Where did you fall

The fish song

sydney 

a LUCA+THE CAT+QUARTERMOON story

circa december 2020

stream

sydney

Saltfields (The Layman's Ultimate 7-Step Guide to a Life of Poserdom: There’s nothing we can do!)

The fractal song: love sex death & time travel 

circa April 2021

with artwork shot on location nearby Dickinson, North Dakota

the fractal song

The fractal song

10 of 10

featuring, coproduced, & cowritten, & mixed by @can-of-bliss
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

if i work hard enough, i can get out of this town
while all of your parents are just flying you out
give my honest opinion, put your head in the ground
if you want explanation, i’ll be shutting my mouth
but i play games to make being broke feel fun
wondering how much money can i waste this month
spill my guts to the cashier while she’s ringing me up
i could go back to california anytime that i want

i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(can of bliss)
i wanna hurt you and make you feel bad
and then have a breakdown and show you that i'm sad
but i know i won't do that cause that's kinda dumb
make discussion, tell you where i'm from
i get so frustrated every day of the month
cause i'm not getting all the attention i want
doesn't help it's been so long since i made a new song
yeah it's been so long, yeah it's been so long

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(sd)
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
i've been doing so bad lately

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

star★☆

collar

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brainfreeze

Prodigal (feat. underscores)

Boys

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лириксы:

мама, скажи мне, почему  
мне так одиноко среди людей  
и снова шрам за шрамом,  
рана за раной,  
и снова шрам за шрамом,  
рана за раной.  

теперь каждый день  
как испытание.  
пришла апатия, и за ней выгорание,  
и я стал отдаляться все дальше.  

ради тебя я готов достать  
с неба звезду, с неба звезду,  
яркую, как ты.  
купил бы все цветы,  
если бы ты любила их.  

и если бы не холод в моём мёртвом сердце,  
и при виде тебя мысли только о сексе,  
и если бы не холод в моём мёртвом сердце,  
и при виде тебя мысли только о сексе.  
почему хочу нажраться так, чтобы ползать?  

мама, скажи мне, почему  
мне так одиноко среди людей...  
и снова шрам за шрамом,  
рана за раной,  
и снова шрам за шрамом,  
рана за раной.  

и если бы не холод в моём мёртвом сердце,  
и при виде тебя мысли только о сексе...  

я хочу смотреть только в твои глаза.  
любить так тяжело, проще убить себя.  
я хочу смотреть только в твои глаза.  
любить так тяжело, проще убить себя.