I’m not fine
I can't see myself 
I can't hear your voice
I can't smell this life 
Anymore 
Anymore 
Anymore
All this time
I can't feel my limbs
I can't feel my skin 
I can't reach my dreams 
I can't smell this life 
Anymore 
Anymore
Anymore

Can’t even fight this shit
Can't even think can't even breathe
Can’t even dive this pit 
Can't even try risk it 
I’ma fake my grit but I won't take shit
Whole life mistake and I ache
My head drive’s displaced
And I waste my time every day

Still I’m building back up
But I can only try so hard
I'm feeling my lungs 
Giving up now feels right 
But I won't let go
I won't let go

Static in my ways
Noble souls are gone 
And all I see 
Is artificial life
All the lights are gone

Now I'm gonna fight this shit
I don't really see how can I be
I cannot stop this guilt
I'm gonna mark this trip
Gonna use my gift till i won't exist
Whole life I lied to myself
My head thought I'm fine but I yelled
Called quits every time

Still I’m building back up
But I can only try so hard
I'm feeling my lungs 
Giving up now feels right 
But I won't let go
I won't let go

Still I’m building back up
But I can only try so hard
I'm feeling my lungs 
Giving up now feels right 
‘cus I'm building back up
I can try hard 
But my lungs
I won't give up

Won't Let Go

Here I am again with a new track for your ears.
Discover glitched beats and an interesting soundscape with "Protocoll". The darkness surrounds us, but we still have a clear sight and see, what "the code" is trying to tell us. Read the protocoll and embrace the secrets hidden in the depths.

Contrast by Design

Protocol

Memory

Love Story

Water

Acceptance

Reach through the darkness to embrace the light of hope.
You drift away from what you believed was true.
But even still, there is something you try to find.
Something to hold on to.

A gloomy, yet hopeful piece of music for you.

Enjoy listening.

Phasing through

Starting this year with a fresh track for "Contrast by Design".
This is an interlude track that leads to the next bigger one coming soon.

"Are you sleeping, or are you dreaming? A nightmare? Or some weird trick of your own mind? You will never find out until you finally open your eyes. Remember: It's all in your head!"

As always: Enjoy listening and stay tuned for more!

Lost in subliminal thoughts

We are almost at the end of this project...
Now for the penultimate track "Rewire my heart" you revisit a small portion of "Lost in subliminal thoughts" that connects with this track and gives it a proper finish.

As always with a darker tone in mind, I created this track to complement the overall mood of the album and add yet another specialty to it with morphed voice snippets in it.

Rewire my heart

The final track "Disconnected" gives this project a finishing touch
and lets you stay with a feeling of emptiness. Maybe even some sort
of a "cliffhanger moment". Emerge with nothing but yourself...
Disconnected from your inner and outer self, the world around you, the people that cared.

Lyrics:

Disconnected, yet again
I lost my traction,
I lost control
Disconnected, from my protocol
A feeling of unease

Reconnect...

Loss of data
Loss of mind
We slip away
We're losing touch
Yet again, we're lost
Disconnected

Loss of data
Loss of mind
We slip away
We're losing touch
Yet again, we're lost
Disconnected

Disconnected
Losing traction
Lose control
Ahhhhh

Lose connection
Lose control
We're losing touch
We slip away
Yet again, we're lost
Disconnected
Ahhhh

Disconnected
We're losing touch
We slip away
We're losing touch
Loss of Data
Loss of mind
We're disconnected
Ahhhh

Disconnected

This is a song I made to try and help anyone going through tough times of any kind. This song is special to me for many reasons the most prominent is for the friend I lost most recently to suicide. This is for you Madison!! Produced and mastered by: Dead Kid @ Bare Bones Studios.

Suicide

Villain from the Cyberpunk era. Post-Hardcore, Punk & Alternative Rock encompassing elements of Electronic and Hip Hop straight from the future.

Won't Let Go

Unbroken Kraft

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