Cold lights, same empty room,
time runs slow, heart outta tune.
Ash on the desk, thoughts too loud.
breathe too deep, can’t face the crowd.

Walls still hum from the nights we screamed,
love turned fake, and the pain got mean.
Mirror cracked but it still stares back,
remember the kid inside, I left to die.

Dreams once bright now fade to grey,
colors leak and drift away.
Moon looks down through smoke and sin,
but the light won’t touch the place I’ve been.

Streets stay cold, no dreams to keep,
kids move fast, but their hearts don’t beat.
Rain hit deep where the pain still grows,
try to wash it off — but the stain still shows

Money buys calm, but it kills the trust,
fake smiles fade when they turn to dust.
No gods left, just steel and pain,
but I learned to stand in the freezing rain.

Finger on steel, world held still,
cold said “jump,” but I learned will.
Didn’t fold, didn’t lose that spark,
turned every scar to a work of art.

Fall — break — breathe — heal,
cut through lies till the truth feels real.
Blood on my hands, but I made that art,
from every crack in a fragile heart.

Fade through storms, I don’t decay,
scars ain’t pain — they guide my way.
Crowds get loud, but my heart stays sealed,
gone to most — but I’m still real.

Shoes still wet from the nights I bled,
chasing ghosts that lived in my head.
Smoke in the lungs, red on the lines,
wrote my pain till it redefined.

No fake crown, I don’t chase looks,
built my throne out of pain and hooks.
The world leaned hard, but I held my ground,
turned that silence into sound.

They call it chaos, I call it art,
proof that pain still shapes the heart.
If love could speak, it would sound like this.
a quiet burn, a poisoned kiss.

Fall — break — bleed — heal,
cut through pain till the truth turns steel.
Blood on my tongue where the rage got sealed.

Messed up Mind

I ain’t human no more — I’m the glitch in the code,
made outta light, made of blood, made of none.
Halo cracked when I bit my tongue,
’cause truth don’t shine, it burns like a gun.

I crawled from a rib, not from the ground,
half angel, half hell, no middle found.
Talk like a prophet, move like a hound,
heart too loud for a godless sound.

They said “find peace,” I said “find prey,”
built my faith outta ash and decay.
I ain’t holy — I’m the beast they pray
don’t wake up when the moons turn grey.

I’ma let my mirror that winks, a sinner that sings
Heaven tried to chain me — I broke those strings.
World full of kings, but I feed on things
they too scared to face — that’s why I reign.

I’m a paradox breathin’,
saint when I’m bleedin’,
God made me flawed, but the flaws still lead him.
Burn my name — I’ll rise, undefeated,
every curse I wear, I completed.

You pray for peace, I pray for proof,
that pain is the only absolute.
Built my church from the bones of truth,
drank my fear till I felt bulletproof.

You call it ego, I call it survival,
if death’s the god, I’m the Bible’s rival.
Every scar a tribal — line of arrival,
born from chaos, not denial.

Lucifer’s tears, angel’s grin,
both live loud in the skin I’m in.
You see sin — I see origin,
the beast is divine when the light grows dim.

I’m an animal with wings,
a sinner that sings,
Heaven sent storms, but I bite through things.
If truth had a face, it would look like me,
halo in fire, and eyes set free.

I don’t need to be saved — I’m the reason for faith,
proof that beauty exists in the breaks.
Every roar I make rewrites the gate,
and God still listens — when I create.

I ain’t human no more — I’m the glitch in the code,
made of light, made of blood, made of none.
Halo cracked when I bit my tongue,
’cause truth don’t shine, it burns like a gun.

Messed up Mind

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