vocals and guitar by me
vocals, production and mixing by xpirydate (@expiry-date)

instagram - https://www.instagram.com/pp0sture/

lyrics - 

(intro)
need to let out what i feel inside x2
what i feel inside, what i feel tonight
i'm a failure with a reason
i cut my arm and it's still bleeding
i lost myself in the change of seasons
i just need something to believe in 


(hook)
it never works, it never has
i put in hours, get nothing back
i try my best, it always hurts
your so much better, it makes it worse
i don't know what you see in me 
it makes me think it's make believe
it might exist inside my head
i might be living, i might be dead x2

(verse - yung thom) 

And it never works 
And i could get the world
And it always hurts
It’s so absurd

And yes you mess with my head
And I want you to know that
I just really want you
And your number didn’t change
It’s still the same
Deleting ur pictures off my phone

The way you stroked your hair,
I’ll never be the same
The blue shirt when you walked past by
Burned into the retina of my eye

(hook)
it never works, it never has
i put in hours, get nothing back
i try my best, it always hurts
your so much better, it makes it worse
i don't know what you see in me 
it makes me think it's make believe
it might exist inside my head
i might be living, i might be dead

make believe ft Expiry Date

https://genius.com/Omu-save-me-lyrics

i cannot put it on spotify sry

produced by number48
with @novagarden @kamakirii

save me w/ nova garden & kamakirii

walk with me

prod - @prod-number48

mix + master - @kainebot <3

I woke up in my bed with a razor
staring into the mirror at a stranger
if I lose you things jus won’t be the same
I’ll blame myself because there’s no one to blame
man that’s bullshit
I know that you know it
you’ll get on your phone type RIP and fucking close it

RIP MY HEART RIGHT OUT MY CHEST
ILL LET THE DEVIL DO THE REST
I AM NOTHING I CONFESS
I FEEL THINGS I CANT EXPRESS

YOU WONT EVER HURT ME MORE THAN I HURT MYSELF

blood dripping off my face
I’m bl00dy m4ry!
I’m the goddess of sorrow
forcing you to wake up in the hell we call tomorrow
hard pill 2 swallow
shards of broken dreams are running laps around my wrists
there is no end
may my soul be condemned
there’s nothing left to defend
into the darkness I descend

RIP MY HEART RIGHT OUT MY CHEST
ILL LET THE DEVIL DO THE REST
I AM NOTHING I CONFESS
I FEEL THINGS I CANT EXPRESS

YOU WONT EVER HURT ME MORE THAN I HURT MYSELF
HANGING FROM MY NECK AMONGST THE WISHES IN THE WELL

JUS LET ME SINK IN 2 THE GRAVE THAT IVE BEEN DIGGING FOR MYSELF

bl00dy m4ry!

bl00dy m4ry! (number48)

rip tomekk <\3 


https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth
https://soundcloud.com/emorave
https://soundcloud.com/45avast
https://soundcloud.com/callme004

breather + emorave wstdyth (tomekk avast) rip tomekk

neon white (augury)

ft @swagtastic666 @xxsyris
prod me

[swag]
bring the drugs in the club lemme chop it
off a xan im a zombie like richtofen
ive been smokin way too loud you hear me coughin
and i've been hangin out with emo so we locked in

and i've been hangin out with scene girls, mean girls, the meanest
i can't tell you how it feels but i know that i need it
shordy snortin way too much her nose just started bleeding
shordy snortin way too much while perkies double teamin

she said wow i like your eyeliner, thank you very much
i get shy around them pretty girls, you see it when i blush
got them thighs on with stripes on, give a little touch
give a side eye, i like him, but i think too much

yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
much 

[emorave]
can u kiss my lips again so i know im still alive
at the club with swag and katie yea we do this every night
u wont get my preset cuz i mix it different every time
pull up to the rave with like 6 guys yea its just my life

im on haight st with wastey
famous like im eighty
u think im a clone yea idc like lazy
get another check i stack it up it doesnt phase me
nothing matters in the end cuz all they do is praise me

yea they praise me
yea they love me
look up in the sky and what always sits above me
all i see is nothing
please just give me something
dont know what to do im so scared of what is coming

ill be fine, if ur always mine
dont look at the time, just stare into my eyes
breath in all the light, take away my life
never leave my side, i dont wanna die

[syris]
take a fuckin knife, slit my throat
i dont wanna be here
plz dont tell me that you lied
you already know my fears
yah they can watch us
but they cant get near
this love so replacable
i drop a tearr
hahaha tell me is it true now:/
blahblahblahblah wat u wanna do now
i dont care about this shit aymore
take my gun nd ill fukcin meet u at the door
bby im just playing maybe im not tho
i know that you hate me
but ur still my wife ho
takin over blowin up i get so emotional
i know i said id take you but you gotta go

fuck this +swag & syris

interlude, thanks a lot to @imyxno for the verse <3

prod. guda & baz (non profit)

lyrics:

(me)
I guess that you are gone now
And I hope you are happy now
I will go ghost for now
And I imagine how
I am so alone and
I hope you'll see me again
Messing round with your friends
Would it bother you 
If I am dead underground
I call out for you every time
So why does my heart go pound pound
I miss you for a long time
I miss the way you said that you loved me
But I went and fucked it all up
And I just wish you'd fucking hugged me
Can you just call up to check up on me
I cry in my bedroom
Grab a bottle, and exhume
I deleted all my songs because I feel so bad
I just wanna crawl back up and go inside
And I hope you will never forget me baby!!!!!!!!

(yxno)
It's all over now, put it all on a clock
Its so closer now, in my head there's a block
Will you forget me baby?
Will you stay longer maybe?
Why is life so fucking hard?
My arms are just so scarred
I have no idea what I need
I bleed and I bleed, I bleed
Indeed I am dead and I dont care
Will you share and keep it fucking fair
I miss your company but its too late
All I feel from you is fucking hate
This void inside my soul eating me up
To the point where there aint nun anymo
And all you do is meeting new people
I think the only thing you need is an encore

never forget me (ft. i'm yxno)

prod. iceboi, recorded drunk because I feel like crap.

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4xulQbhx7nRpKFiO7VdBV5?si=d331b619cf874daa

lyric video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5yOir_CnlI

lyrics:

[intro]
Will there be one more time
Where I can say that I'm fine
Cus I lost all my hope
And u left me all alone
I went fucking mental
And you are judgmental
I hate you but I love you
And now I say fuck you

[chorus]
I can't even think
And you told me 
I cant even sing
How does it feel? 
I bleed for you
Do you even see? 
Because you fucked me up
And I sometimes wish I would end up dead
And then everyone one who knew you calls you vile
But is it in the true? 
Or is it only rumour spread
And I dont know at all what I should do 
But I call you in a pine
Cus I wanna see you 

[pre-verse]
and know how you feel
I dont know if this is what you want
But I dont care, I wont hit you up
Because you left me in a haunt 
You left me in a taunt
I am angry and I wont show
I dont even look at ur photos

[verse]
Cus I dont wanna see your face
And feel all this misplace
I dont ever wanna do anything with him
But I feel like I will miss him
But I wont be weak
I will give myself in
And show my streak
Of ignoring this boy
He thinks ima toy
Stop this annoy 

[bridge]
Will there be one more time
Where I can say that I'm fine
Cus I lost all my hope
And u left me all alone
I went fucking mental
And you are judgmental
I hate you but I love you
And now I say fuck you

[chorus]
I can't even think
And you told me 
I cant even sing
How does it feel? 
I bleed for you
Do you even see? 
Because you fucked me up
And I sometimes wish I would end up dead
And then everyone one who knew you calls you vile
But is it in the true? 
Or is it only rumour spread
And I dont know at all what I should do 
But I call you in a pine
Cus I wanna see you

youleftmeallalone (prod. iceboi)

im wishing every day that you talk to me again.

--

@squidemoji

i miss your body next to mine in my bedroom
tuck yourself close and baby let me consume you~
our hearts synced up they beat as one
i never want to come undone

imma kiss you on the forehead one more time before i go
and then you grab my hand and you pull me nice and close
and now youre begging me to stay like squidy please dont go
i wanna stay like this forever but it feels so long ago

okay.
its a little too late 
for 'im sorry'...
...but hear me out.

took the wrong branch
its about to get really gory 🔪

i fucking love you girl! (you know who you are)
until the end of time! (corny af idc)
put your lips against mine! (muah)

youre everything that ive ever wanted
its just like they say
you never know until youve lost it

fuck. :/

@-

my head hurts thinking about you
you were a part of everything i do
i hate my brain wish i could throw it in the sink
is it hard for you to see that ur my everything
uh
im so sorry, i wish i was enough for you
ill find a way to make it last im so obsessed with you
you make me think so much
i cant do this alone i feel lost


i need you right now baby
just give me a hug and feel me
and im just staring at the fan thats on my ceiling
baby youre the only one to heal me
youre the only one that knows the real me
baby im so tired of this feeling
i feel like im drowning im so sea sick,,,

i wish that u 4ever ☆ w/ - (bigdog oof)

https://soundcloud.com/dexetergtr
https://soundcloud.com/m1v
https://soundcloud.com/prodlambda
https://soundcloud.com/esprr

never forget me (ft. i'm yxno)

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