streaming: https://open.spotify.com/track/5SboKCiZaCUGLEyn98l0HM?si=YYvrSQMOTQC_mlSSSEq3jg

prod me

lyrics:
(again)
stuck in the future tense and you're not looking back
i try to look up but my eyes are made of glass
cant even try you fossilized me in the past
wish i could crack
wish i could crack

i dont compare you're holding everything i lack
with one hand open hold it tight behind your back
said it was late so youd prefer it if i crash
again

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

(again)
so ill just waste away stay here looking through glass
i know youll hate it so ill stay here on my back
my company of wilted flowers that you grabbed
you left me here surrounded

came from the ground got my tears all around me
weird coming out it was weird when you found me
fears that i found i dont know im still counting
while froze in the state that you found me

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

fossil

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

track 2 *out on all plats*

burned quicker than the cigarettes we shared * out on all plats *

021024 *out on all plats*

we try to fix ourselves but don't realise the issues that lie *out on all plats*

prod me

it's 30 degrees and
her shirt is see-through
her skirt's red from bleeding
her eyelids are blue
she burnt on your sneakers
her dirtiest secrets
reverted her features 
to try to be new

but is it what she wants
or is it all she's got
it isn't what she wants
that makes her body rot

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

they heard all her screaming
alerted the news
they'll turn all her sequens
convert it to views
dont care if shes real they
just care shes appealing
theyll swear it's convenient
she wont get to choose

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

linoleum floors

jan 2022 fuck it

i'm a wanderer always looking for the meaning
all these years of searching losing all these layers of me
trapped in my lack of conscience my eyes jus feel like windows
let it all happen to me powerless to stop it
and i groan
all these pain from banging on the glass
the screams they all get muffled while these crowds of ppl pass
oh god i'm decaying real fast
why did i ever put my trust
in the process when i know that
they're all the devils work


clocks ticking
ride my dick but can't feel it
say my comeup fake
but worst comes to worst n ur all simping
ego check ego check
when i see the mirror
fall from grace, double take
cos all these days filler
fuck wrong with me
ion wanna do it right
stay inside crystallize
pop a pill n it's night night
face down thumbs up
don't let them see thru the veil
wanna set sail away from here
cos i’m fucking doomed to fail
red don’t take no bullshit from nobody
take one look at u to know ur whole life is a fallacy
tired of having to keep yo ass company
fucking on ur bitch last night she can’t get enough of me
civil war keeps going
internal conflict is my middle name
chaos ensues
while i’m too busy sipping on this lean
feel these eyes of mine close
yeah i'm off a bean
terrified that this the last year
i’ll ever be a teen
man we stay high
don’t wanna ever see me sober
don’t wanna ever accept the fact that my life is over
but i wander on, yeah i keep wandering away
searching for a meaning i been knew there ain't none in the first place

wanderer

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/Kv38QbSm8sQ?si=ncNCp8uMao_JC9cS

produced by aftrr

Got your life tied in a knot
Show your worst side, what you got?
Let it go, going for the top
On the road, I can never stop

Head-rush  
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Your touch
Tongue tied
Think I love it
Out my mind

Head-rush
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Live it up
Tongue tied
(Risk is drowning but I'm gonna take it)

(Isn't it fun)
Think I met you in my past life
It's the right time
I can't let it pass by
(In my head)
Living a lie
Losing myself in the moment
Look myself in the mirror
I know I need you right here

Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
Your name, I call out
You're all-, all alone
Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
To you, I call out

stream

Headrush

cover of "love yourself" by justin bieber
made october 20 2024

lyrics:
for all the times that you rained on my parade
and all the clubs you get in using my name
you think you broke my heart, oh girl for goodness sake
you think i'm crying on my own well i ain't
and i didn't wanna write a song
cause i didn't want anyone thinking i still care
i don't but you still hit my phone up
and baby i'll be moving on
and i think you should be something i don't wanna hold back
maybe you should know that

my mama don't like you and she likes everyone
and i never like to admit that i was wrong
and i've been so caught up in my job
didn't see what's going on but now i know
i'm better sleeping on my own
cause if you like the way you look that much
oh baby you should go and love yourself
and if you think that i'm still holding on to something
you should go and love yourself

burned quicker than the cigarettes we shared * out on all plats *

Ty Cheung