my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Is It Over For Me?

edgelord

E, g#, A, g#

I’m out the door in the ford like it’s my 6 4
To the convenience store to get some 40s and more
Maybe some swisher sweets we can meet at the creek
We can take out our guns drive byes and hit and runs

Drinking lean with boys they will kill you for fun
Bunch of hoodlum Degenerates we got a taste for blood
Let me catch you talking shit and I’ll treat you like a bitch
Make you eat that fuckin curb block me again you fuckin nerd

Chorus
E, G#, A, Am
I don’t want to be a bad guy
Sick and tired of being that guy
Someone gotta be the bad guy 
I guess I’ve got to be that guy

Smoke

Gloomer (Fried By Fluoride) - Wasted (rare)

You have problems
I got problems too
But i guess it’s not
As bad as you

You don’t try to change it
Or think about your way
It’s over it’s over
Is all that you say

I don’t wanna be your friend
I don’t wanna know your thoughts 
Complain if you want but you
Really need to stop
I don’t care if your fine
I don’t care if your well
Bitch you say you wanna die you might as well

Must be so hard being you
Having nothing to do 

It’s pretty hard doing nothing all day
On top of that I have nothing to say
So sad this feeling won’t go away

You might as well

cant express what
I am thinking
words elude me
feel so damn foolish 

I feel so stupid
I feel so useless
I think so I'm so cringe
Im so retarded

Cant connect with
anybody
always anxious 
There's no one there for me

Is It Over For Me?

UhOhSlater