Plan to be forgotten when I’m gone

Two adults in a hotel room
Turned in to happy children
Having fun, playing with toys
Eyes with an innocent sparkle 
that they had lost
To the outside
But this hotel room
Was a fortified shelter
And the outside can’t creep in

Cause they’re in the wonderlands
Where they can create everything

And they carried that room everywhere they went
Wizard with spells that lit up all realms
Playing house that only showed up
Where they were in the present 

They were in the wonderlands
Where they can create everything

Coward and also a queen
Little princess Only brave enough to say things she don’t mean
Running at the sight of a feeling 
She couldn’t bear that feeling
She can’t let him in

But he took a cab home
And she took a plane
And the room slowly disappeared
The outside creeped in

Coward and also a queen
Little princess Only brave enough to say things she don’t mean
Running at the sight of a feeling 
She couldn’t bear that feeling
No he is coming in
He’d ruin everything

And how is Eugene, is it next to the toy you put my scent in
Are they keeping each other company in the landfill they’re in
I have the broken bracelet
Just for safekeeping

Toys in a Landfill

Lyrics

Hey
How have you been
Is everything good
Are you ok

Hey 
lets talk it out
Im always open
Just don’t leave

There I go again
I won’t say a thing
Leave it on cruise control
Hide it behind walls
I dont wanna forget how you were
Howve you been

Repeat after me
Well talk it out
Im always open
I won’t leave

There I go again
I won’t say a thing
Leave it on cruise control
Hide it behind walls
I dont wanna forget how we were
How have you been
Not again not again
Will I find you again

Not again

There she goes again
God I need a friend
Fleeing out the walls
Dare she lose control
I dont wanna forget how we were 
How have you been
Not again ait man
So Ill see you again

There she goes again
There she goes again
Running up the walls 
There shes in control
I dont wanna forget how we were
How have you been
Not again ait man
Till I see you again

Cruise Control

Lyrics
 
Go on come out
Lets sit in our spot at the back 
and hear noise dissapear

Lets talk away
The moments we’ll never mention
So theyll fade out of view

I
cant have you fade
Hold on to the silence
Thats there

I’d
Take the dissaray
Than letting you out of my head

I’d let you fade
Leave the pain behind but
Thats all I have left of you

Id fade away
If it means that you will be well
But cant do it for you

Loss comes in waves
It only takes a word not said 
And a moment left too late

I
cant have you fade
Hold on to the silence
That stayed

I’d
Take the dissaray
Than letting you out of my head

I
See you in screens
Even in my dreams
You’re out of view

I
Can bare it now
Hate the silence 
we landed to

Our Spot

originally released october 29 2025. part of "many leaps into absurdity" album coming december 11, 2025. pre-order for 1 dollar here: https://pleasancehouse.bandcamp.com/album/many-leaps-into-absurdity

Eyes Wide Open

you love it so much
you can't let it go

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thank you nils frahm

so much

u me n em