AAAAAAAAAGH anyway
youtube upload - https://youtu.be/SAe-jfNlIgI
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMMgmXYzcLqZdqPoxXX?si=Qaw8iwHRTDiVRbwfCWATVw
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

- lyrics -
Some idyllic nonsense is all it takes to keep the mass in place
Staunch these foreign concepts that only serve to make us lose the race
Ticking by the hours, further further falling behind
Nothing left to placate, the only option left is to rewind

This cage that keeps me sane has no key but I don’t dare leave
There’s comfort in the watchful eyes that see through all my lies
Forsake any means of escape
Desperate for an exit

NO
Falling into unknown
The sour scent of the thoughts I left alone
Illusions that haunt my mind, yet ebb the pain
“You think that’s okay?”
NO
Isn’t it perfect?
This bittersweetness at only my expense
Of course, this is what is best
Who would have guessed that
Right off the bat my hopes would fall flat

Why must I have to be the one who suffers?
The takeaway is of little comfort
Regret
There are so many things I wish to forget
Can’t you see I’m not a threat
Yet...

I can’t help but wonder, why am I the only one who makes mistakes?
I don’t need a lecture, not even you have a clue what’s at stake
It’s not about attention, I’m already invisible
Sacrifice your feelings, and once again you’re so predictable

Everybody questions my brain
But they won’t dare to answer me a source for my pain
“Everybody’s equally to blame”
Dare I say that’s your new weakest claim
Preach to me about this that, it’s tit for a tat
And by the end of this week we’ll end our little spat
We’re under oath now, so let’s say our final vows
It doesn’t matter how, just wipe away that frown!

This cage that keeps me sane has no key but I don’t dare leave
There’s comfort in the watchful eyes that see through all my lies
Forsake any means of escape
Desperate for an exit

NO
Falling into unknown
The sickly sweetness of things I’ll never know
Suppress the thoughts that eat away inside
“The pain will subside?”
NO
It’s never perfect
Destroy that “ideal”
There’s no use lying here
I want you to be the one thing I fear

...
Hoping for something more
Than little things that have turned into a chore
How easy it all seemed then
What I would give to feel that again...
So, fall into unknown
And trust in lies that are out of your control
Let’s just forget the “why”
There’s no need to cry

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twitter - https://twitter.com/trashcookiez

epitome ft. mikoto [vocaloid original]

Ust by Nekei (converted to vsqx by cloudyyskie)

Art by me

Vocals by Defoko (Used by me) and v4flower (Used by cloudyyskie)

Original song by GHOST

Enjoy! :D

The Chattering Lack of Common Sense [ft. Defoko and v4flower] (Utau x Vocaloid Cover)

album-only song weehee (aka it's old and i never made a video for it)
listen on other services too, or buy it if you like :3

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMM...
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

- lyrics -

this life deemed useless, so it seems
we’re listless in the face of needs
if we can’t live on, who would we hurt?
if we can’t move on, will we be of worth?
it’s just a lie i wanna believe
this stagnant sky’s even colder than me
it’s too late now, i’ll steal your smile
living on just to hope it’s worthwhile

how rude of me to mislead your trust
it’s not that often i meet someone who’s enough
entertain extremities, ignoring what won’t benefit me
catch up fast before you’re left in the dust

oh, so you so you see
i’m lost in would-be’s
ah, dontcha dontcha know?
it’s hard to let go

laugh in the face of danger and stop being so concerned
treat myself like a stranger and ignore how my heart burns
“isn’t this a bit weird?” questions asked upon uncaring ears
ignore the pain! before it’s too late, pour it down the drain!
play with these emotions, the perfect poison made for me
an unrelenting agenda to bleach all that’s filthy
saying what i shouldn’t, numbing myself to the cost of love
this problem is so easily solved by weakening my resolve

if you insist, i won’t resist
i’ll love you too even if i have no clue
being impure’s the only thing for sure
this bitch of a life always makes us do what’s right

lined up against all the hearts i stole
these apologies are out of my control
if everybody agrees, i’ll keep on spouting pleasantries
whatever it takes to finally be whole

a life lived reckless, so it be
corrupted morals “set you free”
in agony, we raise the stakes higher
smiling on, adding fuel to the fire
play along! it’s multiple choice
follow the rules and don’t use your voice
that’s quite simple, don’t you agree?
so stop looking for what you cannot be

oh, caught in a deadlock
i’m against the clock
ah, dontcha dontcha know?
i’m still looking for

remedies to these tendencies
we crawl through the sludge for everyone to judge
ah, can’t you see all these penalties?
being of use is just my excuse

cry at the feet of hatred, pure white’s what you’re thinking of
i’d spill everything inside to fill it with your love
“isn’t this a bit sad?” questions asked upon uncaring ears
ignore the pain! before it’s too late, pour it down the drain!

accepting the sting of danger, i guess it’s finally my turn
liable for my own actions, “sorry’s” that were never earned
“isn’t this the ending?” questions asked upon the one who’s left
ignore the pain before it’s too late
pour it down the drain

play with these emotions, ever dirty’s all you’ll be
an unrelenting agenda to bleach all that’s filthy
doing what i shouldn’t, numbing myself to the pain of shame
this problem is so easily solved by weakening my resolve

if you insist, i won’t resist
i’ll love you too even if i have no clue
being impure’s the only thing for sure
this bitch of a life always makes us do what’s right

and just for once in your gray stained eyes i finally want to do what’s right

bleach ft. flower [vocaloid original]

More info on youtube - https://youtu.be/4jcxDN_8rpo

エンゼル92 (Angel 92) - Kasane Teto UTAU Cover

iya iya yo! | イヤイヤヨ! [kasane teto]

I don't care about my worries - yukkuriK / Teto SV

whoop whoop ultra rupture remake
i love kiyoteru
vsqx, tuning mixing by me
art by umetani atarō
original: slave vvr

『わっれっちゃう。』【氷山キヨテル】cover

forgot to put this on sc lol woops
song: maretu
ust: mimisan15 https://youtu.be/8D9HY75-ads?si=_ZrL45gqHDs4U-cy

【GACHAPOID V3】NEW DARLING【VOCALOIDカバー】

Song:‍ 虚無さん (Nihil-san) by ¿? shimon: https://youtu.be/jaCSrluJBUE
UST / Tuning by me
Singer: Number Bronze (VBs: nebula, eriu, whisper)

Original upload: https://youtu.be/gK9iF_tgDlk

【Number Bronze】‍‍ 虚無さん (Nihil-san) 【UTAU Cover】

Original: GHOST, PRiNZ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWblq1QE2gg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISSzDAdnEW4

Original SVP: shishikusas  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlep2zXhSHY
ENG SVP conversion: utatanep1ko  

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yi Xi 
Software: SynthesizerV Pro
Lyric Translation: Polycerate Majesty

【Yi Xi】In Iolite【ENG SynthV Cover】

Original/SVP: MonochroMenace  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8vjHOyVxUA

Tuning: me + utatanep1ko
Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yohio_Eng, Ruby (harms), Yuma (breaths)
Software: VOCALOID4, VOCALOID6, SynthesizerV Pro
Vocal Renders: utatanep1ko

【YOHIOloid】MINIMUM RAGE【VOCALOID Cover】

20 𖦤 somewhat of a vocalo p 
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『わっれっちゃう。』【氷山キヨテル】cover

ren