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@ihatebixby
@tennis-player-348430837

if i ever leave w/ bixby (prod. tennis player)

Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

sorry stacey

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy 

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lyrics

i wiped my tears for you
nothing seems to matter when i’m next to u
you promised me you’d wait for me
so why am i
sitting in my bedroom
crying time to time
i know it’s not ur fault because

i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance
i can’t stand how other guys fuck with u whenever they can
though i know i won’t be here for long
i’ll stay here till i can’t uh
i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance

the other day
i said hi to u
and to my dismay
didn’t confess to u
i went out my way
and i said i’ll be here soon
and knowing i am
in a distant room

i hope it’s not too late to be transparent once again
not seven hi’s to byes just to continue off as friends
i care too much some times so i hold back until i can’t
the razor is my only friend that i can’t get it

off

with my head
with my head
uh

baby tell me why the xans don’t talk to me like u
is it something that i’m missing, cuz i’ll gladly fix it now
but at this moment i can’t figure it out

i wiped my tears for you
nothing seems to matter when i’m next to u
you promised me you’d wait for me
so why am i
sitting in my bedroom
crying time to time
i know it’s not ur fault because

i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance
i can’t stand how other guys fuck with u whenever they can
though i know i won’t be here for long
i’ll stay here till i can’t uh
i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance

stream :)

sorry stacey

fuck chine
flip of bixby's melancholy
by @mongbeats aka @1mistaa

mista - hope ##invasion anthem

Produced by Bhertuy & Yeezo

Hate how this turned out
You’re still mad at me
It haunts me in my sleep
Fucked up my self esteem
You know none of us was right all along
So there’s no point telling lies
I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life
Don’t get how you’re never past things I left behind for heights
You bring me back to places I left long ago behind

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Even say I like me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
Now I’m very fucking sure that you defo despise me
In another universe I know that you’re my wifey
Do you remember why I left ur house that night when I said bye to you
Do you remember how I felt when you called me and told me that I hate you
Do you remember how I felt when I took care the 3am of you who’s drunk as fuck
Do you remember how I felt when you took back the love I gave to you for someone else

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when i know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine

endlessly feeling my type of insecurity

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

produced, written, mixed by Bhertuy

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

lyrics:

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

walk u out the door
with my knife beside
oh god i can’t decide
this is it i can’t revive
no explanations from me
i know the glass half empty
i had to feel it complete

kay, run it back how would u like me to play it from start
cuz
problems ascending as soon as i take it too far
well
spoilers alert you’ve been talking to my facade
so
criminal’s minds got a criminal heart

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

haven

ep soon <3

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lyrics:

i wanted the best for u
i wish i could get to choose
what’s best for u

although i’ve hurt u more
than i could ever imagine
i didn’t expect you to do the
same right after

tears down running down my eye
people think i’m fine
they always think they’re right
tears running down her eye
whole world saw she cried
they all wondered if she’s fine
but what about me
u lack the patience to see
the original story
like honestly i’m not tryna be an asshole
this just how i feel oh
i put you over my health

i wanted the best for u
i wish i could get to choose
what’s best for u

although i’ve hurt u more
than i could ever imagine
i didn’t expect you to do the
same right after

although i’ve hurt u more
than i could ever imagine
i didn’t expect you to do the
same right after

best for you

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbCE0hHdXaE&ab_channel=Bhertuy

produced by me

1/3 of transparency

track 3 on may 12

my socials:
https://www.instagram.com/bhertuy
https://twitter.com/bhertuy

lyrics:

used to think way too much bout how people see me or treat me
now i let them say what they want cuz it ain’t my responsibility

you said he said she said sh
you shouldn’t let them in

you had what he hadn’t had
you point to what he had

you ought to let go what he has
(free yourself from ur sins)
(don’t ever let them in)

distraught from things ur still attached
(go look under ur skin)
(it grows before you cringe)

go look under
go look under your skin

blank my mind out from what happened last year cuz it ain’t matter
you got two choices either leave it or let your heart keep shattering

you said he said she said sh
you shouldn’t let them in

you had what he hadn’t had
you point to what he had

you ought to let go what he has
(free yourself from ur sins)
(don’t ever let them in)

distraught from things ur still attached
(go look under ur skin)
(it grows before you cringe)

go look under
go look under your skin

video :)

look under your skin

2/3 of transparency

track 3 on may 12

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

produced by me

lyrics:

“hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life”

oha
oh how u gon treat me like that
never have i asked that
or thought that
gave a fuck back
never read into it
so don’t bother me through it
im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

can’t chase a thing
in this damn life youll go blind

i’m not the one who decides what u plan by
im not the one who derives where ur art lies
i’m not the one who disguises my outside to infiltrate ur damn life

hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life

how did yall ever fly
thinking by this state of mind
thinking where the statement lies
knowing u ain’t crossing the line
the story writes itself
how could i pass it on to anybody but myself
this my responsibility
for my own damn health

bystander

tell me everything i tell u that i wanna hear.


i wish i tld myself im fine but no i never cld
everyone else is telling me i nvr understood 
i swear theres no one else to go to
i dont rlly kno :/
i swear its never getting better
it dont rlly sho
all the ones that i luv nvr call me back
talk for once in a while then i mess up bad
taking that taking this over things i lack
put the mic to my lips n i dont look back

but can u say that u mean it?
dnt go to sleep yet
gun on my tongue
cuz im fiending for feeling
im always gone 4 the weekend
u h8 to see it
whine abt love cuz i act like i need it

ur so far away from me again
i lost everything go back to bed

sorry stacey

Bhertuy

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