HONESTLY THERES NOONE BETTER FUCKING UP OUR LIVES TOGETHER I WOULD TAKE U ANYWHERE ANYTIME NOT ANYBODY ELSE

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@ihatebixby
@tennis-player-348430837

if i ever leave w/ bixby (prod. tennis player)

Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

sorry stacey

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy 

prod me 

lyrics

i wiped my tears for you
nothing seems to matter when i’m next to u
you promised me you’d wait for me
so why am i
sitting in my bedroom
crying time to time
i know it’s not ur fault because

i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance
i can’t stand how other guys fuck with u whenever they can
though i know i won’t be here for long
i’ll stay here till i can’t uh
i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance

the other day
i said hi to u
and to my dismay
didn’t confess to u
i went out my way
and i said i’ll be here soon
and knowing i am
in a distant room

i hope it’s not too late to be transparent once again
not seven hi’s to byes just to continue off as friends
i care too much some times so i hold back until i can’t
the razor is my only friend that i can’t get it

off

with my head
with my head
uh

baby tell me why the xans don’t talk to me like u
is it something that i’m missing, cuz i’ll gladly fix it now
but at this moment i can’t figure it out

i wiped my tears for you
nothing seems to matter when i’m next to u
you promised me you’d wait for me
so why am i
sitting in my bedroom
crying time to time
i know it’s not ur fault because

i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance
i can’t stand how other guys fuck with u whenever they can
though i know i won’t be here for long
i’ll stay here till i can’t uh
i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance

stream :)

sorry stacey

(p. rodmadeit & endie )

lyrics:
tell me what you waiting for
only time can tell
so you don't have to say no more
baby watch your step
do not want to fall again
down to the floor
the stars turned dull
but I just can't let them go away
I know why
and im sorry I just couldn't
end it off this way
you don't know me
not the old me anymore
you don't know me
you don't know me at all
I know why
and now you're waiting for the day
you can tell me im wrong
I KNOW WHY

criticized by the internet
and ill take it
cause their numbers are worth
way more than they should be
and honestly
I cannot breathe right now
tell me what the fuck you want me to be
why you coming at my throat
like you wanting me dead, why now
I'll burn out
I'll come back just to take you down
fess up
told me that you knew what you were doing
but im head up
wish I fucking knew what I was doing
but I've held up
out of damn luck
with this re: love
came back in my life
but I didn't know this was set up

know us
just don't let me grow up
I'll watch the leaves as they fall
know you'll just oppose
hold up

promise you'll forget who you were before

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

produced, written, mixed by Bhertuy

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

lyrics:

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

walk u out the door
with my knife beside
oh god i can’t decide
this is it i can’t revive
no explanations from me
i know the glass half empty
i had to feel it complete

kay, run it back how would u like me to play it from start
cuz
problems ascending as soon as i take it too far
well
spoilers alert you’ve been talking to my facade
so
criminal’s minds got a criminal heart

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

haven

@jayya1k

(killnord)
you look so bad i’m into you 
i wish you felt the same i do 
don’t need that much, i’ll wait for you
i can’t escape the way you move
it’s not about me, it’s all about you
can’t reach your heart, is it bullet proof?
i fucking hate you yes i do
i just can’t stand the way you 
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

(jayya)
you know i hate when you lie to me
but i can’t overlook it girl you know that’s the pride in me
it’s been this way for weeks so it comes no surprise to me 
i shut myself off once again and deal with it privately 
i hate the way you always get what u want 
always put up a front 
i’m so tired of all the fighting can we just make up
i’m so tired of all the fighting i think we need to break up 
it’s been way too long

(killnord)
i swear you look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

spotify

so bad feat. jayya (okayjml)

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbCE0hHdXaE&ab_channel=Bhertuy

produced by me

1/3 of transparency

track 3 on may 12

my socials:
https://www.instagram.com/bhertuy
https://twitter.com/bhertuy

lyrics:

used to think way too much bout how people see me or treat me
now i let them say what they want cuz it ain’t my responsibility

you said he said she said sh
you shouldn’t let them in

you had what he hadn’t had
you point to what he had

you ought to let go what he has
(free yourself from ur sins)
(don’t ever let them in)

distraught from things ur still attached
(go look under ur skin)
(it grows before you cringe)

go look under
go look under your skin

blank my mind out from what happened last year cuz it ain’t matter
you got two choices either leave it or let your heart keep shattering

you said he said she said sh
you shouldn’t let them in

you had what he hadn’t had
you point to what he had

you ought to let go what he has
(free yourself from ur sins)
(don’t ever let them in)

distraught from things ur still attached
(go look under ur skin)
(it grows before you cringe)

go look under
go look under your skin

video :)

look under your skin

PROD @saiwai

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2STm4tGHWq0tqvbuhqBNzo?si=q86Xs-hrR_-_woNFBFvKHQ

lyrics 

Ill do almost anything 
for u to say how u feel bout me
Tellin me that im the one
But im sure ive heard eveything 
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn 
when its all up to u
U promise ull come thru
So tell me and ill think about it
Ill find my way around it
So tell me and ill think about it
Ill find my way around it 
So tell me and ill think about it 
ill find my way around it
When its all up to u
U promise ull come thru

@scrufff
you gon' play that card, play that card
you could prolly see the fainted heart, fainted heart
wanna laugh at me but ain't it hard, ain't it hard
go right back
its the reoccurrence in my head
I need reassurance in my dread
hop out with a 45
muhfucka I'm here if you gon cry
one soft tear, in your eye
don't come near, my side
wanna drive to the crib with a flat tire
got a knife in his ribs it wont backfire
mf took my heart with a flat iron
3 drinks to my side been a bad night

Ill do almost anything 
for u to say how u feel bout me
Tellin me that im the one
But im sure ive heard eveything 
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn 
when its all up to u
U promise ull come thru
Cmon boy u decide
Idc what u choose tonight
When its all up to u
And what u wanna do
Boy ill go for the ride
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn
When its all up to u
U promise ull come thru

you gon' play that card, play that card
you could prolly see the fainted heart, fainted heart
wanna laugh at me but ain't it hard, ain't it hard
when its all up to u
u promise ull come thru

up to u + scruff (sai)

sad song i made hope u like it

fucked it up, lost someone i trusted
after all maybe im just nothing
oh, don't go
laugh it off, guess it's always something
lost it all, watch it turn to dust and
fall, don't go

lost inside my mind i won't come back
i'll sit idly by cuz u like that
waste my time i'll wait till the morning
i can't lie, wish i could control it

reach

tell me everything i tell u that i wanna hear.


i wish i tld myself im fine but no i never cld
everyone else is telling me i nvr understood 
i swear theres no one else to go to
i dont rlly kno :/
i swear its never getting better
it dont rlly sho
all the ones that i luv nvr call me back
talk for once in a while then i mess up bad
taking that taking this over things i lack
put the mic to my lips n i dont look back

but can u say that u mean it?
dnt go to sleep yet
gun on my tongue
cuz im fiending for feeling
im always gone 4 the weekend
u h8 to see it
whine abt love cuz i act like i need it

ur so far away from me again
i lost everything go back to bed

if i ever leave w/ bixby (prod. tennis player)

saki!

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