Stand alone or,
with a million
No such feeling that
you can, point at.

Something that we can
never feel this way
Hiding under the meanings or away
So close your eyes 
& make a choice
Its somewhere there


That hit me
like a stone to my head
Here I am

Here I am
with no where to rest my feet
Its such a lie
that cannot erode

Can you 
see those people,
walking to where they belong.
Yet you stand behind,
wandering where you belong.
Do you know you're a life?
Do you know where you belong


I feel alone

this feeling sets in
of an absence within
turning into sheets of nothing
There's so much gaining in 
Am I really lost?

Lost

Mirage (Single)

Dina Summer - Mirage (Heat Rush Edit)

Here's the first good sounding convolution result! This is not mic recorded - its just processed (crudely, for now...)
Name is of course, inspired by LOTR. Different context though. Coding credits: Abhishek Uppal

Old School Tie - Evenstar Demo

Track #6 from 'Clockwork Dilation'

Lyrics -

Climbing the walls,
with falling rocks.
You climb this far,
yet seems too far.
In no time you
Realize this once,
you're just too far,
you're just too far!

Inside a lie,
my hand still waits
for you. ANYMORE

And this time, there’s no one,
to cover up,
your consciousness,
you’re left with
nothing

You keep on flying,
away from me, you go.
And keeps in torments,
whatever you have sowed

And again you're dragged down,
You're falling apart,
yet seems too far.

And now we fall,
for a reason we fall.
we're just too far;
And I fall.

and maybe you will find your way
There’s so much to believe in

Mixed, Mastered and produced at Powerhouse Studios by Rijul Victor

Relapse

Recorded at Confusion 2023 on the night of August 25th.
@chiara-elisa-m-ller

DJ Chichi at Confusion 2023, August 25th

Change is as inevitable as is being, but knowing that doesn't stop us from being the funny beings that we are, always holding on to how things were, who we were, and in the process, failing to pay attention to who we are, and how we can grow. Sort of a song I'm working on about coming to terms with the present. The recording is when I was playing whatever little of the song that had taken some shape to my friends in my dorm (as rough, unprepared and untouched as it can get; even the song isn't complete/sure yet).


Lyrics:
It's getting colder now, the sun's setting down on me
I think I need a shoulder now, I'm done leaning just on me
I'm trying to function now, getting through to you or me
Words are fighting tension now, never letting me be

Thoughts dividing attention now, I can't hear much or see
Tired and bound and I don't know how, how to set the guilt free
Trying to find the bends there, but we're all too scared,
The colours in these cracks seem all too real.
And I don't know why, and I'm not sure  where,
The changing wind just makes me reel.
I'm getting close now, finding what I chose, now
And suddenly i'm so aware of my heartbeat.
Something's in my throat now, holding on to the boat now,
And i'm here and it's all in place, but the mess is all I can see.

Photo by Scott Schwartz, available here: https://www.flickr.com/photos/126793344@N05/15158565157

Now (demo)

Null Friction's critically acclaimed debut album, "Madras". 

1. Mud

2.The Pind

Rosemary's Baby

This Dj Set Was Recorded At Sisyphos Wintergarten.

Booking:
www.janoberlaender.com/booking

Now (demo)

Uday Vir Garg