🦋🔪
You can cut my heart out with a butterfly knife
I won't put up a fight
Stabbing every petty thing into my chest so you can spite me Frightening psyche, thunderbolts and lightning
Our time alone is tightening it's shorter than it might seem
And I'm just looking after myself
You should do the same before you go and do this shit to somebody else
Just try to do what's best for your health
While I'll block all of the pages that rate all my shitty songs like it's yelp

I wrote the worst song today if you listened to it you would know
My worst fears ever and they're all involving you and I
What if we severed, used to replay us together
But you're still singing the same song
I cried like Hannah Diamond that night for you
But I still, after 24 hours come back
You made a comeback
That's 1 2 4 8 16 strikes you're out
You've got cheat codes
Dipping me in evil

You can cut my heart out with a butterfly knife
I won't put up a fight
Stabbing every every every every every every spite me
Frightening psyche, thunderbolts and lightning
Our time alone is tightening it's shorter than it might seem

On my popstar shit, I forget you when I want
You're not gonna forget me but you'll find somebody pretty to flaunt
And much like the nature of your taunt
I'll follow you and talk to whoever you're with and take whatever you're on

New accounts, new numbers go hard
Put that VPN on the Mastercard
Smoke and mirrors don't help me see any clearer with your face all blank
So I feel like a freak, and I know that I'm not
But I'll stay feeling weak till you get what you want
Do you mean what you say when you are far away
Regardless of if you do or not, you can cut my heart out

With a butterfly knife
I won't put up a fight
Chop me up and tear me down and throw me to the fucking ground

Where you'll find my brain, a material plane
And I know someday you'll find me in the sand and the grain and say
Nothing's ever ever felt so good
As we're one in the same in the cosmic wood
Not the one I fell for, not the one who birthed me and hurt me and burnt me down
And I come with respect, when I say the things you love are the ones that come after your neck 


Sincerely,
DistroKid
https://distrokid.com

butterfly knife

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr
@itstooscar
@dylazy
@trndytrndy

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr

stream / download

undermyskin

Dynastic - Seeker Missile

something to tide yall over till i finish ****** ******** * *** *** **** ******
ill put it on spotify soon

it burns like fire
i feel like dying
everything is random like not even trying
i feel like im bones
i feel like im water
how the fucking hell could u even describe this

i wish i was pretty (pretty)
like u
i wish i had soft skin (soft skin)
like u
i wish i had self worth (self worth)
but i dont (i dont)
(oh my god thats so depressing)

i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal
i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal

everyday i feel like a loser
everyday I feel like a loser
(gra oh my god bitch)
everyday i feel like a loser
everyday i feel like a loser

tell me that im real
i cannot believe u
all my trust is ruined
i wanna go home
i wish i felt safe
i wish i felt secure
i dont wanna starve
i dont wanna suffer
i wanna b normal

i wish i was pretty (pretty)
like u
i wish i had soft skin (soft skin)
like u
i wish i had self worth (self worth)
but i dont (oh no!)
(too bad no one fucking cares)

i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal
i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal

bandcamp

I LOVE BEING NORMAL

Content warning: The following track may be triggering for victims of grooming.

Just after she turns eighteen, S*nny meets an older man named Johnny with sinister motives.

Wallsocket

Johnny johnny johnny

Old money bitch decides that her apathy makes life not worth living.

Horror movie soundtrack

S*nny’s friend Jordan unearths their peoples’ shared history, altering her stance on religion.

Geez louise (with henhouse!)

Mara talks to S*nny and sees how heavily her father’s misdeeds affected the family.

Johnny johnny johnny

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