i will not disclose the amount of pain and suffering i had to endure in order to make this song's PMV possible, i had to edit it on a crummy iPad and was ultimately met with the repeated bashing of mental anguish at least 4 or 5 times but that's okay!!! it all turned out awesome in the end!!!!

this song features my very first pmv in case you couldn't tell!! I'm super proud of it, so PLEASE go check it out!!

the character's name is Aldora (she/her), and those are wings coming out of her head, not weird axolotl ears, I'm sorry :( devastating, i know
(the lore for this character as well as her... Relations with other existing characters are not established in its absolute yet; questions can be asked, but i do not guarantee they will all be answered :( )

all assets of the video were either drawn/taken by me! same goes for the music and the tuning :] no stealing, pls!!

i'll see you on the flip side! goodbye for now <3

❦

LINKS:
↳ Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1X7TMO2zyp-P58JPbsloc-bRy1edwZcawzSTxJgfbyZU/edit?usp=sharing
↳ Youtube / PMV: https://youtu.be/bpZX0EqLmKY
↳ Instrumental: (BPM - 100)https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Ql14J0IZ5LsBwZULq4b-uWwXQ4BtzEol?usp=sharing

Give Or Take (Original Song Ft. Gumi English)

made with synthesizer v and fl studio 20

LYRICS:
i'm all caught up in a spider's web
falling from a tree
happened to catch me
if you cut me loose, i'll plunge to my death
so just leave me be
(i'll be fine, i'll be fine)

oh i'm tangled up in a spider's web
and he comes for me
still despite my pleas
he is surely one to be reasoned with
if i just keep trying, trying, trying

ah~
i won't be eaten alive
eaten alive
ah~
get through it purely by
stubborn spite
ah~
i'll give him stomach aches
tooth decay
ah~
no way he'd do it
maybe we can be friends...?

~

i'm all wrapped up in a spider's web
he has tucked me in
put me right to bed
with his venomous bite
kisses me goodnight
well at least i didn't die outright

though i dream of what would've happened if
i'd have plunged back then
would i have regrets?

if i took your hand
let you rescue me
was my death guaranteed?

as i melt to sludge and he sucks me dry
could i have survived?
could i have survived?

now i curse my fate
though it's far too late
i'm a worthless bug who chose to die!

and despite my thoughts filled with poison
all my hate, my self-derision
nothing reaches the spider who's still alive

and he's building his webs
for the next fallen friend
while you watch and cry!

【Eleanor Forte】 spiderweb 【SynthV Original】

Caffè Latte

The Other One Left

Mourner’s Code Of Ethics - Original Song feat. Kevin Synth V

Five Nights at Freddy's by Scott Cawthon 
Family Comes First by scope_wad / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfhLYOIVOuo
music, illust / kian https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.bsky.social
vocal / GUMI SV https://x.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
MV / https://youtu.be/LFAyVsbG2P0
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FVM2J4rE5ILp7Vk928B0yeukGuXYVqwV?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
I could tell a lie
I thought we'd be fine
Despite the sun having died
I can hear you cry
God, I wonder why
You're not the one in the sky
I could tell the truth
If only you knew
How much I wish it was you
Lying in your room
My hatred for you
While seething, it stopped depleting
It grew

Ashes of the past
Come to take me at last
I rot in this mess
Hoping I end up dead
Dead for years on end
With all your new friends
I have no regret
I'd do it again

I'm a monster too
If only you knew
The hell that I put them through
I'd forgive you if I could
Don't give me that look
Cause things have since gotten worse

Ashes of the past
Come to take me at last
I rot in this mess
Hoping I end up dead
Dead for years on end
With all your new friends
My only regret that it couldn't end
After everything is torn apart
I'll get what I deserve
The atrocities I spread like a curse all will burn
And you'll go to heaven thinking none of this was ever real
Just don't tell me how you feel
I'll die
But, if it's worthwhile
I love you, my child

Family man.

Mad Libs

This was a little rushed so I'll probably hate it later when I have a clear head but here you go

Credits:

Song: GHOST https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJ5k-jf-8fzMGnpEy27X4DQ
Vocals/Mix: Me, Umber

【GHOST】 Two of a Kind 【Umber】

vocals by MAX
mix by Nagisa
(commission info here!! https://nagisa-en.carrd.co/#)

lyrics
-
Basically, I bet you'll see
At first, I'm not quite what I seem
Every day is just the same
Picking names, repeating faces
Everything is show and tell
And things are played off somewhat well
Holding hands, we're rather bored
Nothing lines up anymore
 
I could never understand
How first impressions go unplanned
Everybody hides their face
How could I have noticed?
Nonetheless, we're all the same
There's many things from where we came
Show a smile, we're rather bored
Nothing lines up anymore
 
Turn around about a new view
Bring about the fear inside you
Make a storm of tears and anger
Never mind, don't worry 'bout me
We've disposed of our contention
Do our best to avoid attention
"Just accept the things you know"
Well, maybe so...
 
Wait
What is going on here?
I'm a little out of sorts
I've been contemplating fallacies and things that scare me
"Why not try to let go?"
I've been feeling out of order
I'm allowing change, so take a good look;
This is me
This is what I've come to be
This is what I've come to be
 
Look away 'cause we forgot
The apathy that's tied in knots
Hearing our every thought
Everything is show and tell
And things are played off somewhat well
All because we're rather bored
Nothing matters anymore
 
Moving along, dancing along, playing along
I am
Waiting for it, preparing it, looking for it
I am
Feeling around, messing around, looking at you
I am
Laughing a lot, losing a lot, looking at you
I am
 
Oh, what the hell should I do?
I've been feeling out of order
I've been sorta noticing fallacies and things that see me
Surely you've always known
I'm a little out of sorts
First impressions reborn
This is what I've come to be
This is what I shouldn't be
This is what I wanna be

GHOST | the chattering lack of common sense | cover

- Lyrics -
I'm who you want me to be, I'll switch to the rhythm and I'll match the melody.
I'm what everybody needs, I'll solve every problem, think positively

Everybody loves what I am, what I do, what I say, it's all like a play and I'm centerstage
It doesn't matter what is right, cause I'm only living life to amuse, entertain all those who (reign)

I feel so incomplete. Counterfeit identity's
Act so i can please. No individuality
Decaying scraps of me make up a catastrophe
I am nobody. Fallen from reality

This isn't what I wanna be, I'm delusional, gullible, just a mindless freak
This is just an act but I can't change now, it's too late to break out

Everybody loves what I am, what I do, what I say, it's all like a play and I'm centerstage
It doesn't matter what is right, cause I'm only living life to amuse, entertain all those who (reign)

I feel so incomplete. Counterfeit identity's
Act so i can please. No individuality
Decaying scraps of me make up a catastrophe
I am nobody. Fallen from reality
(x3)


One, two, fall apart, there's nothing left of my dead heart
four, five, missing time lost inside the production line
One, two, played my part, broken from the very start
four, five, nobody- no one wants the real me

I feel so incomplete. Counterfeit identity's
Act so i can please. No individuality
Decaying scraps of me make up a catastrophe
I am nobody. Fallen from reality

Incomplete, fallen from reality (x4)

Incomplete ft. Meika Mikoto | Vocaloid Original

Youtube ver.: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFQ79jBUcIU

This song is about something I thought I had gotten over, but recently remembered it and realized it was something I still needed to cry about. It affected me and the way I act more than I thought it did.
I came up with this melody just by humming to myself, which I find nice. Singing this song to myself when I’m sad about what happened is really cathartic.
I know this song isn’t in my usual style, but I hope you all still enjoy it. Thank you for listening!

MP3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1o-4MzNg4ls6vbcvb0seV_wlxy5lVxJ1g
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1-Fxf8peJwLgZ9W5iCxkCPibRm77YJXJU

Lyrics:
Oh as I’m looking back on all the memories
I wonder why
You had forsaken me
Why I’m left behind
And while I’m looking back on all the memories
I try to breathe
But deep inside of me
There is no reprieve

(La…La…La…)

And maybe I can salvage
What’s left in your wake

But while I’m looking back on all the memories
I want to know
The reasoning behind
Why you had to go
And as I’m looking back on all the memories
I realize
You didn’t care enough
To say goodbye


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twitter.com/le_RIP_
ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
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drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

【GHOST】 Two of a Kind 【Umber】

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