prod. Am Just Mist x koda x gavinhadley_ x ayoleybeats x drmabeats x michaelrose

lyrics

Everything sucks but that life bro
Gotta keep your head up you aint wanna let go
The pain will come and the pain will go
Gotta be patient gotta let life control
I know suicide is running through your mind
And you wanna let go of your life every time
The girl of your dreams left you behind
Now your stuck in the dust and you feel like you are blind

All of these thoughts in my head they are loud
I'm losing my function guess ima shut down
I feel so annoyed all i hear are these sounds
Voices upstairs and a thump on the ground
Im loosing my parents they goin to court
Cause sooner or later they gon get divorced
My mom is upstairs leaving tears on the floor
While my dad in the jeep ballin out to his coor
Ignoring the pain by taking night walks
I smoke in the rain to gather my thoughts
I'm keeping my rage all locked in a box
I keep it contained so it doesn't talk

I self medicate
To keep me from dying
I won't fade away
From the weed that i'm buying
But I’ll levitate
To keep me from crying
Planned to have date
But you would keep lying
Left me on delivered for a couple hours
Thinking that you fake, thinkin you are a coward
Saw you on your phone, your online
I dont wanna date a bitch that dont wanna be mine

So I smoke till my lungs turn black
I don't need you in my life so please don't come back
Ima fade away in the night
I wanted you by my side
You don't pick up the phone anymore
What if i'm having seizures on the floor
You wouldn't care you would leave and ignore
My eyes shedding tears, when my eyes cry they pour

What the fuck is life, i dont even know
Know im scared to go outside, i don't open up my door
There's a reason why i'm scared and a reason why im slow
Man im seeing all my demons, its trippy, i better go
All these faces haunting me like their nightmares
Feeling hot and i'm sweating in my night terrier
Its a stage fright, ya they don't play fair
I'm scared, these drugs are a nightmare

You say you care about me
Stop the lying, you do not
You don't want me in your life
I might as well go kick some rocks
I'm so sorry, i'm not here
Girl you playin wit my fears
Want my soul to disappear
Ya my face covered with tears

Woke up
I don't wanna live no more
Im caring all the pain around its dragging on the floor
I stood up
Saw a text from my phone
Saying “fuck you bitch” but all i did was ignore
I don't wanna live in this crazy world
All my suicide thoughts were never heard
Not a single fucking person took a second and listen
To what i had to say about my depression addition

I self medicate
To keep me from dying
I won't fade away
From the weed that i'm buying
But I’ll levitate
To keep me from crying
Planned to have date
But you would keep lying
Left me on delivered for a couple hours
Thinking that you fake, thinkin you are a coward
Saw you on your phone, your online
I dont wanna date a bitch that dont wanna be mine

So I smoke till my lungs turn black
I don't need you in my life so please don't come back
Ima fade away in the night
I wanted you by my side
You don't pick up the phone anymore
What if i'm having seizures on the floor
You wouldn't care you would leave and ignore
My eyes shedding tears, when my eyes cry they pour

SmokeTillMyLungsTurnBlack

This is a song for when you’re down and you’ve felt like you lost a flame that needs re-ignited 🔥✌️❤️‍🩹#love #fire #dope #bandlab #fyp #foryou #rap #hyperpop #music #gas #follow #like #comment #amazing

becon.m4a

Made a small banger that just speaks to you do give it a listen 🔥✌️

youVme (F.T.K1ngXoma)

Totally chill song definitely a vibe so go ahead and give it a listen 👂#soundcloud #fyp #trending #rosxboy #powfu

prettyblueEyes

these drugs i take gon overtake my brain 
nova Cain go drown the pain away 
theses drugs I take gon overtake my brain 
nova Cain drown the pain away 
run through my life like a hurricane 
match in the gas tank watch it all blow away 
no feelings gon left disarray 
(these drugs I take gon over take my brain)
(nova Cain drown the pain away)
da,da,da,da.da,da—
falling down this rabbit hole now 
don’t know when I’m gonna see the ground 
who knows when I’m gonna surmount 
I been leaving everyone confound 
I don’t know how to be profound 
I’m heartless regardless it’s all darkness 
from youre heartless hardness point of view 
you never knew I had a clue 
so pack you’re bags head to never-land 
you act like a kid so go ahead and throw a fit 
dont you come back the the sun gonna sit 
loving me was just you’re Fucking trick

Fückl0vĘ (revised)(2023)

Headphones work best but unknown is a free style of raw emotion so listen through ✌️🙏🔥#trending #soundcloud #pop #emorap #emo #fire #lit #banger #like #follow #share

Unkwn

Calling is a free style and I’m still learning so lmk how it is 
#trending #soundcloud #fyp #foryou #hiphop #rap #freestyle #fire #lit #like #share

CA11ING

#trending #viral #soundcloud #hiphop #alt #pop #altpop #music #song #songwriter #artist #fyp #foryou #banger #lit #fire #like #follow #share #goat

EDGĘ

#SCFirst 

featuring sody. produced by sarcastic sounds.

fools (can't help falling in love)

Hi!! I’m KT45
Artist for mellów-manįàcs

Fückl0vĘ (revised)(2023)

KT45

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