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@chevyboard
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kofvTPZ7_5Q

oh fuck
I'm too high now
lose my mind now
all this time now
feel like i'm dying now
I feel fine bro
trynna hide it
take my mind off
everything that i know
surrounded by people still feel alone
they ask me what's my problem i don't know
day by day this shit is getting old
don't know where to start no i can't cope

I can't cope with all this shit (oh)
mind overfilled can't empty it (oh)
can't this finally be it (oh)
I don't feel real happiness (no)

lose my mind

lose my mind (chevyboard)

@nineteenbands
@odece

sag
warum machst dus mir immer so schwer?
willst mich als kumpel aber ich will mehr
nehm wieder drugs ja, ich versteh nichts mehr
sag mir bitte was ist denn verkehrt?
du sagst es ist nichts, doch ich merks
das letzte mal ist so lange her
ohne dich bin ich nichts wert
sei bitte bei mir ja, bis ich sterb

(nineteenbands)
ich finde alles über dich zu schwer
dont call me up and act like you dont care
dont play the victim like i wasnt fair to u
I'm sentenced to
a life inside my mind
(don't try to come near me just to say sorry)
I've tried it many times
(its all a loop and im stuck in a cycle)
I let myself decline
(fall in the deep, let my vessel wash away)
I'll make myself go on
(I'll spread my wings and keep on climbing yeah)

so schwer + nineteenbands

so schwer + nineteenbands (odece)

@myspacemark

no I don't wanna be with you
it's over
shit
why is it so hard
tell me are you sad about this
or just acting
I don't get it

why is it so hard
to let go of the past
it's in the back of my mind
I can't rest
no I don't want this
I'm constantly under stress
all that I want is to forget

i don't get it (myspacemark)

i dont get it (myspacemark)

here_for_u

magical place +yxzu (voidrave)

@angelplus
@user-551850743-689794134

my mind is telling me that you wanna avoid me
i get sad as fuck, sorry if I'm not talking
lost control of me, I cannot show emotions
I'm just trynna find a fix but it seems hopeless
sleepless nights, I stay awake until it's light out
It's just far too much, I'd rather just be high now
spend all day in my room, use it as a hideout
all these lies that I don't even wanna find out

feels like a dream
is this the reality?
endless nightmare
I'm just so scared of it
doesn't look like there is an end to it
I'm trapped inside