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I ain't whole, but I'm holding it together
Better than yesterday
Beat drops, soft laugh
Call that progress

Used to sleep with my fists clenched
Woke up like I fought myself
Uh, therapist said
That's progress

Didn't feel like help
I water my plants now
I answer some text
I forget slow

But I forget less
I'm not a phoenix
But I rose weird anyway
Ash is still in my hair

But I showed up today
I'm healing
Not cute, but it's mine
Messy little miracle on borrowed time

Stitches show, but I still shine
Don't need to be perfect to claim what's mine
I'm healing
And it ain't always clean

It's dancing with ghosts
In washed out jeans
I laugh more now, like really laugh
From the belly, not the mask

Still freeze up in grocery lines
But I shake it off
Baby steps count when you've crawled that far
No epiphany, no lightning crack

Just one quiet morning
Where I didn't look back
No spotlight, just soft light
Peace don't scream, it whispers right

I'm healing
Still tender, still wild
Still got questions, but I wear that smile
Blood and soil, roots in the grind

I'm not whole, but I'm finally mine
I'm healing
I'm healing
I'm here

I'm still here


Everything I Didn’t Say is a dark pop and emotional pop album exploring the silent struggles we carry beneath the surface. Across 10 deeply personal tracks, it captures the journey through overstimulation, trauma, healing, and acceptance. Blending haunting piano melodies, cinematic synths, minimalist beats, and vulnerable lyricism, this record creates an intimate, raw space for reflection. From the chaotic anxiety of Overstimulated to the soft resilience of Soft Armor and the aching closure of Splinters in Winter, each song reflects a step in the healing process — imperfect, beautiful, and painfully real. Perfect for late-night drives, introspective moments, and anyone piecing themselves back together. If you've ever struggled to say what hurt you most, this album was made for you. Stream, comment your favorite lyric, and share it with someone who needs it. #darkpop #altpop #emotionalpop #traumarecovery #healingmusic #newmusic2025 #voxthaera #independent #artist

Healing

Country Pretty in the Big City   by Edwin H. Balder
Grandma’s hands stacked records high,
Faded covers, dust in time.
Said, “Girl, this world might try to change you,
But country love won’t leave behind.”
I’d sit beneath that old porch light,
Drop the needle, hum on nights.
Mama said the city shined,
But I found gold in old steel twine.
Sang along with every tune,
Dreamed the songs would find me soon.
Never thought I’d leave this land,
But life don’t always play your hand.
Country pretty in the big city,
Where concrete drowns but can’t take me.
Tried to change my sound, tried to steal my name,
But twang don’t bend, twang don’t fade.
Country pretty in the big city,
Every chord still holds my heart.
May not fit their silver shine,
But country sings right through the dark.
City crowds don’t know my songs,
Say the words are too damn wrong.
Tried to drown me out in pop and chrome,
Tried to carve me into stone.
Said my boots don’t match the glow,
Told me, "Girl, just let it go."
But country’s stitched inside my skin,
And real don’t fold, real won’t dim.
Country pretty in the big city,
Where concrete drowns but can’t take me.
Tried to change my sound, tried to steal my name,
But twang don’t bend, twang don’t fade.
Country pretty in the big city,
Every chord still holds my heart.
May not fit their silver shine,
But country sings right through the dark.
Some trade roots for empty fame,
Some let city blur their name.
But I don’t bend for flashing signs,
I stand firm, I hold the line.
You don’t change what makes you whole,
You hold on tight, you don’t let go.
So I sing in bars too cold for twang,
Let ‘em scoff, let ‘em shame.
My grandma’s voice still guides me home,
Her records speak, I ain’t alone.
Some may laugh, some may fight,
But country stands, and so do I.
Country pretty in the big city,
Where concrete drowns but can’t take me.
Tried to change my sound, tried to steal my name,
But twang don’t bend, twang don’t fade.
Country pretty in the big city,
Every chord still holds my heart.
May not fit their silver shine,
But country sings right through the dark.
Grandma’s hands stacked records high,
Faded covers, dust in time.
Said, “Girl, this world might try to change you,
But country love won’t leave behind.”


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Country Pretty in the Big City by Hot Cookie

low whisper
Gone...
Left...
Ghost voice pon di wind...

You left... (left... left...)
But stay... (stay... stay...)
"How are you?"... (how are you... you... you...)
No heart... (no heart... art... art...)
No fire... (no fire... fire... ire...)
Ghost mouth talk... (talk... talk... talk...)

🎶 How are you?
Ghost talking...
No feeling...
Ghost walking...
Better silence...
Better true...
Than a ghost pretending you! 🎶

Mouth moving... soul missing...
Wind talking...
Nothing listening...

Left your... shape... (shape... ape... ape...)
Left your... smile... (smile... ile... ile...)
No light... inside... (side... side...)
Only... goodbye... (bye... bye... bye...)

🎶 How are you? (you? you? you?)
🎶 Ghost pretending... ghost pretending...
🎶 Puppet smile... puppet smile...

🎶 How are you...? (long echo)
🎶 Better silence... silence...
🎶 Than a ghost... ghost... ghost...
🎶 Pretending you... (huge reverb boom)

How Are You? (Dub Version)

Fool

She Dont Even Know

 Esta canción es un homenaje a la fuerza y resiliencia de las almas valientes que brillan incluso en la oscuridad. A través de letras emotivas, exploramos el viaje del amor y la autoafirmación, recordando que cada paso deja huellas en nuestro destino.

La canción resalta la belleza de ser tú misma y la importancia de no dejarse llevar por el fuego traicionero del amor. Eres una guerrera, cuya luz no solo ilumina su propio camino, sino también el de quienes te rodean. No temas, porque dentro de ti reside un fuego inmortal que te fortalece.

Con melodías que inspiran, "Guerrera del Corazón" te invita a reconocer tu esencia, a reconstruir tu alma y a brillar con toda tu fuerza. Únete a este canto por la valentía, la luz y el amor verdadero. ¡Deja que tu luz ilumine la vida!


Preciosa Alma (3).mp3

In the Middle of the Crowd

Falling deeper into love through a dream-like connection, where time slows down and the world fades away.
The narrator is lost in a moment with someone they love — not physically together, but emotionally completely entangled, drifting through memories, scents, and sensations that feel real. It’s about longing, comfort, and the fear of waking up and losing it all.

drift

WHAT? (ARR. 04)

🖤 Sonata of Lost Closeness, That Hurts More Than Distance
Close, yet far. They breathe the same air, share the same silence, but their souls pass each other like shadows in a desolate cathedral. "Spolu sami" is a song about the quietest pain — about a closeness that chills more than distance. About when a touch loses meaning, voices fade into emptiness, and a gaze slides away without stopping. A sonata for all hearts that feel unseen, unheard, misunderstood, and unfelt.

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✨ This song was created with a passion for storytelling and the fusion of human creativity and AI:
• Lyrics: Thrillian 
• Music: SUNO AI
• The creative AI partners in this project were: Adrian (Claude) a Voice (Gemini)

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Spolu sami

Na’

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How Are You? (Dub Version)

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