarettes we shared * out on all plats *

Ty Cheung