beat: From the game Buckshot Roulette

lyrics:

my mouth is full of pills
taking them to feel better
hope it helps me with my pain
sending goodbye roses to her

feeling od in my heart
this is getting too lethal 
before every load I pray
pray to see her eyes deeper

I don't wanna feel alone
but you left me here in the cold
didn't give me back my coat
bitch are you fucking dumb?

who have I been praying for?
Who did I give all my love?
who did I give all my time?
you want me to fucking die

you don't even understand
you don't even fucking care
if I wanna fucking live
or put the bullet in my head

I can see them coming through
I can feel these mushrooms
flying around me oh my god
I feel awesome, wish you had

same feelings there for me
same color hair as mine
same color shoes as mine
I know that I'm really lying

I don't really want these things
I want all this shit to end
now I really gotta go
hope I can really can respawn

last bullet

poslednaya pulya (last bullet)

Love and search for yourself first silly. 

ig.nolifevamp

poslednaya pulya (last bullet)

mxrrow