its hard not to cry when im all by myself
and its hard not to lie when i lie to myself
and i hardly can try even with all the help
being me everyday's slowly killing myself
and i say that im fine but its far from the truth
and they push me away so i push on them too
say that you feel the same i dont think that you do
and i dont want to change but im changing for u

it's funny how this happens so often

trevmas [@trevmas]
CGM [@cgmbeats]
TDA [@threedimensionsapart]

sillyteam

trev mas - benjamin blue (Cgm + Tda)

@ilymay
@venusiann


tysm ve for helping w mixing / mastering bc i had no idea wtf i was doing TT

everytime +may & venusiann

halo (lj guami)

prod me 
this one is just for fun

i got the juice in my cup
u wanna hate but i do not give a fuck
countin all this money and its only goin up
feel like @funny i got the juice in my cup

ur music sucks dont wanna hear u make a sound
i got the juice in my cup yours is nowhere to be found
and if you talkin down ima put u in the ground
put u in a cemetery (sematary) , haunted mound

i wanna go and explore
and go and find more
and see whats in store for me
theres so much more to see
so much more to see

i got the juice in my cup
u wanna hate but i do not give a fuck
countin all this money and its only goin up
feel like funny i got the juice in my cup

2023 you aint ready
pull up with machine guns and machetes
bitch i feel like korn cause this metals fucking heavy
leave your body torn youll be looking like spaghetti

i got the juice in my cup 🧃

ft @prodpawl4k @r2s2d @daiku18 @1bleedinggrey @pw4prez @liamtakeover @44yy @kurchev @theacu1998

0:58 @1bleedinggrey
2:02 @44yy
4:25 summer emotion interlude
5:13 @pw4prez @liamtakeover
6:33 @prodpawl4k
7:29 @daiku18
8:31 @r2s2d
9:32 @kurchev
10:36 @theacu1998


still so far from home.. 🌨

summer 24 + pawl4k r2s2d daiku aidn sochi liamtakeover 44y kurchev acu

prod irby jolst
and i dont wanna lose myself i cant do that no more
take ya shoes, get out, step out of the door
i never knew what i was doing this for
foot up on the pedal yeah im pushing out the torque 
you telling me lies im nodding my head im like of course
i just try to keep reaching the ceiling i fall down to the floor
i could never see the future idk whats its in store
i could never see the world like that theres just nun 2 tour

its not that i dont wanna talk 2 u i just wont talk at all
and im so damn clueless its like idk what im doing at all
and i just keep getting pushed back im pressed up against that wall
honestly wish i could go back in time and right my wrongs

i see it in ur eyes
its me u despise
do we have one more night
activate my fight or flight
closing in its feeling so tight
all this stuff is not my type
could we make a better life
better life

if u got something in ur mind tell me what to do
if we could talk it out and come to a breakthrough
as soon as u said it i was like oh i just knew
and there used to be ppl there for me now its just few
dont know what to do

do u remember ur lie
was it worth ur time
all ur hurt is mine
i didnt want to cross that line
but i felt like i had to
yeah this stuff is just past due
like i got stuff to unpack too
looking at u like thats true

and i dont wanna lose myself i cant do that no more
take ya shoes, get out, step out of the door
i never knew what i was doing this for
foot up on the pedal yeah im pushing out the torque 
you telling me lies im nodding my head im like of course
i just try to keep reaching the ceiling i fall down to the floor
i could never see the future idk whats its in store
i could never see the world like that theres just nun 2 tour

its not that i dont wanna talk 2 u i just wont talk at all
and im so damn clueless its like idk what im doing at all
and i just keep getting pushed back im pressed up against that wall
honestly wish i could go back in time and right my wrongs

fight or flight prod irby & jolst

@s0da0ntheside https://on.soundcloud.com/C7k4nUYamrTpuf5H8

@c4ts https://on.soundcloud.com/ypgx2i2NQqTsnrmc8

emw0n - above me prod scrambl n eikk.flac

▒

Realize
At my breaking point, at my demise
And I realize
I don't feel right, I'm losing touch of time

Smoke in the air, I can't clear my mind
I should care but it's alright
I don't care, it's just part of time
A part of your life

When I'm in the past, you'll be alright
You'll be alright, you'll be alright
When I'm in the past, you'll be alright
When I'm in the past, you'll be alright

kinsley grey - I'm not alright but that's not a story worth sharing

lil jacob make it rain
then i hop up in the wraith yea
skrtt up do the dash 
bih imma crash out
walking out the bank 
flexing all my cash yea
your shwaty want my number 
boii i know you mad now

im balling everyday bih
i guess that just obvious
making all this money 
and you know im gonna spend it
hop inside the whip and i race it
leave yoo ahh laying the pavement
 
im balling everyday bih
i guess that just obvious
making all this money 
and you know im gonna spend it
fuck with me and im finna end you
hit you with the choppa do the damage

pull up to the crib and i open fl studio
i be making money make it for the future
i can never wife that hoe cuz shes a hoe bih
i can never like you cuz you are a poser

im balling everyday bih
i guess that just obvious
making all this money 
and you know im gonna spend it
hop inside the whip and i race it
leave yoo ahh laying the pavement
 
im balling everyday bih
i guess that just obvious
making all this money 
and you know im gonna spend it
fuck with me and im finna end you
hit you with the choppa do the damage

prod by @1akura + @kyoakyo
mix/master @jacob6k

make it rain (prod @1akura + @kyoakyo)

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