prod me

weight all on my shoulders and i can't balance my head
and i dont have the energy so i just lay in bed
baby tell me everything you need so i can catch my breath
and to be honest lately ive been feeling kinda stressed
i told you once and i'll tell you again
i was blaming myself cos im been losing some friends
when you ask me how i feel its better just to pretend
wish im always 17 maybe this is the end

noises playing in my ears
run my fingers through your hair
girl you know you look so pretty when youre pretending to care
i can tell that you dont like me i can see it in your stare  
anti social anti fun nothing left for me to care
going through phases and phases
you know i have this feeling when you come around i hate it
i dont need your love i dont need to be your favourite
tell me everything you want to tell me just dont fake it
what is your motive? 
i dont even know how to react
everything is blurry when im looking in my past
all the time that i wasted
i'll never get it back...
and i still see you when i close my eyes :(((

phases and phases

+ @sxulzel
prod me n @rans0m
my page dead asf so here
sample - i got 5 on it

lrycs
bitch I pull up, too busy making dollars
ima the real maufucka
sit back and count my guala, I’m on go
she wanna fuck, I got designer head2toe
when all the people want you it’s a sign that you a pro
Cuban link, shit covered in gold
boy you stink, had to plug my nose
I hit the plug up for some dro
kick her out the door, cuz she don’t fuck with sxulz

ima shoot the bank up with a mask on
(Yeah gooooooo)
high as fuck, yeah I’m really that gone
you say you don’t get no money, you can have some
you think all this shit is funny, boy don’t act dumb
treat these bitches like some moles, ima wack em
bitch I’m making decimals, ima stack em
talking shit and then a whole Lot of flack come

like do you really want a feature that bad bro?
like as far as yo can see, I’m and asshole
talkin shit, but it’s me in the castle
I know you hurting down deep, but you act cold
like bro you trippin
how many bullets fit in
like, one shot through his ear that pussy didn’t listen
yo shit ass yeah yo whole verse clipping
my whip fast, like I’m Homer Simpson
doing donuts
pussy you don’t know us
Empty out the whole case, leave him at the cold front
you think yo bitch bad? Yo shawty ain’t got no butt
you think yo mix good? Like maybe, but yo flow sucks

bitch I pull up, too busy making dollars
ima the real maufucka
sit back and count my guala, I’m on go
she wanna fuck, I got designer head2toe
when all the people want you it’s a sign that you a pro
Cuban link, shit covered in gold
boy you stink, had to plug my nose
I hit the plug up for some dro
kick her out the door, cuz she don’t fuck with sxulz

sxulz - head2toe (prod. motui x rans0m)

produced by @yashio20k n @1wasterr
additional production by me

featuring @counterxo, @muieternal, @1akura and @valberrie.

# @counterxo:
Baby I don’t wanna waste this chance
One last time I can hold your hand
Just you and me through the stars we danced
I’ll hold on even if you can’t
I swear I won’t fuck this up now
Wanna change but the past pulls me down
Call your name but it carries no sound
Could’ve left but I let myself drown.

## @mis4ortune:
if i have a chance, i will fix up all my fault
gonna rather bring u back, rather hate me to the core
being sick of my thoughts,
me and you inside my mind
fuck imaginations, wanna end my life

darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
im depressed and fucking tired
i know it was sad to see
darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
ion think I can survive
i know it was sad to see
i know it was sad to see

### @muieternal:
i dont want to live
like this
i been up on my own like nothin real
u said,
'i don't really about the things u did. forget.'
i'm still tryina let myself forgive, again

cant understand, just tell me how you feel
drugs that matter, make me heal
'i can't tell you' what's ur deal?
in the darkness, i conceal
all the scars that time won't heal
i gave everything for real
take forever, i cant feel
risin up my heart of steel

#### @1akura
n im doin all can when it comes 2 u
when i hear ur crys for help, yea i comfort you
can we try again
all these feelings in my heart i cannot make amends
yea i try n i try js to end up in hole
it seems like every single night im alwasy thinkin bout uu
yea im thnkn bout uuu
so can we try again?

##### @valberrie
now i just rly wanna see u
cuz i just don’t know what u been thru
and i know that i don’t wanna lose u
but why don’t u ever wanna come thru

i know it’s been a while
just wanna see u smile
im sorry that i had to move outta town
don’t wanna see u frown
but now ur not around
(I can’t help but hear these sounds)

## @mis4ortune:
if i have a chance, i will fix up all my fault
gonna rather bring u back, rather hate me to the core
being sick of my thoughts,
me and you inside my mind
fuck imaginations, wanna end my life

darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
im depressed and fucking tired
i know it was sad to see
darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
ion think I can survive
i know it was sad to see
i know it was sad to see

bitterness w/ counter, mui, akura, valberrie (yashio + wasterr)

Caught (prod. JewelryBoy)

Wizards (Negative Creeper X Sochi)

Produced by ily2 & Chris Marek
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

Back then, wasn’t doing well, oh
Last year wanted to kill myself
But I chose to be a loner
It’s better than being sober
My friends on fentanyl now
Can’t seem to be seen alone now
Shitty weather and this shit is cold out
Cheap drugs and the shit is sold out
It’s hard to believe that you wanna be with me
Oh, but mother always said
That this shit ain’t pretend

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore 

I’d shoot myself before I leave you behind
You’ve got the touch of serotonin in mind
You live your life without any repercussions 
I’m angrier than ever, take it out on percussions
I ain’t what you want, you ain’t the girl that I fucking loved
Yeah, something changed, there’s no other way
Either you leave before I run away
And I won’t lie, you’re better living life with someone else
But keep in mind, you’re someone that I love more than myself 

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore 

I’m breaking free from my cell
Fuck you, I wish you’re in hell
I hope you rot in the dirt
I wish that this shit would work

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
(You don’t love)
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore

mother always said [p. ily2 + chris marek]

Prod. Jhai and I

https://m.soundcloud.com/prod-jhai

https://m.soundcloud.com/mekelgiveemhell

CULPRIT + jhai + me’kel

Produced by Michael Harrison
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

When will you text my line?
I’m horrified, down to my spine
Don’t wanna be alive
I’ve been inside, I haven’t seen this sight of day or night
I’m so confused, I don’t understand all my thoughts yet
It’s hard to process
How I feel, it’s so unreal
I don’t want you to go, I’m tired of being alone
You won’t understand, girl, take my hand
Don’t leave me tonight, all I sacrificed
(All I sacrificed)

Uh, it was a lot, so much that I lost
I can’t get it back, I loved you a lot
But you never cared, you were never there
Oh, this shit ain’t fair, I wasn’t aware
That you left back to Render
Back to Render
I wasn’t aware, you went back to Render
You went back to Render

When will you text my line?
I’m horrified, down to my spine
Don’t wanna be alive
I’ve been inside, I haven’t seen this sight of day or night
I’m so confused, I don’t understand all my thoughts yet
It’s hard to process
How I feel, it’s so unreal
I don’t want you to go, I’m tired of being alone
You won’t understand, girl, take my hand
Don’t leave me tonight, all I sacrificed
(All I sacrificed)

sacrifices

sacrifices [p. michael harrison]

im really drunk and made a cover of toler

prod: DiLo
mix & master: DiLo

full interview:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RhDgbs-A2WU

performance video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36L0sgI5szY

all plats:
alleghenyrecords.fanlink.tv/dilo

ktd

DiLo