The fish song

Del mar county fair 2008 (w/ Maxwell Young)

all proceeds from this release will go to the National Alliance to End Homelessness (https://endhomelessness.org/)

vocals:
@saoirsedream
@wishlane
@itstooscar
@e7ellie
@scooter_boi_musick
@can-of-bliss
@bhproducer
@t0rr
@nebita

production:
@t0rr
@nebita
@st1cksyea
@draf2k
@itstooscar
@soupandreas
@can-of-bliss
@user-607541836
@acloudyskye
@dylazy
@wishlane
@dossyx
@saoirsedream
@musicbyrift

freakout

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@t0rr
@4kmirage
@itstooscar
@trndytrndy
@wishlane

produced by:
@t0rr
@itstooscar
@bbbbfc
@st1cksyea
@musicbyrift
@saoirsedream

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"Everybody's dead!"

fishmonger (b-sides)

Ur not really bout it (bonus track)

Scene 6: The air traffic control tower

Things can only go up from here

yeah i believe in God,
but i really need this money
you dialed up my natal chart
and i woke up in a library
an ancient library
you hardly know what i’ve been through

yeah i’ve been feeling kind of odd
you could say i’m out of sorts
we need drugs for summertime
cuz summer’s getting awful short
the kids need something to go thru

ok
i’m gonna say something weird
i swear
we aren’t consumed by fear
nonono
so if it’s up in the air
it’s only up from

The air traffic control tower

so you think you’re a scientist
on the precipice
girls doing cannonballs
what is this experiment
you said i’m delusional
what are you even talking about
you must’ve lost your mind
well i think you should shut your mouth

you sure are a philosopher
of a different caliber
so can i ask you something?
what do you think of the (drugs)?
cuz i think
the kids need something to go thru

it’s like there’s the drugs
and there’s me
like two separate cameras on the same scene
what do the drugs see from me
i need to know what the drugs think

i need to know

i’m gonna say something weird
i swear
we aren’t consumed by fear
nonono
so if it’s up in the air
it’s only up from here

at the The air traffic control tower

You need to change your mind
You need to say what you really mean
Cuz we're not gonna be here forever
no no no
And the sooner you learn to accept that—
—the sooner you and I are going to get along

you don't wanna make another mistake
the changes are slated,
impossible to erase
i thought i was mutilated, a massive mistake
but i have literally always been this way

you can't get mad at the kid
just to harbor the blame
i get that you're just a person
but you're fucking insane
i wanna get better
but you belong to my brain
i'm circumscribing a message
and you're repeating my name

alex

The air traffic control tower

jet fuel iced tea (w/ SEBii)

Boys

Rumor and Innuendo

Verse 1
The television’s half-asleep,
static whispers in the wires.

You told me what you heard,
but it sounded like a choir
of broken voices—
half-believed, half-denied.

I carried them home,
like a fever in my mind.

Verse 2
The hallway lights flicker,
the neighbors keep their blinds closed.

Your shadow moves across the room,
I can’t tell what you chose.

You say it doesn’t matter,
but I hear the undertone.

Every silence between us
is a language of its own.

Chorus
Rumor and innuendo,
drifting through the smoke.
I never know where you stand,
and I …don’t know… where to go.

Verse 3
Somewhere between the truth and the lie,
I keep losing track of time.

Somewhere between 
your eyes and mine,
the ground gives way, 
the words unwind.

Every whisper a shadow
Every shadow reminds

Chorus
Rumor and innuendo,
drifting through the smoke.
I never know where you stand,
and I… don’t know… where to go.


Verse 1
The radio’s half-asleep,
static whispers in the wires.

You told me what you heard,
but it sounded like a choir
of broken voices—
half-believed, half-denied.

I carried them home,
like a fever in my mind.

Final Chorus
Rumor and innuendo,
echo down the hall.
I lean into the silence,
but I… don’t hear… you at all.
Rumor and innuendo,
it’s all we’ve ever known.
I’m standing in the doorway,
but I… can’t find… my way home.


The fish song

underscores