vent song since no guy wants me lol

I have to finish this now so it might be coming down soon lol

chapter 2: my valentine is a vat of toxic waste (WIP)

*lemme see youre smiling. its better than crying, isnt it?
i really dont like seeing you cry about stuff like this*

its been 13 months and we never talked
hope youre doing okay, where ever you are
i know youre just fine
but you left the heating on can you please turn it off?
its getting cold outside and the struggle‘s worn off
id rather dont wanna miss you but i couldnt stop

*listen to me*

i know youre doing just fine
youre doing just fine
shes doing just fine
shes doing just fine
shes doing just fine
shes just alright
i saw her yesterday

*ok ok, ill stop*

and she said her blood looks funny on shrooms
yeah you twisted fuck, what the hell did you do this time?
what the hell did you do?

*so now i have to live the fact that,
i hurt you*

i didnt mean to get loud there
excuse my violence
just like you did
every other time and
maybe i was the reason she ended it all
so i collect all the pieces left of you
try to solve em like a puzzle since you withdrew

i cant stand the silence

l

stand the silence

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██/██/2025 - "Pictured is the compact disc after cleaning and sterilization. Analysis has identified another file as a copy of 'Chop' by the Pennsylvanian band 'Withdecay'."

Chop

quaffio dub

know too much
laced in memories of stressing
please no touch
i cant help but push deep within
this love
is false and i can't help but to prove this
this harmful illusion
what is this i'm even running from
what seemed so normal to others feels so wrong
i just wanted to breathe
i wanted to breathe
i know
that i don't wanna feel the same again
too close
to even recognize that you're my friend
unsure
if you mean what you say then don't delay		
i want to know what it takes
to feel real in this way
you don't know where i'm coming from
when i tell you just how much i need your arms
i just wanted to breathe
i wanted to breathe
i don't want to be scared of your clutch
a maniac is how i feel on love
but i just wanted to breathe
i wanted to breathe
[solo]
i never want to be what i thought i'd become
as i take my eyes towards the sun
as i let myself breathe
i need to breathe
so i let myself breathe

Coven

I KNOW I REMIX THIS SONG ALOT i like dobi okay

peace treaty dnb

first time ever tryin new stuff in ableton

s/o my guy @ericdoa he's da goat indeed

song for when the bar closes but it's undid2 remix

my submission for ArtbyFORM's any% Level 2 event. didn't make it to the compilation album but i still had a bunch of fun making this and had a bunch of fun with this event. can't wait for the next one though, i'm going all out for the next event!

7:27 pm (demo) (any% 2 submission)

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song for when the bar closes but it's undid2 remix

Undid2