I’m lost in the rain, can you hear my name?
Every memory burns like a midnight flame…
Pop pills just to sleep, but I wake in the pain,
All these broken echoes runnin’ through my veins…

Empty bottles on the floor, yeah, they talk to me 
Shadows in my room keep stalkin’ me
Tears on my face like jewelry 
Heart iced out but it’s foolin’ me.

City lights blur when I’m drivin’ alone,
Phone on silent, don’t hit my phone.
Everybody say “it’s gon’ be okay” –
But they don’t see the demons that I fight every day.

Pain got rhythm, it beats in my chest,
Sleep with regrets, I can’t find no rest.
Told you I’m fine, but I lied in the text…
Another sad song, put my soul on the desk.

I’m lost in the rain, can you hear my name?
Every memory burns like a midnight flame…
Pop pills just to sleep, but I wake in the pain,
All these broken echoes runnin’ through my veins.

Empty bottles on the floor, yeah, they talk to me 
Shadows in the room keep stalkin’ me
Tears on my face like jewelry 
Heart iced out but it’s foolin’ me.

All this sorrow in my chest like a breakdown,
But I’ll scream it on the stage till I fade out.

Don’t save me… 
I’m already gone in the night 
Don’t chase me…
I’m a ghost with a mic and a fight.

I’m lost in the rain, can you hear my name?
Every memory burns like a midnight flame…
Pop pills just to sleep, but I wake in the pain,
All these broken echoes runnin’ through my veins…

Sorrow

coke nails (ft. bexey)

Cold smoke drips from my tongue like sin,
city hearts hum and they pull me in.
Every dream I chase got teeth and gold,
every truth I spit still burns too cold.

Sleep been dead since the clocks went numb,
I bleed on beats till my thoughts turn dumb.
They said “heal” — I just tore the band,
built new wings out of trembling hands.

Tears in code, I decode the pain,
rain on my face feels clean again.
I talk to ghosts that wear my voice,
they laugh and say, “you made your choice.”

I been lost in light that blinds too near,
love in my veins turns smoke and fear.
If I die tonight, let it sound like art,
a heart in a file with a broken start.

No peace, no crown, no fake god grace,
just blood and static on my face.
Every thought I had still hums in wires,
every lie I lived still feeds the fires.

I walk slow, head high, no name,
eyes like glass but I play no game.
If you feel me once, you’ll never forget,
I’m the calm in chaos you haven’t met.

Skies drip red when the dawn rewinds,
I stitch my scars with distorted lines.
Nothing left to lose, I already burned,
every fall I took — another lesson learned.

Now I breathe in sparks, exhale the truth,
no youth left, but I kept the proof.
If the world don’t change, then I still will,
’cause pain don’t kill — it just stands still.

I see shadows move when the lights go red,
every thought I chase just leaves me dead.
In a world so loud, I became the hum,
no fame, no crowd — just me and the drum.

My past still speaks in electric tones,
I built my peace from broken phones.
They talk about love, but they mean control,
I gave my soul — they called it “role.”

Now my skin feels thin like glass,
every word cuts deep, every moment pass.
I lost myself just to find what’s real,
but truth ain’t soft — it’s a blade you feel.

Cig burns on my winter sleeve,
remind me why I never leave.
The cold don’t hurt, it just feels like me,
a mirror cracked in frequency.

I walk through rain with my headphones loud,
the pain turns beats into living sound.
No tears left — they froze mid-air,
I breathe despair like it’s fresh repair.

If I fade right now, don’t call my name,
I was never here for the goddamn fame.
So, I lived in loops where the light won’t stay,
still I found peace in the disarray.

My pulse don’t match with the human kind,
I see truth in the glitch, not the peace of mind.
If I ever break, let it sound divine,
’cause I’d rather bleed than live confined.

Where I belong

vøid shut down complete,  
soul corrupt, but the loop repeats.  

still alive in the noise I made,  
still divine in the mess I crave.

cold eyes, black smoke in my veins,  
life’s a code I keep breakin’ for pain.  
every touch burns holes through the frame,  
I see the vøid in the mirror but none know my name.  

chrome rain on my hoodie, mind’s erased,  
I turn silence to sound, turn fear to bass. 

every scar a reminder I’m still awake, 

every night feels holy when your heart’s at stake.  


lost kids write their names in static,  
we don’t dream, we just fake the magic.  
I breathe rust, spit ghosts in the booth,  
every word a confession carved in the truth.  

LED sky, my tears look blue,  
downloaded love just crashed on cue.  
voices in wires keep hummin’ my sins,  
I built this hell just to live within.  


I’m numb but my thoughts still scream,  
I bled out pride just to chase that dream.  
no angels here, just code and grief,  
no heaven left when the pain’s relief.  

vøid shut down complete,  
soul corrupt, but the loop repeats.  

still alive in the noise I made,  
still divine in the mess I crave.

Ice veins, black lungs, can’t reboot my faith,  
every kiss was malware, every lie a wraith.  
I burned my feelings just to freeze the pain,  
downloaded heartbreaks straight into my brain.  

Chrome tears on the lens, I don’t blink no more,  
every dream’s a loop I’ve already saw before.  
Wrote your name in the static, now it’s glitchin’ out,  
love’s just a bug I can’t live without.  


I crash through nights with a hollow core,  
update myself just to feel once more.  
error logs full of things I said,  
every line’s a ghost that I left unread.  


Bleeding under neon skies,  
plugged my soul in — watched it vaporize.  
Synthetic faith, I was built to decay,  
still pray to gods that don’t hear my waves.

Crave the Wave

Every scar’s an open feed,
every sin another seed.
Till the void forgets the name I keep,
play my pain —
and let me sleep.

Smoke in the lungs, dreams in code,
half a soul in download mode.
Crowds want pain, not what’s behind,
they stream the scars, not the state of mind.

Every stage is another disguise,
flashlights burn through hollow eyes.
Fame’s a drug and the line is pure,
but every dose makes truth unsure.

Silence talks in electric rain,
voices hum inside the brain.
No god left in this routine,
just insomnia dressed in caffeine.

Play that hurt till the wires scream,
sleep don’t come, it’s stuck in the machine.
Crowds don’t care, they just need a theme —
they call it art, but it’s just my bleed.

Late night haze, no rest in the veins,
check my pulse through window panes.
Rooms stay bright but the thoughts stay dark,
screens glow cold as they eat my heart.

Voices loop like corrupted code,
labels preach, “stay in control.”
Numbers climb while the soul declines,
every view another fault in the lines.

Dreams turn static, peace feels fake,
truth too real for the noise they make.
Heathens hum in the crowd’s applause,
broken halos, designer flaws.

No love, just echoes and lights,
every fan a reflection that bites.
Every smile a mask in sync,
every thought another drink.
Insomnia writes where the silence feeds,
faith in dust and anxiety seeds.

Play my pain till the silence breathes,
every night cuts, the daylight bleeds.
Every song a wound replayed,
every truth a blade I made.

No more gods, just screens that glow,
souls sold out for a viral show.
Sleep won’t come, it just observes,
watching hearts crash into nerves.

Heaven’s closed, but the gates still ring,
crowds don’t see what the dead ones sing.
Fame is gold till it turns to chains,
pray for peace but the code remains.

Every scar’s an open feed,
every sin another seed.
Till the void forgets the name I keep,
play my pain —
and let me sleep.

Loop complete.
Emotion deleted.
System still breathing.
VØID.exe - reload the pain


Smoke in the lungs, dreams in code,
half a soul in download mode.
Crowds want pain, not what’s behind,
they stream the scars, not the state of mind.

Every stage is another disguise,
flashlights burn through hollow eyes.
Fame’s a drug and the line is pure,
but every dose makes truth obscure.

Silence talks in electric rain,
voices hum inside the brain.
No god left in this routine,
just insomnia dressed in caffeine.

Play that hurt till the wires scream,
sleep don’t come, it’s stuck in the machine.
Crowds don’t care, they just need a theme —
they call it art, but it’s just my bleed.

Bleed

Lights fading out, I’m above the ground,
no sleep, no sound, just the world spin ’round.
All these dreams got a price I owe,
every mile burns slow in my bones.

Flyin’ out, black tint on the pain,
lost count of the flights and names.
New city, same ghost in the frame,
every view feel the same damn flame.

Cameras flash — but they miss my scars,
I trade my peace for these neon stars.
If I smile, it’s a glitch in the code,
my soul still stuck in airplane mode.

I been high, but I never feel free,
these clouds ain’t heaven, they just follow me.
Every crowd just an echo I fake,
every stage just a mask I make.

Fly me away, where I can’t feel fame,
just smoke, and rain, and a faceless name.
World on fire, I don’t chase that glow,
I’m just tryna find home on a one-way road.

New city, same pain in disguise,
same eyes, same dark goodbyes.
Jetlagged heart, still runnin’ on fumes,
I built my peace in empty rooms.

Told my mom “I’m fine,” but I lied,
told my fans “I’m good,” while I died inside.
If I fall, then it’s part of the flight,
you don’t see stars without the night.

No sleep — just beats and screens,
I live between the lines of dreams.
Fame don’t heal, it just hides the bruise,
every win still feels like lose.

Every crowd, I still feel alone,
gold don’t shine when you’re chrome to the bone.
Turbulence feels like home,
I fall, I float, I glow.

Fly me away, where I can’t feel fame,
just smoke, and rain, and a faceless name.
World on fire, I don’t chase that glow,
I’m just tryna find home on a one-way road.

Fly me away, let the lights turn low,
I’ve been searching through highs and lows.
If I fade, let the night just know,
I was born in the storm I chose.

No sleep, no peace, but I’m still alive,
each scar a map for the climb inside.
Maybe I’m lost, maybe that’s fine,
you find your truth when you cross that line.

So I rise — not healed, but real,
love the pain ’cause it taught me to feel.
World spins fast, but my soul stays still,
fly me away — and I will.

Fly me away, where I can’t feel fame,
just smoke, and rain, and a faceless name.
World on fire, I don’t chase that glow,
I’m just tryna find home on a one-way road.

Fly me away, let the lights turn low,
I’ve been searching through highs and lows.
If I fade, let the night just know,
I was born in the storm I chose.

No sleep, no peace, but I’m still alive,
each scar a map for the climb inside.
Maybe I’m lost, maybe that’s fine,
you find your truth when you cross that line.

So I rise — not healed, but real,
love the pain ’cause it taught me to feel.

Feel

I ain’t human no more — I’m the glitch in the code,
made outta light, made of blood, made of none.
Halo cracked when I bit my tongue,
’cause truth don’t shine, it burns like a gun.

I crawled from a rib, not from the ground,
half angel, half hell, no middle found.
Talk like a prophet, move like a hound,
heart too loud for a godless sound.

They said “find peace,” I said “find prey,”
built my faith outta ash and decay.
I ain’t holy — I’m the beast they pray
don’t wake up when the moons turn grey.

I’ma let my mirror that winks, a sinner that sings
Heaven tried to chain me — I broke those strings.
World full of kings, but I feed on things
they too scared to face — that’s why I reign.

I’m a paradox breathin’,
saint when I’m bleedin’,
God made me flawed, but the flaws still lead him.
Burn my name — I’ll rise, undefeated,
every curse I wear, I completed.

You pray for peace, I pray for proof,
that pain is the only absolute.
Built my church from the bones of truth,
drank my fear till I felt bulletproof.

You call it ego, I call it survival,
if death’s the god, I’m the Bible’s rival.
Every scar a tribal — line of arrival,
born from chaos, not denial.

Lucifer’s tears, angel’s grin,
both live loud in the skin I’m in.
You see sin — I see origin,
the beast is divine when the light grows dim.

I’m an animal with wings,
a sinner that sings,
Heaven sent storms, but I bite through things.
If truth had a face, it would look like me,
halo in fire, and eyes set free.

I don’t need to be saved — I’m the reason for faith,
proof that beauty exists in the breaks.
Every roar I make rewrites the gate,
and God still listens — when I create.

I ain’t human no more — I’m the glitch in the code,
made of light, made of blood, made of none.
Halo cracked when I bit my tongue,
’cause truth don’t shine, it burns like a gun.

Bible‘s Rival

This for the ones who been through hell —  
and still smiled like it didn’t hurt.  
For the ones who kept quiet,  
’cause nobody listened when it burned.

I been down bad, had nights I ain’t wanna wake,  
friends turned ghost, pain never took a break.  
Mama cried quiet, I learned how to fake,  
told God “I’m fine,” when I just needed a break.  

Life hit fast, no time to bleed,  
every wound I hide just learn to breathe.  
They don’t know the nights I screamed to sleep,  
they just see a mask — not what’s underneath.  

But I’m still here…  
heart heavy, mind clear. 

If you feel this — you ain’t weird, 

you’re just real in a world that fears.  

I lost faith, but I kept my flame,  
made peace with the hurt, now it fuels my name.  
Every scar that I wear got a story untold,  
every tear that I shed turned my veins turn gold.  

They said "move on," but the wounds still talk,  
got blood on my shoes from the roads I walk.  
Can’t sleep when the past still knocks,  
every breath I take just tests my heart.  

I seen angels fade and demons smile,  
I been numb so long it became my style.  
They said “you’ve changed,” I said “I had to,”  
pain don’t kill, but it brands you.  

I don’t talk for views, I talk to heal, 

every word I spill’s the way I feel. 


Pain don‘t kill, but it brands you.
See, I ain’t tryna preach no hope,  
I just bleed what I wrote.  
All these lines are cuts that spoke,  
every truth I drop’s a throat choke

They don’t see the wars in me,  
they just see VØID on a screen.  
But behind that name’s a real life scar,  
behind that glow’s a dying star. 

Every song I drop is a funeral hymn,  
for the kid I was when I let ’em in.  

Can’t fake love, can’t fake pain,  
I been too deep in my own brain. 

Every voice I lost still hums my name,  
every loss I took built this flame.  

Yeah, I’m half alive, half numb,  
talkin’ to walls when the words don’t come.  
If the past had hands, I’d cut ’em off,  
they reach for me when I’m finally calm.  

World full of masks, I kept mine tight,  
smiled in the dark just to beat with light.  
But I’m done hidin’ — I’m done bein’ polite,  
if pain’s a crown, I wear it right.  

So if you feel lost — this one’s yours,  
for the kids with dreams behind locked doors.  
For the hearts that bleed but stay on beat,  
for the souls that fall and get back on their feet.  

Yeah… I ain’t fixed, but i‘m still here.  
VØID in the flesh — no fear.  
I‘m the one they called too weird,  
but that’s what made me clear.

Shine Alone

Let me fall again, I’m used to pain,
rain feels holy when it hits my veins.
Broke apart just to start again,
lost my faith, but I found my name.

Light beams cut through my chest,
I died once just to learn what’s next.
Tears made roots where my soul was weak,
now I rise from the pain I seek.

Late night city glow, heart in rewind,
love still bleeds through a shattered mind.
I don’t chase fame — I chase my peace,
cry in code, then I find release.

Mirrors whisper “you still the kid,”
same old scars, but I flipped that script.
Wept through fire, but I learned to live,
gave my hurt what I couldn’t give.

Still the kid with the pain 
turned my wounds into holy rain.
I can fall, but I rise again,
every loss just carved my name.

Let me weep, let me love, let me break,
let me drown in the hearts I fake.
Every tear builds a world I make,
every ghost that I face, I take.

I kissed my fears in the mirror’s glass,
watched my past fade out too fast.
Every lie I told was truth in disguise,
every cry was a step to rise.

Love hurts soft, but it cuts so deep,
I bled slow just to learn to keep.
What’s gone ain’t gone — it just breathes in me,
a quiet storm that sets me free.

Still the kid with the pain 
I wept through loss and I loved through rain.
Ashes fall, but I rise again,
turn my grief into holy flame.

I loved too hard, now I bleed in gold,
turn my heartache into stories told.
Every “why” became something bold,
I was lost, but I broke the mold.

Now I’m light and I’m dirt, I’m both divine,
a sinner in love, but the fault’s still mine.
Every tear’s a note in time,
every scar a reason I still climb.

I learned that love’s not soft, it’s raw,
you fall apart just to stand in awe.
You die each day just to feel alive,
reborn again when your heart survives.

So let me fall, and let me cry,
let me live till I don’t ask why.

Let me love till my soul runs dry,

let me rise — even if I die,
let me rise — even if I die

Outrun Past

rain on my face, same night, same pain,
smoke in my lungs, can’t feel my name.
mirror cracked, still shows your frame,
lost that high — never felt the same.

posters on the wall start to fade with me,
ash in my cup, that’s my rosary.
she left her scent in my white tee,
now every breath feels like codeine sleep.

half-lit room and the floorboards creak,
ghosts in my mind don’t let me breathe.
flick the light, see the dust all bleed,
I’m the wound that refuses to leave.

so I write on my skin when the ink runs out,
every scar a note that I can’t sing loud.
I don’t need no crowd, just the reverb’s sound,
and the pain that keeps me underground.

i still hear you when the bassline drops,
same damn pain when the daylight stops.
clap hits soft, feels like your touch,
if love was a drug — i took too much.

i still hear you in my half-dead dreams,
ink runs black through the space between.
crash my mind till the silence screams,
if pain’s my church — i’ll pray unseen.

eyelids heavy, can’t see the sun,
every joy I chase turns into none.
bleached-out hair, I can’t outrun,
the version of me that I’ve become.

smoke out the truth, light up the grief,
heart on the table, but it’s missing a beat.
I talk to my demons, they talk to me,
they say: “you’re free, but i‘ll never be.”

phone light flickers, no text to send,
just my playlist playin’ till it ends.
I let the melody cut, I don’t pretend,
I’m addicted to loss — that’s how I mend.

i still hear you when the bassline drops,
same damn pain when the daylight stops.
clap hits soft, feels like your touch,
if love was a drug — i took too much.

i still hear you in my half-dead dreams,
ink runs black through the space between.
crash my mind till the silence screams,
if pain’s my church — i’ll pray unseen.

maybe you’re gone, maybe I’m blind,
maybe that’s fine, I’m not aligned.
another crash, another night,
another ghost I let inside.

mirror talk, I lose my face,
blurred out lines, I lost my grace.
ain’t no home, just empty space,
love’s a wound I still embrace.

yeah, rain on my face, still feels like glass,
I keep my pain where the angels pass.
no sleep, no faith, no path,
just your name carved in the aftermath.

Creep

in youre mind 🧠 like youre in my stats 🃏

obsession with music somehow

Sorrow

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