(+60)

I don't know what I done told you
loved me and I let you go
I promised as I left your hold
I couldn't be your centrefold, no

I don't know if I know you
I know you left me low
In excess and overflow
it never seems to slow

I gave you something from me that I’ll never get back
If I see you again then I’ll need a jet pack
To get me high as a kite so I crash on impact
Coz you left me nowhere with nothing to keep me intact again
Just feel me collapse again

 Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain't that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don't know what it means

I'm tearing at my seams
I just freed up my whole week to
Pay my sleep debt and seethe
Why won’t you leave me be

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

Every time I touch my phone
I worry that I'll slip and I'll let you know
How I really feel about you
Terrified I'll live without you

I try to fight but with my hollow bones
I break, take to flight, and forsake my home
Soar until my wings turn smoke
Flew too close to test my hope

Think imma Flatline, I need sleep
I been hittin up your timeline, High on caffeine
Trynna get my mind right, like I can’t please ya
Nourishing a para-parasite 

Wishing I was never therapised 
I could live it like I’m never terrified 
I could be dreaming of a para, paradise
Thinking you were never, ever mine

Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain't that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don't know what it means
I'm tearing at my seams
I just freed up my whole week to
pay my sleep debt and seethe
Why won’t you leave me be

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

I can’t breathe
Lean on me
I hate me

Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain’t that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don’t know what
I don’t know what
Why won’t you leave me be

pilgrim (hate)

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a/b for february :D

lyrics:

i dont want this to end

ur embrace carries me through the cold

am i deserving

of your love

how can i preserve you  

only one way to answer the question

but i don't know if i have the guts to say it

out loud  

can i be the one you call at the end of the night

when u cannot sleep at all

the one that gives you the highest of highs

and survives all the lowest of lows

can i be your safest space

be your blanket when temperature is cold

i just wanna be the one you take home

tonight

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

girl you can tell all the things 

that you thought about me when i wasnt yours

and we'd go over all the things 

that our friends had said about us before

and when you call my name the whole world stops

for a second

for a second

but i wish it was more

when i'm the one you call at the end of the night

when u couldnt sleep at all

when i'm the one that gives you the all your highest of highs

and survives all your lowest of lows

when i'm being your safest space

when i'm being your blanket when temperature is cold

when i'm the one that takes you home

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

lyrics:

that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live forever

i'll kill you again just to live in your head
(and nothing i could say would make it alright)
and hating my guts will just raise your rent
(the guilt keeps me awake 'til sunrise)

that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live forever

i'm so full of myself is what i think
(that you're still hung up on me is presumptuous)
'cause i am embedded in how i think
(when i lost myself over nothing)

that's how you live, that's how you live
that's how you live, that's how you live
that's how you live, that's how you live
that's how you live forever

it kills me again and again who i am
i thought i was special i'm just a man

how to live forever

im begging please, dont let me go now, oohh (uhh), im screaming out loud for you ooh

cause you've been on my mind baby now, i think im going crazy
and lately
cant turn to you for safety, and you act like you dont even need me around, can you tell me what thats about ?

OH cause baby i cant turn, cause lately, 
you are all i see, even in my dreams oohh

cause you are everything i need, ill make this puny life for you and me, worthy
for even the gods to see

song 25

track 2 *out on all plats*

burned quicker than the cigarettes we shared * out on all plats *

021024 *out on all plats*

we try to fix ourselves but don't realise the issues that lie *out on all plats*

Brown eyed girl 2.m4a

Don’t know where to start
This meal sits so heavy
So that is what I’ll starve
Guilt simmers so precarious
Like a tinpot on a stove
I succumb to my temptations
Tend to feel what I don’t show 

The clock strikes 4 again
Naked, pulling out my hair
Repeated patterns
Repeated patterns
T-shirts smell of smoke
Sometimes choke
Repeated patterns 
I let them happen 
Repeated patterns 
I let them happen 

Kitchen’s empty
I’m testing out some jokes
‘Bill, you’re oh so funny!’
These spoons are lovely blokes!
Burning fingers 
Fishing teabags
Damage comes with too much fun
Leaving trails
Little breadcrumbs
Wont tell you when I’m done
But I’ll look so tired 

The clock strikes 4 again
Naked, pulling out my hair
Repeated patterns
Repeated patterns
T-shirts smell of smoke
Sometimes choke
Repeated patterns 
I let them happen
Repeated patterns 
I let them happen

burned quicker than the cigarettes we shared * out on all plats *

Ty Cheung