exhausted prod meta

MV: https://youtu.be/zrkjuGD-THU

@pyu

he ain taking risks 
fuck a fan ain taking pics 
n she want angelic pretty 
put lolita on my bitch 
v12 wit a kit 
imma throw tht hoe in 5th 
if i woke up in your body 
vertically id slit my wrists 

n thts jus me bein honest 
n u kno it 
btch when tht check hit 
im finna blow it
pop too mch finna vomit 
im at my lowest 
i let my eyes close 
dreaming its snowing 
shawty im jus bein honest 

snuck a blade nn tha club
fuck tha clones they ain never getting up 
fell in love 
fell n love with the drugs 
if i od dnt wke me up

i fell n love with you 
babyy im n love 
n these boys chasing birds 
btch imm out hre catching doves 
baby i kno im the worst 
cn u come n pick me up ?
n yo gf fina flirt bck 
dis bitch gone leave wid us 

she got her hands n my jeans 
got my hands n her purse 
frm my arms ima bleed 
suck my blood , make me hurt 
LGB on the t , swear london on the curb
whn i die will u grieve ?
will u grieve me ??

honest %%% Prod meta

reading my own diary makes me embarrassed (1h1jaxk)

@hyperoverdrivefaith
flyleaf- sorrow 
art by me 

kill a friend @anemia

fragile ft. mental prod me

mix @loserboy17
prod neonmaid + 8wiz

I been feeln like this since i was thirteen
I wish i never fell in love with u it aint worth it
I got that tos yeah i need it
do not fall in love with me il leave u bleeding
leave blood seeping
where i been, baby girl i been in the deep end
and i wont let you go without reason
trust me i been there before left my <3 freezing
and the way you done me girl, i been grieving 

got this bitch up in my bed screaming auhuuuhh
this bitch giving me head, she got me singing auhuuuhh

girl il probably break you if I'm being honest
and there's too much on my mind these xans the only thing that stops it
I'm getting high ash, like a comet
yeah I'm tryna get that cheese like Wallace and Gromit
i- i pop that x, bitch i might js vomit

speed off in that maybach going 2 fast
hitting plays up online but I'm tapped in with :x

leave u bleeding

stupid snip

There Is a Light That Never Goes Out

prod + mix @loserboy17

yuh i sip that mud hoe
yeah bitch im popping all them bottles
you say you love me girl but idk your mottos
i cant love you girl cus my heart been on hollow

my bitch off them drugs
i keep pouring up yeah, i keep sipping mud
now my wrists is dripping blood
ima still fuck that hoe but i cant show her love

walk up in that function, im off like 10
i dont just want her i wanna fuck her friends
bitch i pull up speeding yeah im in that fucking benz
she gone tell me lies thats why all my love pretend
girl il break u, il write that message and press send
and i dont got no one girl im not afraid to have no friends 
i think we coming 2 an end
and it hurts me to think that girl cus i cant comprehend 
my intentions weren't to hurt you girl, my intentions were to rend
i hurt you in the process, with my feelings i defend 

even if i left girl i wont care at all
if im falling lower would you u catch me as i fall
i don't think you would, not from what i can recall
yuh my heart broke i need a new one installed
tears falling from my eyes, im staring at my wall
and if you left me here, would you tell yourself you're cruel? 

i got so many questions
girl im lost and i cannot find directions

i will break you

mix @loserboy17
prod madejinx + kuzm33!


@loserboy17
shout out to everyone that's keeping me here
its a blessing and a curse at the same time I'm js hoping i can keep you near
like why do we fear?
why do we feel the need to get closer, if we cant make it clear

and i think about you when I'm sober
miss getting high with you girl, you was my pretty girl smoker
and i found me a new girl, and we met at the start of October

huh i dont wanna feel
but i know that im done off them pills
them drugs beating me up so i put em away girl now im js tryna heal

let my feelings unveil
and im not gonna lie that will never happen cus my emotions prevail

@u-0
say it 1 more time
ive been hiding from real life
u can tell me that its fine
cuz i seem to do alright
talk abt a grind
start to feel that im behind
time rly flys
we're so misaligned
still learning life so thas on me
but i still dot i's and i still cross t's
panda pfp on the 360
if im out in surrey come find me :)

stupid snip

youoh