Manifest

one more song till the dawn

poetic :)

lyrics:

I want I want 
to remember you 

I wish I wish 
you’d remember me 

This time made up for lost ones
All mine still feel I got none 

But it’s coming now 

you’ll see what I meant by
made up the lost dark time
most never did like mine 
man think he got them guys 
look strapped but not like that 
kickback pull up shots I won’t miss that 
look strapped but not like that 
kickback pull up shots I won’t miss that (x2)

me mE me (prod.abelskittles)

PROD. CRCL @crclxx

something different from me. let me know if you want more like it. i can defiantly improve on this style  :)

LYRICS:

Since those days aint been the same, woah
She push me closer to my grave

Cant deal with these hoes they come and go
Always looking for a place to call her own
Till she fucked up and i kicked her to the curb
So i close my eyes and i go to sleep
Praying she dont wake up next to me
She walks around town like the devil in a skirt

I'll offer my life, for the ones that are stuck in time
For the ones that lay awake cant sleep at night
I'll offer my life for the ones that are stuck in time
Before those thoughts run through your head once again

She's the one that broke my heart
She's the one that fell apart
She's the one that keeps my mind off it
Feel the pain its in my heart
Devil calling i cant go
Wish that i could change the life i know
Stay up late with the crashing waves
Know if i sleep wont wake up the same
Always in my head im the one to blame
All these thoughts are a fucking shame
I take a pill and the world is gone
Crack a seal at the break of dawn
Im so tired of these games man i fucking hate this place

I'll offer my life, for the ones that are stuck in time
For the ones that lay awake cant sleep at night
I'll offer my life for the ones that feel deprived
Before those thoughts run through your head once again

She's the one that broke my heart
She's the one that fell apart
She's the one that keeps my mind off it

Spotify & Apple Music

Devil In A Skirt

i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed 
i'm sorry that my heads always a mess 
i'm sorry that i missed your call 
for the third time in a row
i promise that i care much more than i show

music video

i'm sorry, i'm trying.

Shout out my brotha @jayeem_music @jayeem_music @jayeem_music🌘✨

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her ghost w/ hidden jayeem

teensuicide *p. eskiimo*

Mixed by  https://soundcloud.com/ele666 
LYRICS:
I´ve been thinking bout this shit for awhile now girl
know u prolly touching hands with the sky now love
Im just wishing things where different n I could fly right by 
I just feel that Im too Young to fucking die right now
X2
(Fuck this damn world
suicide die young)

I know u felt so lonley 
I didn’t do a damn thing
Tryna get the pain to numb
By carving at ur skin
I remember when you told me you can’t take it anymore
 I ran over to your house and put my foot right through the door
I remember all the pills and you there laying on the floor
I saw the letter and the pen but you hadn’t written anything
How the fuck you gonna leave me without saying a damn thing 

I´ve been thinking bout this shit for awhile now girl
know u prolly touching hands with the sky now love
Im just wishing things where different n I could fly right by 
I just feel that Im too Young to fucking die right now
X2
(Fuck this damn world
suicide die young)

I just remember me falling down feeling so numb
Phoned the paramedics and they didn’t do shit
Told me you were long long gone and walked off
I’m still calling you to hear you say leave it at the tone
Standing by your grave just to cry into my phone
I miss your voice

ANXTHER DAY (PROD.TUNDRA)

prod. hxrxkiller

 days they blur
your flame still burns
your name sounds worse
but im unconcerned

i wanna b happy, your off my mind
i wanna say im great, but i just feel fine
up late again searchin for the sun at night
drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky

i wish i could feel something
i wish i could feel you
i wish i could feel some pain
i wish i was black and blue
is this hell? am i finally well?
never thought i wanna b burned so bad
is this hell? am i finally well?
why am i ok?
(X2)

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why am i ok

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feeling like im gunna break but
I dont wanna get fucked up tonight
ive got so much to say but
the time is never right
put on another sad song
the feeling never lasts long
the feeling never lasts long
trying hard to be strong
feeling doesn't last long
feeling doesn't last long

I just really wanna feel normal for once
but all my past traumas make it hard to trust
I know you love me
I heard what you said
but its really hard to listen inside of this head
when the demons seem to feast
on keeping me to my bed
I always start to wonder if im better off dead
but ill learn they aint shit
imma live instead
drop a song with Van and try to chase that bread

*Yung Van

one second youre here
and now your gone
I dont wanna believe, its been that long
ive been crying all night, im not so strong
I know you've left, but im not ready to move on

now youre living out your life
just beyond the veil
I wish I could have said I love you, but I never will
I keep a picture of you 
right beside my bed side still
just in case you want to visit
but you never will

I just really wanna feel normal for once
but all my past traumas make it hard to trust
I know you love me
I heard what you said
but its really hard to listen inside of this head
when the demons seem to feast
on keeping me to my bed
I always start to wonder if im better off dead
but ill learn they aint shit
imma live instead
drop a song with Van and try to chase that bread

Thanks for listening :)

If I Told You This Was Killing Me  ft. Yung Van (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone

Circle my lungs
When I'm gone
Leave me with my eyes down
Who'd save me now
Whistle till we're found
We're just waiting for the ground

My mother told me you'll grow old,
And if you need me come back home,
And if I die far and alone,
I'll walk with you until it's gone

Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone

BVDLVD:

This ain’t how a family should work
You push me down
You put me down
Fuck me this hurts so bad
I'll chase my dreams till I get too weak
You can’t put me down
No no no

I hate you, you hate me
We're stuck between the same walls
And I 
Wish I could light it up
As you pour it down your throat
And watch you burn
You burn

Take 
All my love
That I've ever showed you
Wrap it up
And burn it with yourself too
You are not
The man that I look up to
You are not
The man that I look up to
Take 
All my love
That I've ever showed you
Wrap it up
And burn it with yourself too
You are not
The man that I look up to
You are not
The man that I look up to

Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone

Mother/Father Ft. BVDLVD(Prod. By Biv & BVDLVD)

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Crashout

crashout

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/ele_wav

Lyrics:

I don't save time for the others,
Couldn't save my life in the summer,
She the only one that go stubborn,
So fucked up, but I love her,
Time move fast in the suburbs,
All of their cash is a bother,
I stay home for my mother,
Others that'll never find recover,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Go back, 
King hail, like long last,
Stings held, trust no act,
Still fam that stab back,
Frontlines I'm on that,
Crunch time we on that,
Street signs, my bags packed,
Washed eyes, dry laugh track,


I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Video

Making You Proud (Prod. by ELE)

Deposit

tell me im the one

let me die
i don’t really know what the point in life is
everybody knows that we won’t survive
i jus wanna go shawty i can’t fight this
always on my page but you never like
it’s fake
you ain’t really love me
that’s great
i been counting up my bankroll 
all day
i been drowning in my problems
let’s escape

i been in my bag
and i ain’t stoppin bitch
i love poppin tags
so i been shopping
i don’t understand
girl what’s your problem now
you make me feel dead
cuz you’re a toxin bitch
i already know your love is counterfeit
pretty sure she hates me but she loves my fits 
strung out on the daily but these drugs are bliss
i don’t wanna live i’m fucking done with this
i don’t know what i should do
i’m lost and missing you
i wish it wasn’t true
what the fuck am i gun do
oh whoa
i’m just dying in my room
oh no
i keep falling for you boo

why’s my mind feel like it’s a prison
i don’t understand
i just wanna life that’s worth living
won’t you hold my hand

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toxin [prod. thatboineco]

I had to run but maybe it's time to face the pain. Love you <3 (prod. xenshel)

Have to Run

Stream/Merch

Have To Run

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@realxvee
@anvil_66



(Verse  1) {Londynne}
Why u crying all the time 
swear ur always on my mind
baby I know love is blind
baby we can go away 
tell me this gon be okay
I love drowning in ur space
swear girl look me in my face
when u lie to mee
everything in life is simply irony
I guess that were nothing 
like we try to be
love me like you mean it 
like you cry for me
love me like you mean it 
like you cry for mee

(Chorus x2) {Londynne}
I know everything is alright
cause baby I found ur love
now baby I found ur love
baby I found ur loveee

(Verse 2) {Lukas Waste}
Yeah okay I fell in love again
trapped in my heart
still stuck in my head
ur the one I want 
cant do this again
falling apart 
still in the same bed
I just wanna die in a mansion
heart was froze 
ur exactly what I needed
yeah im getting lost in this feeling
I dont know why my life is so 
decievingg

(Chorus x2) {Londynne}
I know everything is alright
cause baby I found ur love
now baby I found ur love
baby I found ur loveee

Have To Run

Tyler Fish