REBOUND

calma

Day 1 - Rhodes on the Coast

New year
I die
too soon
wrote song
cant cry
Im on
borrowed time

you leave
i lose
I leave
you choose?
be smooth
unfortunately im not that guy


I carry poems in my pocket full of euphemisms 
who’ll get em?
Laid on the ground  target on me wonder who’ll hit em
marksman?
I got bad marks, man
flunked outta college and my life losing heart man
stressed out
fears gettin fleshed out
Anti-social
that song is my best now
Stayed up all night
just to take a test now
failed it damn.

I aint gotta plan
ion know shit 
easy to manipulate my friends 

damn

how I get you out that jam?
Used advice from a book I used to read
when I used to be on brand

man

Risu gave up again?
The third time this year and the aint spun again
im uglier than France
ode to places I would prance
now to speak my name wouldnt even mae me dance

New year
I die
too soon
wrote song
cant cry
Im on
borrowed time

you leave
i lose
I leave
you choose?
be smooth
unfortunately im not that guy

But im tryna be
honor me
I know I fail dishonorably
20 mood swings cause my stress stay in charge of me
Health bad
i cant read the wealth map
sometimes I think money only way I get myself back
overthinking conversations while I hold myself back

burst of socialization 
turned into the worst experience love
I dont ever wasted
and I make rash decisions
and I cant even face em
but im 10 toes
at the point where I would even love to see the friend zone
People I cant let go
Pointless like I got a bowl rice and the only protein is a pot full of neckbones
im not chewing that
seem thats my dreams dont understand that im never ever moving back

nigga all them people gone
Risu speak a weaker tone
used to glow a smile that would warm you to the coldest bone
now all I got to make me happy is this loyal phone
That I wrote these raps in
Take me before your captain
this the typa lame shit I cant get the chance to caption

LSD (Lake Shore Drive)

Unc John