Retard

wasting away another shitty week
my future's looking pretty bleak
now all i do is fucking whine
and call kids faggots online
i know i should probably get some help
but i don't really care about myself
my life just seems so damn cruel
'cause i peaked back in middle school

i'm just another screw up that refuses to grow up
i'm stuck in hell and i can't tell which way is up
no luck, i'm so fucked
get fucked you bitch
don't try, just quit
i'm too unfit
i'm fried to shit

i'm going nowhere and i don't care
'cause i'm well aware my life's beyond repair
never worked out where i wanted to go
feels like it's too late
guess i was just too slow

everyone's passing me by
seems too pointless to try
all my friends outgrew me
act like they never even knew me
being me feels so humiliating
that's why i spend all day dissociating

i got no drive
don't feel alive
losing my mind
i'm out of time

Going Nowhere

lyrics:

Don’t act smart
Because you’re not
You talk and talk
And never stop 

I would pay
An awful lot 
For you to finally
Knock it off 

How much
Till you learn a thing
About your own
Uncertainty 

You act like you
Dance on strings
But shit, 
That couldn’t be me 


Put my brain
Into a box 
And tie my insides 
Into knots

Dirty shoes
And ugly socks 
I start my day 
With cough drops

Stupid thoughts 
Inside my head 
I lost my vape
Inside my bed 

Read her message,
Still on read
Hopefully 
She thinks I’m dead

I don’t try 
To overdose 
I just don’t wanna 
Feel this low 

But if that means
I overdose 
Then I guess that’s 
Just how it goes 

I’m not happy 
But I try 
I do my best
And wiggle by 

I just wanna
Feel alive 
Even if I have to
Die

i woke up suicidal because i couldnt find my vape

It was wierd and I don’t wanna talk about it

I had a dream we had kids

Computer Shy (XO_Willow Cover)

V tubers are a plague and annoying af 
(lyrics)  
(Verse 1)
 I dream of anime girls who tell me I can escape this world 
They know how much my life sucks, They know how hard I got fucked.    
(chorus)
You say that I'm killing myself 
I say that I'm escaping hell
point the trigger directly at my brain 
blast away at the source of my pain
(verse 2) 
I know it won't be painless 
it sure as hell won't be easy
but once I join them 
they'll do anything to please me. 
(bridge) 
you tell me not to kill myself 
your words are emptier than this broken hell
my only true support wants me to blow my fucking head off
one shot is all it takes , one shot and everything will be okay

Kill Myself

prod. miercoles
lyrics:

Always 
Keep
Your
Distance 

To 
A 
Certain 
Degree

I know
You know
exactly 
What 

You’re 
Doin 
To 
Me 

And I 
Know it 
Gets 
Hard 

You keep
It all
To 
Yourself but

Sometimes
I feel
Like 
You 

Never 
Want
The
Help 

Think
About 
Me
And 

What 
You’re putting 
Me 
Though

In n
Out 
The 
Fire 

Just to 
Be 
Next 
To you 

Don’t 
Place the
Blame 
Cuz 

I 
Dunno
What the 
Do 

If there’s
Anyone
To 
Blame 

I hope you 
Know 
That’s it
You 


You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We should
Really 
Talk about
It 

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2


You 
Said it’s 
Not 
Supposed 

To
Hurt
This 
Much 

No matter
What 
I 
Say 

I hope
You know
It still
Does 

Putting
Me 
Down 
Cuz 

You 
Can’t
Deal with 
Yourself

And
I’ve been
Waitin 
Around 

Collecting 
Dust
On 
A shelf

Get 
Me to
Part 
Where 

You 
Just 
Deal with 
Dirt

Every 
Time 
You 
Lie 

It 
Only 
Adds to
The hurt 

Stabbing 
My 
Back 
So you

Can
Bleed 
It from
Me 

Hurting 
Myself 

Cuz 
You’re 
Too stubborn 
To see 

That 
You put
Me in 
Positions 

Where 
I’m all 
Fucked 
Up 

I didn’t 
Know 
It’d hurt 
This much

To 
Be 
In 
Love 


You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We should
Really 
Talk about
It 

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2

You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We can’t 
We just 
Talk about
It?

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2

time is the #1 cause of death

still workin on the album

i was feeling so tired
slept through the entire
party, i'm partly awake and asleep
still tasting the vomit
i felt so fucking nauseous
passed out in the toilet
just for a couple seconds

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

the door's cracked open 
feel the draft coming in
the wind blows me away
into some place i've never been
but i think it's gonna shut
as im sat here remembering
my hands under the kitchen sink
i feel the blood spilling in

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

culling myself into somebody now
and the face on the back 
of my head's turning round
these days are just fading away
and i want them to stay right here

i want them to stay

Kitchen

Cover art by me

Lyrics:
Everything you say
Is another game
It’s all a sport to you
Everyday you play
And it’s all the same
I’m always the one to lose
You know what to say
I’m callin mayday
Wallow in pity and shame
Ain’t it god’s honest truth

I’m not your friend, I’m not your enemy
But for you I have no sympathy
I shuffle cards to play again
But the deck is rigged to burn my hand

Social distortion
Living abortion
Play all the greatest shits
Armed with precision
And indecision
But we’re gonna get through this
I fucking miss her
I can still fix her
Memories in my head
But it ain’t like that
I can’t just go back
And let it hurt me again

Walk the wire, rain of fire
Just a bad writer, sorting it through
Walk the wire, say a one liner
I’ll be coming back for you

Barbed Wire

When you get to the top
I hope you get pushed down 
If you ever get lost
I hope you’re never found 
You love to hear yourself talk
About how you’re so great
When you’re feeling so hot
I hope you realize it’s fake

You’re always acting
Nothing that you say is true
You’re not a good friend
There’s a reason no one likes you
You play a victim
Because That’s all you know how to do
I don’t care that I win
Just as long as you lose

When you start doing well
I hope you burn in hell
When things start going your way
I hope it ends in dismay
I used to not be this mad
But you made me feel this wrath
Now I just hope that you die 
And I will never comply

I hope all of your friends
Stop playing along 
I wish you wouldn’t pretend
That you did nothing wrong 
It’s not that hard to admit
But you’re fucked and stupid
I hope someday you realize
The weight of What you did

Bitch

i feel like shit
ever since i met you
and even though i try
i'm not gonna make it
i'll be dead soon
with my love dripping blood
maybe we'll meet again
i live hell i'll see you there

fluoride in my brain
my life is going nowhere
i don't understand
why you had to give up on me
with my love i'm dripping blood
cant make it stop i'm drenched and numb
fry my brain waste my time
empty mind bloodshot eyes

everyone i know is living in hell

anotha gez cover
dont take the song too seriously lolol

go listen to the original: https://soundcloud.com/gezebellegaburgably/christ-church-bible-study-club-1

christ church bible study club (gezebelle gaburgably cover)

art by: nostalgist 

lyrics:

throwing up everything I dreamed of one day

lying on a corner

all i have are two cigarettes in my pocket

the smell of beer rising from the back of my throat

a gun pointing at my head
goodbye

two cigarettes in my pocket

Im afraid of sex
If ive ever had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kinda weird to me

Take my
Take my everything
Give it right back to me
Wrap me
Give me a bow
Push me where you dare not go
Im not in style
Grind my teeth
I must confess that im afraid of sex
Even in my stagnance
Fix my problems
Make me and addict
Im afraid of sex
Make me and addict
Take me out back
Shoot me in the garden

Holding on to my eyes
Im so embarrassed
Holding on to my eyes
Kill me now
Im afraid of sex
Even if ive had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me

jjjjjr

Fried by Screentime

Fried By Screen Time

intro: A...C#m...A...C#m...Cm...Bm...D...Dm

A........C#m
I am happy
A.......C#m...Cm....Bm
I am happy to be sad
Bm ...........................................................D.............Dm
I've given up on trying to make you understand

A...........C#m
I am sincere
A...........C#m.....Cm.......Bm
I am sincerely full of crap
Bm...........................................................D.................Dm
When the irony ceases to help me cope with that

A......................C#m
All I make is noise
A........................C#m........Cm........Bm
Trying to express my point of view
Bm.........................................................D....................Dm
Empty words reverberate on nothing in this world

A..........................C#m
I speak into the void
A...............C#m........Cm........Bm
Curses to use against my soul
Bm..............................................D.............Dm
Echos to the eschaton forever to be told

A........F#m..D..........Bm
My oh my, why can't I
A.................F#m...D........Bm
change my life, valentine?

(cancer on society
caustic instability
crass insensitivity
product of modernity)

outro: D...Dm.... (A)

valentine (demo)

im so sick of it all
got no friends who care to call
and i am working all the time
its taking a toll on my mind

wake up go to work
come home late is it even worth it
up and repeat the very next day
i am wasting my life away

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

the day will come when im fed up 
and i decide to make the jump
and end it all and as i fall
ill think of my friends who didnt call
to see if im okay
they probably wouldnt care anyway
so lets just get it over with
cuz nobody cares about me shit

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

Fried By Screen Time

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