I have nothing to apologize for. I did everything I could.

credit to https://twitter.com/sh1nd3 for the cover art

fucked up
my life
and theres no going back

burning
all my time
and i feel so trapped

everyone hates me
feel like im going crazy
i feel stupid i fucked up theres not much else that i can do

i just dont want to feel this way
its getting worse everyday
these feelings i just cant contain 
i think that i am going insane

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

fucked up
my chances
and now theres no one left for me 

i just want
to end it
then i can finally be free

my friends and family think there is no saving me
nowhere left for me to go be better off six feet below

i just want to redeem myself
but cant admit that i need help
from everything that ive been through
i just dont know what to do

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

dejected

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

The Unlicensed Cover Album

Stop Talking

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getting fucked up every day
brains in a state of decay
tried to change my ways but i said fuck that
been alive for way too long
i dont think anybody will care when im dead and gone

never getting better
ill be fucked forever
got no friends dont leave my home 
i guess that i am dying alone

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

crashed my car into a wall
no one really cares at all
life has got me by the balls i really fucked up
wake up every fucking day
dont know why its all the same 
i dont like living this way

i really fucked myself
now im stuck in hell
i fucking hate everyone
so i dont care about anything anymore

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

FOR THE HELL OF IT (ft. DethTech)

GOIN' FISHING MIXTAPE OUT SOMETIME SOON #CAMOHOODLUMS2022 #CAMOCORE

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics: 

Ain't got time for your bitching
Gave me a choice I made a decision
You want me now but you were distant
You said we're done now you're dissing
Blowing up my phone like every minute
Acting like we just didn't end shit
So cut it out cause I ain't switching
Head to the lake I'm going fishing

Once i get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Nothing can ruin my day

Once I get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Bitch I'm going fishing today

Put some grizzly in my face
Snacking on some jack links
Sipping on my Gatorade
And I'm watching my spinner bait
Bitch why always hate
I'm doing fine I'm great
Its been like 20 days
Since you last begged me to stay

Once I get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Nothing can ruin my day

Once I get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Bitch I'm going fishing today

Goin' Fishing (Feat. Cameron Phlodge)

Pop-Phlodge x Chadpilled

Lyrics:
It's been a bummer for a while
I hardly ever smile
why does living feel so vile
cold heart like a reptile
and I got this dry ass phone
no text, no one, no hoes
wish I'd crash out on the road
and rot and die alone

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

you keep blowing up my phone
with pics of you giving dome
so I'll take the benz out to the road
crash into the lake
and drown there cold
as the water feels my lungs
I'll feel the bliss of a 1000 suns
just how the schizos speak in tongues
cause ill know my shitty life is done

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

I'm killing myself tonight I'll be dead by morning
and all of this fucking time I was shouting out warnings
I was crying for help from you guys and you fucking ignored me
so I'm killing myself tonight that's the end of the story

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

Oh God Why (Feat. Cameron Phlodge & Chadpilled)

ive got a guardian angel
he invented murphys law
im full of shit now lets be honest
heres why ill never get too far
you dont acknowledge me
im like a blurred out license plate
when you come up and talk to me
its like you dont know my name
but i dont want to be another faceless grain of sand
and i wont initiate
cus i hate who i am

im sorry little butterfly
i hurt you oh so badly
i had u in my palm u flew away and i got angry
i got a brand new guitar
i bled on the strings
listen to pinkerton and then youll know my pain
ill never be kurt cobain ill still blow out my fucking brains

you dont acknowledge me
im like a blurred out license plate
when you come up and talk to me
its like you dont know my name
but i dont want to be another faceless grain of sand
and i wont initiate
cus i hate who i am (x2)

Blurredoutlicenseplate

Cultist Girlfriend

song with @edgemaster42
we've been married seven times
in my head
just wait till i get the courage
to picture you in my bed
love or not its plain to see
youre just not the girl for me
my true match is a loaded gun
pointed straight at my head
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you 
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you

Why did i fall for your atupud grace
You clearly have no horse in this dumb race
Theres no continuity in emotional promiscuity
I can guarantee that

when
i realize 
im not an object
you
fall apart
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you
you fuckin hate my 
fuckin hate my guts

I’m Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room

UhOhSlater

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