Michelle Pfiffer stripped + solo - Ethel Cain

ethel cain – casey

lyrics: 
you work yourself to death
you beat yourself up til you forget how it felt
your blood inside your gloves
stains everything you touch, and everything that you forgot that You love

you breathe and you sleep at that table
until you learned to sew up your mouth
you won’t cry when i leave cause the smell is just too much
now who’s gonna pull you out

your food is getting cold
you told me you’re not hungry, but you’re starving and i know you know i know
but still, you never eat
you stay locked inside that room, and why i wait for you
is a mystery to me

you breathe and you sleep at that table
until you learned to sew up your mouth
you won’t cry when i leave cause the smell is just too much
now who’s gonna pull you out

cold food - white silas

Posted on her Tumblr 10/11/2024.

*hayden anhedonia, angel diaz of vyva melinkolya on vibraphone, and ryan brewer of good night and good morning on guitar*

Music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

-Lyrics-

I was an angel, though plummeting
I watched it get dark
I'm playing it tough
The worst that could happen
Is happening to me
Another round of shots
For the boys on TV
I was an angel, but they made me leave
With stars in my eyes
Crying as I wheel
As I hit the lake
I prayed it'd be green
It's all that I need
I deserve it, I think
I loved an angel, and it made me weak

Ethel Cain- Punish (Practise Demo)

𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐧 ~ Key Studies/Punish (Demo) (feat. Goodnight & Goodmorning)

Made sometime in 2021 during the inbred sessions, leaked in 2024

Ethel Cain - Brood X (Demo 2)

Make Room In Hell

Cedar

lyrics:

You spent your whole life trying to be tough
Cause your parents married pain to love
But you go all white at the sight of blood
And Jesus knows that you've seen enough
Something happened back when you were young
It kills you but you won't tell me what it was
Sleeping on the floor in your grandma's room
Too tired to cry, too weak to even move
You're so scared you'll make the mistakes you
Had to watch your daddy make that
Took your mama and everything away
But it's not your fault and I don't need help
Cause these bruises on my body, I gave to myself
You're allowed to take care of yourself
25 and you're still crying in your sleep
Scared the world is out to get you
And you've tried every bottle but you're in too deep
Cause you don't know any better, how could you?
And the fear is there when we're in your bed
And I start to cry and you think it's something you did
But baby I'm alright
I'm alright
You're so scared you'll make the mistakes you
Had to watch your daddy make that
Took your mama and everything away
But it's not your fault and I don't need help
Cause these bruises on my body, I gave to myself
You're allowed to take care of yourself
Last night I dreamed that you had gone away
Woke up in tears and stayed in bed all day
And I'm terrified that I'll lose everyone I have
That I'll watch them leave and wait but they won't come back
You're so scared you'll make the mistakes you
Had to watch your daddy make that
Took your mama and everything away
But it's not your fault and I don't need help
Cause these bruises on my body, I gave to myself
You're allowed to take care of yourself

bruises ♡ ethel cain

My unreleased song, Rain, in a moody, one take, minimum production live loop version. 

Ethel Cain- Punish (Practise Demo)

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