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Ape On Ape Crime by smokethatdank

This is a more personal song i hope you enjoy it

Drowning (prod. by DAK)

Producer - Nejdos
Mix+Master - @prodbybrody

-lyrics-

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and relive these memories of mine
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life just passes by  

My life keeps passing by 
These thoughts they go awry 
My brain it’s been so fried
These emotions come to light 
Stuck in my room to die 
I got some rocks they white
break it down girl it’s alright 
just stay with me tonight 

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and relive these memories of mine
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life just passes by  

What the fuck am I supposed to say when
You come back to me 
And you see the fuckin mess I’ve made and 
All the pain I bring 
Tell me why you want to come around and
See this big charade 
Time I pull the trigger on this plan and dig my grave 

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and forget these memories of mine 
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life keeps passing by

Torn Apart prod. nejdos

video out now on sadchill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1JbYdolMYo

mix/master- Doofdum

you dont know (prod. splashgvng)

Make sure to check out
Sadboy Chazz: https://soundcloud.com/sadboychazz
soruto: https://soundcloud.com/ilovesoruto
Prod. MJBeat Dordie: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjteUrwDPgJ-zJSOKToUCbQ

sunday (ft Sadboy Chazz & soruto)

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~lyrics~

(intro)
no one cares, dont u lie, now im at my worst u r not by my side
i can see the truth in ur eye, u want me to cry, maybe thats why u lie 

(hook)
u aint real u fake yeah u all the same 
after this song u wont hear from me again
i take drugs just to numb the pain
yeah theyre rotting my brain idgaf as long as i dont feel a thing (x2)

(verse 1)
oh no, guess i musta had another overdose
poppin pills til im fuckin comatosed 
their like where the fuck'd he go cause nobody knows
all these people singin shit that they dont feel
every ounce of sadness in my lyrics that shits real
yeah they know that whywewish dont ever front
and lately i been thinkin fuck this shit im genuinely done, but i cant do it
they break my <3 and make me feel so stupid,
yeah their love im misconstruing
sanity ill fuckin lose it, im so clueless
yeah my neck i wanna fuckin noose it, 
got an easy way and one day ill fuckin choose it, what the truth is
theres no point in tryna fuckin help 
ive already given up said fuck my health
when i die ill be in my room by myself 
send myself to hell, ill never get well

(hook)
u aint real u fake yeah u all the same 
after this song u wont hear from me again
i take drugs just to numb the pain
yeah theyre rotting my brain idgaf as long as i dont feel a thing (x2)

(verse 2)
no one cares, dont u lie
now im at my worst, u are not by my side
i can see the truth, in ur eye
u want me to cry, maybe thats why u lie
this is a letter, to everyone 
wont u take a look at what uve done
couple wanna help, but most want me gone
i see nothin but the dark, man i used to see the sun 
u win, everything in life is so dim,
i cant even fuckin eat, i think im startin to get thin
try to bottle it all up, try put it in a tin
but it doesnt fuckin work, i cant hold it in 
yeah i hope u see what this world has done to me 
thinkin, "maybe i should end this shit and set my soul free"
i cant see, a future me, is this all im ever meant to be? 

(hook)
u aint real u fake yeah u all the same 
after this song u wont hear from me again
i take drugs just to numb the pain
yeah theyre rotting my brain idgaf as long as i dont feel a thing (x2)

fake (p. guala & jkei)

Don't leave me all alone,
I can't even trust myself,
been going through the rough,
but I take it in the chest myself,

I don't even know what to-

to do, recently been going to the og's,
told me, stick to my goals coz I'm truly,
gifted, I don't wanna give up this truly,
it's so hard to breathe, when you're constantly drowning.

Another night, fade away, crying in the darkness,
No one ever sees me very often, sad but now I'm getting why it happens,
I was always meant to feel this sadness.

Don't leave me all alone,
I can't even trust myself,
been going through the rough,
but I take it in the chest myself,

I don't even know what to-

to do, recently been going to the og's,
told me, stick to my goals coz I'm truly,
gifted, I don't wanna give up this truly,
it's so hard to breathe, when you're constantly drowning.

gifted (prod. stickzthewise)

Prod. Bruffer Beats

Engineered by Paul Wiehagan from Shock City Studios St. Louis

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Nightmares (Prod. Bruffer Beats)

Three Piece (feat. romeo!)

Me Myself and I Ft. jLen (Prod. dercept)

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Drowning (prod. by DAK)

Edmon