you’re holding me hostage 
been around the block so many times and im exhausted 
should’ve known id never be what you wanted 
so just stop it 
im getting nauseous
cause the thought of you is holding me hostage 
been around the block so many times and im exhausted 
should’ve known id never be what you wanted 
so just stop it 
im getting nauseous
i am a hostage 



Nothing makes sense now 
All I ever wanna do is lay my head down
Get lost in the cracks of my ceiling 
Become obsessed with the feeling 
That helps me forget you don’t think I’m appealing 
Why say it if you didn’t mean it? 
Didn’t have to be a secret 
Cause everybody knew anyway 
Fuck that shit, you can keep it 
But you’ll blame me anyway 
Still you can call me any day 
You’re like a sad song on replay 
I can’t get you out of my head 
But you make me wish I was dead 

i can’t go through this again, im exhausted 
let me go cause im just not what you wanted
im getting nauseous, so just stop it.

hostage (prod. pekarot x jolst)

happy birthday lil wet wet <3

written and performed by bedhead, lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae
mixed and mastered by bedhead & lil wet wet
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the batcave 3/16/22

birthday cypher w/ lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae (+ homecomingqueen)

treacherous *mo beats*

leaving

2 minutes (cian)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

in the club but it feels like im in space//
im asleep but i miss being awake

@makeangelscry on everything

i miss being awake

SPOTIFY

i miss being awake [prod. izoki]

winterfalls ft. chloe stankowski, vexle (prod. johnnyfriend)

I can feel, my chest caving in
what did u expect from me
I can't even help myself

can't even help myself (prod. xmichaelwarren)

lyrics 

lovedi3d:
Sitting here and I wait lose myself I’m not okay thought I had it all figured out but now I realize I’m such a clown I hate myself I hate my face so many flaws Ima damn disgrace want to see it all go away every little ounce of this pain. 

cutdeep:
I’m sorry that I cannot take your pain away it’s so hard to look you in your face okay and laid on the floor in pouring rain ask if me if I’m fine I’m not okay not okay and begone I won’t give up on you I can’t forget what I did to you 


lovedi3d:
Thought I had it all figured out but now I realize I’m such a clown I hate myself I hate my face so many flaws Ima damn disgrace.

disgrace ft. cutdeep (prod. aureola)

cold outside

Dandy: @user-254288029


p.s I left the open space as part of the song

Kawasaki♥ - cold outside (prod. dandy ♡)

saki!

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