(hook)
sometimes I don't want no mentions
sometimes I just want validation
you can't comprehend my thinking
it's best you leave me here, I'm fading
in the deep end
trouble sleeping
i guess this is the path that's "clear"
i made my bed so I'll just lie here (X2)

(verse 1)
is it worth working for something that isn't guaranteed
if i called it quits will my mind finally be at ease
so many nights where i thought i couldn't do it
no more
this passion is a curse and I don't know how much I can endure

it's like I'm walking on broken glass
i'm bleeding out slowly
if I fuck up a minor task
my brain will just show me,
call me a good for nothing loser
who gets in his own way maybe later, maybe sooner

(hook)
sometimes I don't want no mentions
sometimes I just want validation
you can't comprehend my thinking
it's best you leave me here, I'm fading
in the deep end
trouble sleeping
i guess this is the path that's "clear"
i made my bed so I'll just lie here (X2)


made my bed [validation pt 2]  (saint mike)

Sike w/ termes (blemeego!)

waste my life w/ prentiss (prod. kt3lly)

DRIVE (everest)

Mix & Master : Myself
Produced by : https://soundcloud.com/prodbyliquor
if you wanna hit me up
https://linktr.ee/prod.deflect
OUT ON ALL PLATS
https://share.amuse.io/track/deflect-boring-song
 {LYRICS}
(CHORUS)
you say that you love me i cant say it back
i think im in too deep i think ill go back
you sure you dont care 'bout me and thats a fact
u say that i am cheap and think its an act
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back

(VERSE 1)
i been sitting all alone inside my home (yah)
i dont care bout what you say just sing my song (yah)
ima waste all of my days just on my phone (yah)
when i talk t-t-to you i fell like your a stone

(CHORUS)
you say that you love me i cant say it back
i think im in too deep i think ill go back
you sure you dont care 'bout me and thats a fact
u say that i am cheap and think its an act
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back

(VERSE 2)
i wont let down
feel so down
i cant let down
all this stuff happened to me so fast

(CHORUS)
you say that you love me i cant say it back
i think im in too deep i think ill go back
you sure you dont care 'bout me and thats a fact
u say that i am cheap and think its an act
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
(X2)

boring song. (liquorrr)

i wonder if ill pop (all plats)
https://open.spotify.com/track/2TiSZuvJlVqzo5DFzf34uP?si=9e3eb33accef4f03

spoiled rotten

speak up ft. byekento

prod. dollatega, junoes, shvlo, fltr
(Verse 1: FLTR)
Hard love and enemies they been filling up all my time
All of these discussions ain't got me in my best mind
But I been tryna find my way out
But I been in my mind, for way too long

(Pre-chorus: FLTR)
I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

(Chorus: FLTR)
Ah!
I don't even know where to start
I've been living in my mental pride
What's the point in even being kind?
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Ah, ah, ah!
I don't even know where to start, start, start, start
I've been living in my mental pride, pride, pride, pride
What's the point in even being kind, kind, kind
No-no-no-no-no-no-no-nobody can save me

(Verse 2: FLTR)
When I say, it's forreal
I'm on a mission, to act on all my feels
Until I get a crew, that give a fuck
I'm outta luck, until I get someone that gives a fuck
I've have enough with other folk
Hard pill to swallow, guess I'm boutta choke
ah, ah, ah
I'm on my own boat
ah, ah, ah
Livin' off own hope!

(Verse 3: Apoorv Sharan)
you should prolly take control
of this thing my hands are shaky
going 90 on a freeway often
thinkin bout a lady 
oh i could stay i could go
i could run I could walk away
its hard to say what kinda
difference would it make in the world
you're no friend you're nobody
just a shadow of my mind 
but what difference would it make
if you loved me

(Pre-chorus: FLTR)
Yeah, I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

(Chorus: FLTR)
Ah!
I don't even know where to start
I've been living in my mental pride
What's the point in even being kind?
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Ah, ah, ah!
I don't even know where to start, start, start, start
I've been living in my mental pride, pride, pride, pride
What's the point in even being kind, kind, kind
No-no-no-no-no-no-no-nobody can save me

(Outro: FLTR)
I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

DEEP END! (feat. Apoorv Sharan)

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we cooked up in 20 minutes 

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